Everything ends here

Finally I have the courage to tender my resgination to her. Till now, my mood is like a roller coaster. One moment high up to the sky and next it drop to the bottom of the hell..

She called me just now and we had a chat. I told her I wanted to have an environment change and feel really bad. Infact, I treasure all the times while working there. I love the work but not the environment. Lotsa things had happen and is making my character starting to change. It is rather annoying as it is affecting my hubby too. Deep in my heart and my brain, I really don't bear to leave the place. Probably like what Princess Yvonne had said, I'm having this feeling cos I'm leaving my comfort zone. Initially, I don't want to admit it but till now after the tendering, I had to admit it. Yes, I can't bear to leave my comfort zone. Too be frank, who will want to leave their comfort zone and try out another one.

I very much want to let her know that I really appreciate the helps she have given me and her care and concern she had for me. It's hard to describe but I hope she understand my heart's word.

Since everything is gonna end here. I hope my next starting point will be a good one. Having to start everything all over again is not easy but I believe I can battle with it. I need you guys to cheer for me wor. Give me all the lucks you have wor..

Last but not least. I wish her, him and the company well. Hope everything sail smoothly for them. And not forgetting, from the bottom of my heart once again I would like to take this opportunity to thank them for whatever they had given me.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

*Bowed*

因果报应

Have been thinking very long about this issue 因果报应 - Karma.. What is Karma all about? Let's see from Wikipedia to find out what exactly is Karma.

Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

The philosophical explanation of karma can differ slightly between traditions, but the general concept is basically the same. Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala. In religions that incorporate reincarnation, karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well. Click here for more info

Although I'm not so into religious, but still I believe in it. Trying not to do any misdeed or anything which will harm others in order to lessen my bad Karma. But why people around me are not single worried at all. Karma will come to us no matter when, be it present life or future lives. Sabotage helps nothing in your present life, but why are there still such people living in this earth and why do that to add on the bad karmas to your life.

There is a chinese phrase which says the whole thing 善有善报,恶有恶报. So watch out you back when you wanna do something bad to harm others. I hope those people around me and wanted to harm me think thrice. End of the day, who suffer the most, not me but YOU!

Nightmares!

Arrrggghhhh!!!! Nightmares, go away and stay away from me!!! *Yawnz*

This few nights, I've not been sleeping very well.. It's either the weather too warm for me to sleep soundly or nightmares will scare me up in tears. People always say, 日有所思, 夜有所梦. Recently many things had happen and I do not know where to start from, that's why I chose to forgo the stories to be written here. To me, things that happen to me is so scary, so I had nightmares at night.

Now I just hope that I can have a peaceful night rest since the weather is so nice recently and too since I've decided to ignore those low graded peeps. If things still not getting any better, probably I will have to head to my family doctor for some pills to help me.. Trying hard not to rely on the pills but if no choice, guess I have to do so..

Enough said, shall continue taking my lunch.. Will blog again tomorrow ba..

CONFUSE MIND

Here I am struggling again. My mind in not in a clear state. Pls don't ask me what happen as I do not wish to disclose it now. Shall reveal it when the time is ripe. If you really wants to know, pls email me or msn me and ask me.

Many things had happened recently to me. I know that lots of people face the same problem too. Having so many "xiao ren" beside me is an headache. Imagine they gossip behind your back, sabo you or even push you into danger. I hate the thoughts of trustable person betraying me. Can you imagine that? WTF is going in this world. Sabotage others in order to gain your sweets.

Enough said of the above, as I worried I might just blast out everything. Just in short, I need to make decision which will concern my life and my behaviour. Hope I do the right one and not regret at the end of the day. Haven't been sleeping well recently and it all credit to Mr Haze. How to sleep well with your nose infection and skin irritation? Yup yup, these few weeks I'm suffering from nose infection and skin irritation. I can't breathe well and my body is itching everywhere.

Wanted to have a good rest and need to relax abit. Had already plan a short trip to Genting this end of Mar over the weekends. Hope the trip will help me relax abit. Also planning for a prawning session @ Punggol Marina, bring Niki & Princess go pet farm, have a sumptuous meal. Need to do 1 at a shot cos no money no talk.. Hahahahaha....

Shall end it shortly. Will update more when I have the time...

P/S : Friends, I hereby hope that you will keep everything you read in my blog, facebook or even Plurks update to your ownself. Should you have any queries, pls feel free to sms, email or even msn me to clarify. I am most willing to provide you with the answer. But pls don't tell anyone else as I do not wish to let those who don't know to know.. Understand? I hope you do.

Korea Day 5

Another day in Korea. Hmm.. Day 5 in Korea and to the date of going home is nearing. Well let the pictures tell you everything.

5th Day - Hotel American Breakfast (Andong)


Our American Breakfast


5th Day (1st Int) Nambangan River (Andong)


View of Nambangan River


Me & Hubby with their 3 years Ginseng


Ginseng in Korea


5th Day (2nd Int) - Kimchi Factory (Yeoju)


Preparing to do Kimchi


Master teaching how to do Kimchi


Hubby & me after completing the Kimchi


My finished Kimchi


Hubby wanted to eat his finished Kimchi


Soak Ginseng


6 Years old soak Ginseng


Traditional Costume of Korea


My Emperor


Karen in Traditional Korean Costume


Group photos


Me in the traditional costume


Our 2nd Wedding photo taking.. Kekekeke


My Dear Emperor again


5th Day (3rd Int) - Local Fruit Orchard


Me plucking the apple


Hubby chicken pot face


5th Day (4th Int) - Everland


View of Everland


Tour group photo


Hubby & me @ Everland


On the sky cable


Ooppss. Dino found in Korea


Birds in Everland


Me the white tiger hat & glove


Roarrrrrr... Tigress.. Watch out!


Night View of Everland

Alright end of day 5 and more to come. Day 6 & 7...

Korea Day 4

Sorry for the long long waiting.. I think I should not have it delay anymore. Here is the day 4 photo...

4th Day Breakfast in Hotel (Daegu)


Karen & her breakfast


Condos in Korea (Daegu)


Carpark of the Rest Station (Daegu)


Really cold


Me & Royce


4th Day (1st Int) Hawhoe Village (Andong)


So cold


Group photo in front of Tu Ti Gong & Tu Ti Po


Me @ Hawhoe Village


Hubby & Me


Area of the Village


What is this? Penis Wood Craft


Me & the Wood Craft


Hubby comparing with this big penis


Hubby still comparing


Tour Group viewing the Maple Tree


Maple Tree leaves


Plantation in Hawhoe Village


Entrance of a household


Me trying to reach the sunflower


Infront of a household


Chrysanthmum flowers



Field of Chrysanthemum


House in the village


Slave House in the Village


Playground of the village


Me playing the swing


Me & Karen playing Korea Seesaw


Group photo


Blossom Trail


Workers gathering the wheat


4th Day Lunch - Soysauce Chicken


Soysauce Chicken


Along the Road


View along the Road


4th Day (2nd Int)- Chunjuha Lake (Andong)


Our Cruise on Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


Me @ Chungjuha Lake


Hubby & Me


Me & hubby again @ another view


Me on Cruise


View of Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


View of Chungjuha Lake


Kare & Royce in the Cruise


Tour Group Photo


Another Group photo


4th Day (3rd Int) - Hotel Spa (Andong)


Me, Geling, Vincent, Royce & Karen


Trying to enjoy the Spa


Enjoying the Spa


Vincent loves the Spa massage


Royce enjoying the Spa massage


Karen enjoying the Spa Massage


Me, Karen & Royce


Geling & Vincent


Outside Hotel


Another view of the hotel


4th Day Dinner - Fish Soup Steamboat


Fish Soup Steamboat


Korea Cigratte Vending Machine

Phew finally finish downloading day 4 photos in Korea.. Still have another 4 days to go.. Will try to download it soon. So hang on ya.. ;P