Finally I have the courage to tender my resgination to her. Till now, my mood is like a roller coaster. One moment high up to the sky and next it drop to the bottom of the hell..

She called me just now and we had a chat. I told her I wanted to have an environment change and feel really bad. Infact, I treasure all the times while working there. I love the work but not the environment. Lotsa things had happen and is making my character starting to change. It is rather annoying as it is affecting my hubby too. Deep in my heart and my brain, I really don't bear to leave the place. Probably like what Princess Yvonne had said, I'm having this feeling cos I'm leaving my comfort zone. Initially, I don't want to admit it but till now after the tendering, I had to admit it. Yes, I can't bear to leave my comfort zone. Too be frank, who will want to leave their comfort zone and try out another one.

I very much want to let her know that I really appreciate the helps she have given me and her care and concern she had for me. It's hard to describe but I hope she understand my heart's word.

Since everything is gonna end here. I hope my next starting point will be a good one. Having to start everything all over again is not easy but I believe I can battle with it. I need you guys to cheer for me wor. Give me all the lucks you have wor..

Last but not least. I wish her, him and the company well. Hope everything sail smoothly for them. And not forgetting, from the bottom of my heart once again I would like to take this opportunity to thank them for whatever they had given me.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

*Bowed*

Have been thinking very long about this issue 因果报应 - Karma.. What is Karma all about? Let's see from Wikipedia to find out what exactly is Karma.

Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

The philosophical explanation of karma can differ slightly between traditions, but the general concept is basically the same. Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala. In religions that incorporate reincarnation, karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well. Click here for more info

Although I'm not so into religious, but still I believe in it. Trying not to do any misdeed or anything which will harm others in order to lessen my bad Karma. But why people around me are not single worried at all. Karma will come to us no matter when, be it present life or future lives. Sabotage helps nothing in your present life, but why are there still such people living in this earth and why do that to add on the bad karmas to your life.

There is a chinese phrase which says the whole thing 善有善报,恶有恶报. So watch out you back when you wanna do something bad to harm others. I hope those people around me and wanted to harm me think thrice. End of the day, who suffer the most, not me but YOU!

Arrrggghhhh!!!! Nightmares, go away and stay away from me!!! *Yawnz*

This few nights, I've not been sleeping very well.. It's either the weather too warm for me to sleep soundly or nightmares will scare me up in tears. People always say, 日有所思, 夜有所梦. Recently many things had happen and I do not know where to start from, that's why I chose to forgo the stories to be written here. To me, things that happen to me is so scary, so I had nightmares at night.

Now I just hope that I can have a peaceful night rest since the weather is so nice recently and too since I've decided to ignore those low graded peeps. If things still not getting any better, probably I will have to head to my family doctor for some pills to help me.. Trying hard not to rely on the pills but if no choice, guess I have to do so..

Enough said, shall continue taking my lunch.. Will blog again tomorrow ba..

Here I am struggling again. My mind in not in a clear state. Pls don't ask me what happen as I do not wish to disclose it now. Shall reveal it when the time is ripe. If you really wants to know, pls email me or msn me and ask me.

Many things had happened recently to me. I know that lots of people face the same problem too. Having so many "xiao ren" beside me is an headache. Imagine they gossip behind your back, sabo you or even push you into danger. I hate the thoughts of trustable person betraying me. Can you imagine that? WTF is going in this world. Sabotage others in order to gain your sweets.

Enough said of the above, as I worried I might just blast out everything. Just in short, I need to make decision which will concern my life and my behaviour. Hope I do the right one and not regret at the end of the day. Haven't been sleeping well recently and it all credit to Mr Haze. How to sleep well with your nose infection and skin irritation? Yup yup, these few weeks I'm suffering from nose infection and skin irritation. I can't breathe well and my body is itching everywhere.

Wanted to have a good rest and need to relax abit. Had already plan a short trip to Genting this end of Mar over the weekends. Hope the trip will help me relax abit. Also planning for a prawning session @ Punggol Marina, bring Niki & Princess go pet farm, have a sumptuous meal. Need to do 1 at a shot cos no money no talk.. Hahahahaha....

Shall end it shortly. Will update more when I have the time...

P/S : Friends, I hereby hope that you will keep everything you read in my blog, facebook or even Plurks update to your ownself. Should you have any queries, pls feel free to sms, email or even msn me to clarify. I am most willing to provide you with the answer. But pls don't tell anyone else as I do not wish to let those who don't know to know.. Understand? I hope you do.

Another day in Korea. Hmm.. Day 5 in Korea and to the date of going home is nearing. Well let the pictures tell you everything.

5th Day - Hotel American Breakfast (Andong)


Our American Breakfast


5th Day (1st Int) Nambangan River (Andong)


View of Nambangan River


Me & Hubby with their 3 years Ginseng


Ginseng in Korea


5th Day (2nd Int) - Kimchi Factory (Yeoju)


Preparing to do Kimchi


Master teaching how to do Kimchi


Hubby & me after completing the Kimchi


My finished Kimchi


Hubby wanted to eat his finished Kimchi


Soak Ginseng


6 Years old soak Ginseng


Traditional Costume of Korea


My Emperor


Karen in Traditional Korean Costume


Group photos


Me in the traditional costume


Our 2nd Wedding photo taking.. Kekekeke


My Dear Emperor again


5th Day (3rd Int) - Local Fruit Orchard


Me plucking the apple


Hubby chicken pot face


5th Day (4th Int) - Everland


View of Everland


Tour group photo


Hubby & me @ Everland


On the sky cable


Ooppss. Dino found in Korea


Birds in Everland


Me the white tiger hat & glove


Roarrrrrr... Tigress.. Watch out!


Night View of Everland

Alright end of day 5 and more to come. Day 6 & 7...

Sorry for the long long waiting.. I think I should not have it delay anymore. Here is the day 4 photo...

4th Day Breakfast in Hotel (Daegu)


Karen & her breakfast


Condos in Korea (Daegu)


Carpark of the Rest Station (Daegu)


Really cold


Me & Royce


4th Day (1st Int) Hawhoe Village (Andong)


So cold


Group photo in front of Tu Ti Gong & Tu Ti Po


Me @ Hawhoe Village


Hubby & Me


Area of the Village


What is this? Penis Wood Craft


Me & the Wood Craft


Hubby comparing with this big penis


Hubby still comparing


Tour Group viewing the Maple Tree


Maple Tree leaves


Plantation in Hawhoe Village


Entrance of a household


Me trying to reach the sunflower


Infront of a household


Chrysanthmum flowers



Field of Chrysanthemum


House in the village


Slave House in the Village


Playground of the village


Me playing the swing


Me & Karen playing Korea Seesaw


Group photo


Blossom Trail


Workers gathering the wheat


4th Day Lunch - Soysauce Chicken


Soysauce Chicken


Along the Road


View along the Road


4th Day (2nd Int)- Chunjuha Lake (Andong)


Our Cruise on Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


Me @ Chungjuha Lake


Hubby & Me


Me & hubby again @ another view


Me on Cruise


View of Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


Kare & Royce in the Cruise


Tour Group Photo


Another Group photo


4th Day (3rd Int) - Hotel Spa (Andong)


Me, Geling, Vincent, Royce & Karen


Trying to enjoy the Spa


Enjoying the Spa


Vincent loves the Spa massage


Royce enjoying the Spa massage


Karen enjoying the Spa Massage


Me, Karen & Royce


Geling & Vincent


Outside Hotel


Another view of the hotel


4th Day Dinner - Fish Soup Steamboat


Fish Soup Steamboat


Korea Cigratte Vending Machine

Phew finally finish downloading day 4 photos in Korea.. Still have another 4 days to go.. Will try to download it soon. So hang on ya.. ;P

Today is rather a relax and stress free day to pass.. In another 10 mins, I'm officially off. But still have to work tomorrow. That is the worst part of my working life. Have to work on alternate Saturdays where you know your hubby is at home waiting for you. Anyhow, my mood today is still okay till now.. Today is another special day for Singaporeans too.. The BIG TOTO DAY.. I think the prize for today is 1 million. Have you got yours? Well me, ermmm, I didn't actually bought one until Winnilicious asked me and said that at least buy a chance for $0.50. Too be frank, I am always not that lucky and I know that the ticket will eventually be part of the rubbish in the bin. But in any case, I wish my friends and readers good luck and hope God of Fortune look up to your house and knock at your door.. *Hoping for one to knock my door too*...

Later will be going for sushi buffet @ Hougang Plaza with Princess Yvonne and hubby. It's gonna be another bloated dinner. Can't wait for her to come over to my office and head for dinner then..

Back to the topic I wanna blog about is regarding a post I came across and I've ask the owner of the blog for permission to copy over the post to mine as I really wanna share this interesting post to all my friends and readers. And it could be cos of this post, it brightens up my day. Oh! I can't forget to give credit to Winnilicious for the post. Here's the post..

To: All Staff,

As you know, the realities of the downturn have hit home and I am forced to introduce the following cost-cutting measures to help shore up our beloved company. I know you will understand that the pain is temporary and the gains will be there for all of us to reap when the company comes through these difficult times stronger… and ready to ride the next big
wave. So with immediate effect, all staff will be required to adhere to the following:

a. The cups on the two vending machines are to be recycled. Annabelle has already serialised them.

b. Sabbatical leave: Executives booked for New York will now go to Kukup in Johor Bahru instead. Senior executives can go further - up to Yong Peng.

c. Our chalet lease in Pulau Ubin has ended. However, as the management takes a keen interest in staff welfare, we have arranged with Francis (from Admin Dept) to rent out one of his rooms at Blk 923, Pasir Ris Drive. His flat was chosen for its proximity to the sea and you can still see Ubin from the window.

d. Entertainment claims: Staff will be required to go for a 30-min demonstration by Raj from Finance Dept, who will show you how to withdraw your credit card slowly from your wallet (58 secs), so that others at a business lunch will inadvertently beat you to it when the bill comes.

e. The Valentine's Day white chocolates (Deluxeur) which I gave out in January : Those of you who have yet to open the box, please return them (expiry date: Dec 2009).

f. Monthly Best Employee Award : The $1000 cash award will now be replaced by a box of Deluxeur white chocolates.

g. Annual Best Employee Award : The 14-day Disneyland/Hawaii tour and solid gold Rolex Oyster watch will be replaced by TWO boxes of Deluxeur white chocolates.

h. Medical: The Oxfordshire-Hopkins Medical Group will no more be on our panel. Annabelle will give you the address of Hong Tong Hong Medical Hall in Sungei Road. Bring you company pass for a 10% discount.

i. Country Club Memberships : Senior executives must return their membership cards to Annabelle, who will then register your name with Bishan Community Centre.

j. Transport Allowance : No reduction of rate! However, it will be paid on alternate months.

k. Gifts for clients : New choices. The Bohemian Crystal list will be replaced by the one from 7-eleven.

l. Annual Dinner & Dance : No change (March 20, yay!), but the venue is switched from The Ritz-Carlton to the void deck of Annabelle's flat in Ang Mo Kio Avenue 10.

m. Bonus : This time, staff welfare comes first! Instead of the usual amount, we raised it up to $2 million. Each employee will be given a Singapore Sweep ticket. The draw is on March 5.

From: Chief Financial Officer

Isn't it cute and funny.. I just resist laughing.. Hope you guys like it.. Hahahaha.. Once again thanks Winnilicious for this post.

Like I said, I wanted to revive my spirit in blogging, hoping to gain more readers or to benefit my friends who read my blog.. But it seems not working out for me. The moment I reach home, I would pay my bed a visit. The visit would usually last for a least 3-4 hours. Which means, by the time I wake up, it is already 10 plus at night. I will then start sit infront of the TV, have my dinner or I would rather say my supper. Basically, I am either lazy to set up my lappy or I don't want to disturb hubby from his gaming session.

Still looking ways to revive my blogging spirit.. *thinks for abt an hour or so*... Well well, I've come to some conclusion which I hope I will be able to follow.

1) The moment I reach home, I will take get hubby to help me set up the Lappy. While waiting, I will go for my bath and prepare dinner.

2) Will blog the very moment I touch my Lappy then follow by Plurking or even Facebooking. (Usually, I will Plurk and facebook when I on my lappy)

3) Find intersting stuff to blog of. Like outing with friends, hubby or even Niki.. (starting to realise that I've not been blogging my food feasting, my dear Niki.)

4) Be more active in blogging website like Ping.sg

5) Last but not least, I need to have readers to read my blog too. I hope to have lotsa readers but I doubt so, my blog is not motivative, not interesting. It's just me and my own little world with all my whinings and my every bit of my life.

*Thinking hard for more*.. I think so far I can think of this few ways.. I hope to have it fulfil and revive my blogging spirit asap just like before.. Gonna Strive for the Best!

Last Friday, went for a movie with Hubby, Rina and Victor.

Cast: Fann Wong, Christopher Lee

Director: Ekachai Uekrongtham

Genre:Drama/ Comedy

Language: Mandarin

Release Date:25 January 2009

Running Time:103 minutes

Distributor:GVP

A glorious, delightful and touching romantic comedy that unveils the truths behind the years most anticipated celebrity wedding, THE WEDDING GAME begins when Jack (Christopher Lee) publicly proposes to Vikki (Fann Wong) during the live telecast of a regional awards show. Surprised but happy, Vikki accepts much to the delight of the public who has been following and rooting for the two superstars much publicized romance.

What the public doesn't know is that the entire love affair is an elaborate and meticulously planned ruse designed to further the careers and fortunes of the two lovebirds by their ambitious managers May and Tom. In reality, Jack has disliked Vikki from the first day they met and vice versa!

But through it all, the two stars keep up with the charade. Both of them are sure they have nothing to lose not when theyve signed a pre-nuptial agreement to protect themselves and their fortunes.

Just when everything is going so well, an incident rattled some of the fans and the media. There is doubt now lingering about the authenticity of this love match.

I would rate this show 7 out of 10.. I had my laugh in the cinema while watching this show.. To be frank, I have not been laughing from the bottom of my heart.. This show makes me laugh.. Go and watch it yourself and judge the show youself ba.

Here is the MV for the song of the show.. Nice song too.. ;)

Hey Hey!! Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

Hope everybody "FA" this "Nui" Year..

This is the 1st post for this new year and I hereby pray prosperity for everyone and all wishes comes true..

Shall make this a really short one. Will write a more detailed post when I reach home..

P/S : Sorry for the delay in blogging.. Suddenly lost mood for blogging and too not having enough time to sit infront of the PC..