Princess Fiona aka Xiaoweini aka Berlin

Woot!! So So So Long

2011-09-19T00:36:00.003+08:00

Only now then I realized that I've not update my blog for so long.. Hahahah.. Lazy? Yes, I am.

Many things have happen for the past few months. Really lotsa of things, all bad things.

I've left my previous company where I mentioned earlier its a good place.. Reason? I don't wanna bring it up anymore.. Anyway it's already over. Currently in my new job, errmm for about 4 mths. So far so good. I do not want to comment much about this new company again.

After all, life still have to go on and I'm happy to know that there are always someone beside me lending me a helping hand and also their listening ears..

Alright shall update my blog again with my HK trip.. See Ya!!

Can't Wait

2010-12-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

It's been 2 weeks since I last blog. Not i've been lazy.. Its just no time to do it.. Really busy with all the stuffs around me.

Finally had update mine & hubby's polices with my agent. Its been so long since I've get my polices updated. And now, I've done the necessary upgrade or update on the policies. Phew.. Not easy.. Have to ensure I've get a comfortable payout with an affordable premium. The so called "ai pi ai qi(in hokkien)" wahahahaha... Isn't this a typical auntie? OMG.. I've become an auntie le lah.. I was talking to mum yesterday abt the policies we have bought and guess what she says.. "Tomorrow I shall cook and put in some rat poison and she'll get the money" Hahaha, so cute of her..

Had a nice talk with mummy and she was talking abt luck for the next lunar year which is rabbit. She said that my luck will go down all the way to the bottom. When I heard this, I was like what the hell.. I've been in bad luck for the past few years. Guess this is life.. You will have the highest point and ofcos you will drop to the lowest point. Well, although mum said that my luck in not good next year, yet, I looking forward for the coming new year. Hope to have a restart in everything and to re-plan my target..

Hoping I can go for a short break before starting my new year. Still planning for it but seems its not getting anywhere.. Haiz... Alright going to sign off le.. Need to get back to my homework..

P/S : Having a rest is to start everything afresh.

SICK HEN

2010-12-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

Again, I'm down with flu and cough since last Monday. Had seen a doctor and took MC on last Thursday & Friday but still not recover as till date. The cough is still hanging ard and the flu seems like getting from bad to worst. I have yet went back to the doctor for follow up but I'm taking hubby's medicine from the Polyclinic.. Wahahahaa.. Too lazy to queue up at the clinic.

This Saturday, I'm going to Malaysia for my company yearly DND. I'm wondering if I can survive through the whole trip.. I really wanna get recover soon.

The mood is not getting any better. The thunderstorm had left but the dark clouds are still hanging ard my sky. I really hope everything can clear up fast and get back to track again.

Can't wait for January to come fast. I need a new break out.

P/S: God please shower me with your love so I can get thru this ordeal soon..

My Appraisal

2010-11-29T23:37:00.002+08:00

Finally, the year is nearing to come to an end. Can't wait for the letter to come soon.

Boss had called me in this afternoon to talk about my appraisal. Basically, she had no issue and the points she gave me was almost the same as last year. Other than a few more criteria was added.

What caught me in surprise was a question she put to me. Pardon me for not able to disclose the question she had ask me. Probably if you wanna know, pm me and maybe I may disclose to ya.. Hehehehe.. Infact, I do not know how to answer the question she put across to me cos I, myself didn't have to answer too. So I told her, if she have got the answer, probably she could let me know.

Since the appraisal had been sign, I believe that the bonus letter will be here anytime. This is the time where we are looking forward. After so much of hardships, finally its been paid off.

This Saturday will be going to Malaysia for the company DND. I hope everything runs well and will be a fruitful and happy one. I wish this trip will change the bad to the good.

P/S : God loves me like he loves everyone. But he is always giving us test to go thru. I hope I will pass the test that god had given me..

Such A Long Time

2010-11-29T00:25:00.002+08:00

I've not been updating my blog for donkey years. And I think I should start doing it.. How can I leave my blog unattended... Wahahaha..

Tiger year is not a good year for me. And I'm glad that its going to be over soon. Ermmm, say like another 2 mths more to go. Life has been up and down. Especially in my working life. It don't seem to go the way I wanted it to be. Guess maybe its time for me to go to another stage of my life. From sweet to sour and maybe to bitter. It really hurts me alot. I hope this thunder storm will be over soon and hope the sun will shine after that.

Good that, there is one good thing that happen ard me. Yvonne finally got married. She finally found her Prince Charming. Glad that she had finally found the one and only one. Hope Ben will love and give her the tender love. Yvonne! I wish you have a blissful marriage..

Woot.. There are so many many things that I wanna pen down. But still I need to keep away for certain things. I do not wanna things to get worst..

Alright. I'm gonna go sleep le. Still feeling weak from my flu and cough. Even though after 2 days of MC, I'm still not getting any better, its getting worst I guess.

P/S : Mr Flu and Ms Cough, pls go away. Allow me to recover soon. The heart is still bleeding. I hope everything will change for good.

Exhausted!

2010-06-10T23:36:00.001+08:00

I've been working in my current company for abt a year plus. Everything have already settled down and I'm sitting comfortably or I should say I'm more stable. I've been putting in all my best to absorb whatever I can learn and is getting a little exhausted.

It's not easy to work in my company. One need to work like a octopus or I should say like a monster. People who work in my department need to have 4 pairs of hand, 4 brains, 4 pairs of eyes, 4 pairs of ears, 1 mouth. Having the need to split ourself into several pieces in order to complete our heavy loaded job. Haiz.. Really need to have a break from it..

This saturday is our company family day. We are going to the Zoo.. I hope I can win the lucky draw.. At least make the day worthwhile. Holidays will be in my plan within the next few months. Hoping to have a completely relaxing break. Any suggestion. We planning for a beach holiday. We need a nice beach to laze on, clear waters to swim in. If can snorkel will be the perfect match. Oh.. Yes! We need to have a nice massage with all the sea sports available. Never to miss out stuffs like banana boat, para-sailing and etc. Common peeps, give me some ideas.

Can't wait for my plan holidays to set sail..

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Our Visit to Universal Studio Singapore

2010-06-10T21:46:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday, hubby and me went to the Universal Studio Singapore with Karen, Geling, Vincent and Royce. We were quite excited since Friday. But the weather that day was lousy. Heavy rain in the morning.

We reached Hard Rock Hotel which Vincent booked for Geling's Birthday around 10am. The hotel is fabulous. I love the exterior and interior of the hotels. Even the lift are well decorated. After breakfast, we headed to Universal Studio.

We let the photos do the talkings. It's a little disappointed cos either part of the rides were not ready or some of the rides were facing technical problem. But we sure have fun taking photos with the cartoon characters.

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Thoughts of the Day

2010-04-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

Have been feeling very down recently. I can’t explain the sadness, its like a knife slashing several times deep in my heart. I’m like lost. I do not know what to do, how to chase these dark clouds out from my heart. I hope to have my happy heart out again. My emotions is like rainy days. JUST HARD TO EXPLAIN. I hope that by writing it down, I will feel better.

Every bad things have been happening around me. Be it work or relation. I feel like a sinner. It seems like I’m creating trouble. I don’t know if I’m right or wrong. I feel like creator of troubles with my mouth. I just feel bad.. All thanks to my big fat mouth.. Others have been telling me, its not my fault, its just the third party been too sensitive. But still I feel bad. I could have just shut my mouth and act blur. Let the others settle or even let the matter go worst.

I do not know how long I can take it. I hope I can go through this if not I will do a very big decision. Anyway, guess I should stop here and have a peace sleep..

Weekend Ended

2010-03-22T01:11:00.001+08:00

Weekend has officially ended. It's 1 in the morning and I've yet go on bed. Still watching the variety show host my Jacky Woo. Shall head to the bed after watching.

Sunday is my buddy Esther's birthday. Would like to greet her Happy Birthday and wishes all the best things will happen to her. At the same time, I would like to give my condolences to Geling. Her grandma passed away this morning. I hope she can take things easy. Life is like this, live and die is just a line difference. So I hope everyone can take things easy in their life. Holding on too hard will make one miserable.

Weekends just flash pass too fast. It's my only days to take full rest and recharge myself to chiong for the next 5 days. Haiz.. I'm thinking of my holiday again. Arrgghhh... Let me think abt it.. Cos I don't wanna miss my big trip for this year. Nothing special today happen. Just purely at home nuah and do nothing. Hahha...

P/S : Life is precious. At times it can be very fragile but it can be strong too.. It really depends on how you want your life to be. Take a close look and think hard!

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First Time Cooking after 12 years

2010-03-20T16:42:00.001+08:00

After watching Channel 8 三菜一汤, I’ve been motivated to step into the kitchen again to cook a proper meal for hubby. I do cook at times but I usually cook spaghetti or bake rice. Now, I wanna cook a complete meal.

My menu of the day, Sweet Sour Fish, Chicken Meatballs (Initially should be fried thight meat stuff with bacon and cheese), Bacon rolled with Asparagus, Stirred fried 四季豆 and last but not least ABC soup. Went shopping yesterday @ Market Place @ Paragon. Have bought the thigh meat, white button mushroom, asparagus and breadcrumbs. The rest of the ingredients will be bought by my mum as she will be going to the market.

After working from the catering @ KFC, I headed home straight to cook. Once I reached home, I immediately prepare all the ingredients. After preparing, I am ready to start my cooking. First to start the ball kicking is the ABC soup. I have to bring the water to boil and add in the 排骨. Bring the water to boil again and throw in the carrots. Allow to cook for 15 mins, add in the potato again. Cook for another 15 mins then throw in the tomato and onions. Simmer till favoured and add in salt for taste and its done.

Follow up is the chicken meat ball. I’m supposed to do the fried chicken thigh meat with bacon and cheese in it but I notice the thigh meat is not the one I needed, therefore, I’ve to change my menu to meat ball. Mince the meat thoroughly, shape the meat in round and stuff a bacon in it. Then followed by coating of egg, flour and bacon. Heat up the oil and dump the balls in. Allow to cook under low heat till golden brown and is ready to serve.

Next is the bacon rolled with asparagus. Fist boil the asparagus to allow it to softed. Next roll the bacon with asparagus in it. Pan fried it till crispy and golden brown. Ready to serve!!!

Sweet sour fish is the next dish. Marinate the fish fillets with pepper and salt. Allow it to dry then coat with egg and flour (do not know what flour is that cos its prepared by mum). Fry the fillets till golden brown and leave one side. Prepare the sauce is not easy for me, I do not know the proportion of the sauce and I just basically “agar agar”. Mixed the ketchup and chilli sauce with water. First stirred fry the garlic, add in the sauce. Boil the sauce and chunk in the carrots. Cook for abt 1 min and put in the tomato. Simmer to thick sauce and add in the fillets and mix well. And “tadah” the fish is really.

Last dish is the vegetables. I’ve stirred fry the garlic and bacon. Later, I’ve add in the prawn. Once the prawn is cooked, I bring it out immediately. Then, I followed to put in the white button mushrooms. Add water and cook for awhile. Last step is to put in the vegetable and prawn. Allow it to cook till sauce thickens and is ready to serve.

Yes! I’ve finish the whole process and is a little tedious cos I’ve started working since 630 am. Phew. Really tired now. Shall go for a nap now. Waiting for hubby to come back from his RT and we can enjoy our dinner. Will try to cook more frequently and ofcos I need to come out with different kind of dishes.

P/S : Cooking for your love ones is always very fortunate. Watching your love one enjoy your cooking is even more fortunate.

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Newly join Posterous

2010-03-19T23:28:00.001+08:00

I've just created an account @ Posterous after seeing from Winnillicous FB.. She have been posting her blog from posterous and it seems interesting.

Have viewed Posterous and find it rather interesting. It enable us to link our post to all other websites like Facebook, Plurk and even Blogspot. Hahaha.. Well, it really capture my eyes on it and.... "Tadahhhh!!!!" I've created one account for myself.. *Wink* Now, I trying out on my posterous to see if everythings runs well..

Still trying to figure out the use of it.. So I'm gonna signing off to carry on with my stuff..

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New Layout for 2010

2010-03-15T23:04:00.004+08:00

Yes! Finally! I've completed my new layout for my blog... Concept from my dear friend Princess Yvonne.. Hahahaha.. Opps! Later she say I copy cat. Trying to do it differently from hers.. Had spend 2 nights doing the coding. Not very good at it but just doing some copy here and there. Hope it runs well.*cross my fingers* If it does not load properly, you guys gotta let me know abt it. So I can look into it again.

Now, I have a new blog layout. My life too have come to a new plan. I've learn to take things even more easily. Can't get the things I want it now, then I shall wait patiently. I believe god will give me the chance sooner or later. Don't be bothered then I will not be so stress about it.

CNY had officially ended today. Tomorrow will be a brand lunar month. Times flies really fast. I've been in my new job for a year this end of March.. Happy so far. Who doesn't have complain? Everyone have it! Next month there will be a new colleague coming in. Can't wait to see if sparks comes in or another way round. Pray for the best ofcos. Had been on a tiring pace for the past few months. Having her around, I believe everything will run smoothly.

Talking abt tired pace. I am thinking of having a short trip during my birthday period. Thinking of going BangKok with Princess Yvonne and her BF. But that depends on how much to spend in total. Cos I've another plan coming up on November this year. To a place where I hunger for. But can't confirm the trip cos I need to see if I'm able to save up for mine and hubby expenses. If situation don't allow me to do so. Prolly, will be planning for a Genting or Batam trip.. I need a holiday badly.

Oh yah! Have anyone been to our brand new Universal Studio. Can anyone tell me how to buy the trix. How much is the trix? And ofcos, is the rides packed with long queue? Pls leave comment if you guys have any info. Can't wait for all my plans to come fast.

P/S : To wait for what you wanna and you'll get it in no time.

My Saturday

2010-03-06T14:38:00.002+08:00

Its Saturday today. Well I'm at home slacking. Had just bath Niki. Now sitting infront of the lappy, trying to start blogging frequently. Hahahaha..

Supposed to go out for a dinner appointment today. But hubby have to attend his IPPT training for 6 Saturdays.. Well, why does he have to go? Simple cos he fail his IPPT during his reservist 3 days ago.. Hahaha.. He don't go for training when he received his notice for reservist so he have to go back every Saturday for training lor.

Talking abt bathing for Niki. I've saw patches of his coat drop and reason is he is having rashes. His rashes have been on and off since a week before CNY. I've bought him to the Pet Groomers and when he came back he started to itch.. He have been on medication for the past few weeks and hope his rashes gets better abit. This poor little cutie of mine is so prone to skin irritation. Especially when the weather gets really warm. When he is in the aircon room, he will not scratch himself But when he is in the living room with us, he scratches non stop. Poor boy of mine.. Shall bring him to the vet if he does not get recovered.

Weekend pass very fast. It have already pass half a day for Saturday and very soon the day will end. And ofcos Sunday will end fast too. Work days is just another day to go.. Well, its not that I am scared of working. I'm lucky enough to have my adorable colleagues to entertain me. So at this point of time, I'm still going strong in my present office. Ofcos, I do hope I will get a promotion this year, so I have to be more stronger enough to handle any unreasonable request from the heads.

Yawnz.. Guess, I'm getting a little sleepy. Gonna hit the bed for my nap le..

P/S: Would like to greet Little Tif a Happy Birthday.

Chinese New Year

2010-03-05T00:05:00.004+08:00

It's been some time after Chinese New Year and I know I'm a little slow in updating this blog. Chinese New Year period is a really busy time for me. Having to go Malaysia to buy my favourite cookies and my inner beauty. Then I have to shop for my new clothings, shoes and bag. Oh!! And never to forget our reunion dinner food. Me and hubby also have a habit of meeting up with the gang for jalan jalan at the River Ang Bao after our reunion dinner. Here are some photos and a video clip of the day.

The Big God of Fortune
Hubby and Royce actually waited for the God of Fortune to sprinkle the golden numbers down and ofcos they manage to gather all the numbers they wanted.. Hahahaha!! So cute of them..

That's Vincent and Geling with the kids.

Me and Hubby both in Red.. Waahaha!
2 big ang baos walking on the street of River Ang Bao!

The Kiddies. From left to right, Ryna, Natasha and Ryan

Here is the fireworks video.

Alright. Shall finish here. Will update further..

Getting Ready for New Year

2010-02-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

It's Saturday today. Although, I do not need to go work but I am fully packed today. As I said in my heading, Chinese New Year(CNY) is around the corner. Me and hubby have to clean our nest up. It's 2nd time we celebrate CNY in our nest. So it's the first time we do a spring cleaning.

Woke up at 10 in the morning preparing to go for my hair colouring.. My hair is in a mess, the black hair grows out really fast and the colour really sucks. Had my new hair colour done. Ermm, I would say its a 3 colour. Base is the brown colour, strips are red and blond. Took few pictures of myself.

My eye bags are too big.. All thanks to my sleepless night. I haven't been sleeping very well lately, keep waking up in the middle of the night. Gosh! I guess I really need to pop in some sleeping pills to keep myself sleep throughout the night. Alright back to my stuff..

After colouring at around 3pm, we both went back home to start with our spring cleaning. Although hubby had took leave yesterday to clean up but he only managed to clean the 3 bedrooms and living room. So today, he cleaned both toilets and for me, I clean up the cabinets. At around 5 pm, we head out to bring Niki for his grooming.

While waiting for Niki to get ready, we went shopping @ Northpoint. Wow! The shopping mall had really change alot. Much more bigger and with more retail brands. Well, we pass by Pet Lovers and decided to buy one jumper for Niki. Planning to bring him out to visit my relatives.. Hahaha... He is my son, I wonder if he gets his angboas.. Wahahahaha!!! We went back to the pet shop to fetch Niki home after shopping.

He is damn cute lor. With his jumper and his addias shirt.. So cute looking.. Here are some of his pics.

Isn't he is so cute.. He is such a darling to us..

Another photo of Niki & Me..

Well here's the end of my day for today.. Tomorrow more to go for tomorrow... Arrgghhh... Gonna be tired tomorrow..

Not a good start for 2010

2010-02-04T13:37:00.002+08:00

I think Year 2010 may not be a good year for me.. Ever since it started, I've been on the roller coaster. Nothing seems running well for me. Be it for health, wealth or career.. I've always been feeling blue for the past 1 month. Nothing excites me at all..

Thought of planning a short getaway but don't know where to go.. With little money and yet want to have holiday.. Stupid me right.. Want holiday and yet no money to go.. Arrgghhh... I REALLY NEED A HOLIDAY!

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. I hope it will be a good break for me. But before the nice break, me and hubby have to clean up the whole house and clear the mess.. There are simply so many things to do. Shop for our new clothings, shop for CNY goodies, need to get my hair colour done up, get Niki groom and many others more.. With only 1 week left, how to complete.

Alright need to get back to my work liao.

Long Time No See

2010-02-02T16:10:00.002+08:00

It's been a certain time that I've last blog. I would have not remember to blog when I received a email from PPP saying that they have deactivated my account. Think I've been too lazy to blog ever since I've started to work in my latest company.

I've been always that busy to do anything I like or love. But now onwards, I feel that I should love myself and ofcos hubby more then anything. Let alone my job. Life is short. Enjoy it before it's gone. What's more! My department assistant manager always say, "Work Smart and Not Work Hard".. (- _-)" Yes this is how he works. So imagine how the "Kar Kia" die..

Shall blog more and take more pics to up load in future. My promise for 2010.

Hubby's Great Imagination

2009-11-28T02:39:00.003+08:00

Few days back ago, me and my dear hubby was chatting in the van. We are talking about driving in Singapore. The topic was how people was driving now a day. That day, we had come across a few drivers which drive so recklessly. They will just cut into the lane and just drive slowly after that..

So, hubby's imagination runs wild again.. Hahahaha.. The thought of it can't make me stop laughing. He said that his company van is rather power. If he shift gear and accelerate, the van will accelerate very fast. He too said that if the van have more than 4 gears, say like example 10 gears. The van will have enough power to take off like a plane. We only need to fit in the wings like the plane and it will fly like one. He too said that if in future, there is this "flying car" there will be no more road accident but air accident. If the "air accident" really happens, we doubt that there will be any survivors unlike road accident. Ermm.. He said by then the word "car crash in the air" (as in like plane crash) will be so commonly use.. Then laughter breaks in.. he is really my dearest dear.. He never fail to crack stupid joke to make my day.

This post is rather lame but no choice, I wanna write this down to remember every single thing he do. Again, he is the very dear to me. I am so happy to have a hubby like him. He is simply so thoughtful and so love me. He just make my life bright.

I hope that everyone will learn to love the one who is always by your side. Nevertheless, always learn to appreciate them! Alright shall sign off from here ba.. Good night.

Farewell my dear friend

2009-11-28T02:25:00.003+08:00

It's wee hours in the morning. Not feeling a little sleepy, maybe slept too much earlier this afternoon. Yvonne is leaving this evening to a place where she can find happiness. I do really hope she can find her happiness and cast her depression far far away..

Recently so many things have happen to her. I believe leaving this place will be a better choice for her. And I believe that her career will take off to another level.. Will I miss her? Well, that's ofcos. But whats there to worry off! The technology is so advance now, we can msn or even web chat! The only worry is that this blur sotong can't take care of herself well. She always fall sick.. "Gal you need to learn to take care of yourself. Make sure you don't fall sick wor"

Last but not least, I hope she will enjoy her trip to the fullest and never the least, don't forget the friends and family here.. We are right here waiting for you.. If you face any prob do call me or msn me, Okay! Bon Voyage.. All the best!

Dinner & Dance (KFC)

2009-11-20T23:44:00.005+08:00

Wednesday is the Annual Dinner & Dance for KFC. This year is a little special. We had it at Sentosa. Yes! Sentosa!! It's a brand new experience. Dumping the usual 10 course meal. This time we are having buffet instead.

We reach Sentosa abt 1830hrs and took a bus to our venue. First we are welcome by our very own Hawaiian girls and the sea breeze. Then we were lead to our seats and wait for the event to start.

This is me.. Hahaha.. Casual wear for the first time.

To kick off the start, it's the fireworks. Never thought that we can have our very own fireworks. I just love fireworks. Here's a short video taken by myself.

Next is the very important soul of the event. The MC! Yes! Justin is our MC.. He is best MC is so far. He is damn funny and we just love the way he cracks his joke. I think no one can beat him... Maybe, just maybe, I'm mountain turtle, never had the chance to see other better MC. But till my life now, I feel that he is the best for now. Coming up is the buffet dinner. Not very sumptuous and rather messy.. Not really well organise on the food.

The organiser had organise a little competition "You think you can dance well". Ermm.. Well for me, I think this section is the worst part. Cos its rather boring. Perhaps the real reason is that they are not professional enough.

Ending part is the most exciting part. It's the top 10 lucky draw. Top prize is a Yamaha motor bike. Other prizes are like Apple Ipod, few LCD TVs, Nitendo Wii, Trip to HongKong. But non of these land on my hand. Guess lady luck is not on my side. Wait for next year ba. Try harder! Sorry for not taking more photos.

The busy work week

2009-11-20T23:24:00.003+08:00

Catherine had been on leave for the past one week. And this one week is the most tough and tiring week for me. Stress level had move up to the red alert zone and I'm getting sleepless nights due to nightmare.

After surviving thru this week, it makes me feel more worried. Having the thought of Siti going for maternity leave makes me mad. Can't help but keep wondering if boss will get a temp staff to take over Siti.. Haiz, throw this aside. Let boss do the decision and all we can do is to sit and wait for the good news to come.

Although the stress level had gone up. I've never forget to cheer myself and my teammates up. Joking is always my strong point. Talking nonsense and making funny faces will never be missed. Oh Yah! Appraisal is just around the corner. I've been thinking how would I fare. Will I get the one I expected or just the other way round.. I wish and wish the best will be on my side.. Please wish me well.. I hope for my LV bag... And nvr to forget my holiday trip on March too..

Pray, pray, pray hard... ZZzzz...

When a relationship turns sour

2009-11-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

Phew.. Notice that I've been missing from my blog for a very long long time. Maybe I've nothing to write or maybe no feelings in me. The FACT is I'm lazy.. Always wanted to write something but always that lazy to even switch on my lappy..

Recently lotsa things happen around me. The one which affects me the most is between my bff and a Mr Nice Guy's relations. Yup.. They had ended their newly bloom love. Hearing from her makes me feel that I am to blame. I'm the one encouraging her to take the first step. I'm the one asking her to learn to appreciate and love the one before her. But guess its all wrong. I've made 2 different souls to be together and it ended sourly. I could not conclude who is on the right or wrong side when the relations ended. Afterall, I'm just a 3rd party standing outside seeing the outcast of the whole saga. All I know that when a love is gone, it will turn very sour and one may change into a devil in just a day.

Having to know lotsa things after chatting with her. Knowing that sometimes truth is cruel and words can be hurting. Even putting words into other's mouth is cruel too. Used to all these and nothing special to me. As long as everything is clear up, I'm still me. I always the truth will come to a light when the times ripe. There is no need to confront and god will know it They will punish those who just spout words which is not said. Lucky enough that this BFF of mine knows me well and will understand me. I always never know that I can be such a great influenence. But I'll very much wanna clear this up. Naggy is part of me and I will never ever force one to follow my view. I just share what I view and try to bring out situation for you to see. So decision is still yourself and never blame anyone after the decision is made. And this BFF of mine always refuse to listen, she'll always do it her way which ended up hurting herself (but there are times she had it her way!). "Orbi good! Don't listen to me lah! See lah!" ;) this is what I always tell her.. Nevertheless, I still can't believe that I'm a great influence (a person who always give lousy view and make OTHERS choose the wrong decision - To whom may think this way). Well I think I should keep mum and never ever share anymore my point of view to ppl that I don't really know. Haiz.. Having vent out this is really soothing. Anyway it had ended and nothing to do with me anymore. Who is right and who is wrong? I don't know. Maybe everyone has their own way of thinking.

Just hope both of them will be happy after parting each other. I hope she will be strong and move on happily. And I hope the man will find his "one" and live on. I hope too this saga ends well.. Coming back to see all the lovers around me. Love is just something so wonderful. Love can make some blind and too can make one turns into devil. So be smart in choosing ur love one and don't ended up as a devil..!!

P/S : Wishing all lovers will be happily ever after.

Chong Shan Primary School Gathering

2009-10-11T02:28:00.002+08:00

Had just came back from my primary school mates gathering. So many school mates.. So near yet so far.. Photos not loaded yet.. Hafta wait...

I'm in charge of the food and Lai Guo in charged of the rest. I hope they have enjoyed the food I've prepared.. Not easy thou but was fun. Contented to see them happily eat all the way.

Didn't managed to chat with the rest of the gals, cos busy BBQing for everybody. Hope to have a chance to catch up with them real soon.

Shall wait for the photos from Wanyi aka Kellyn to be downloaded and will put up another post on this.

Tioman Trip

2009-10-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

Had just came back from my short trip. Supposed to go back to work today but was too tired to return back to work.

The trip was a little tiring, first was the 44 seaters coach which was really uncomfortable then followed by the long 2 hours ferry. It cos me very sea sick.. The wave was really big but luckily we managed to reach still.

While waiting for our ferry to come

Hubby feeding me some coke to ease my motion sickness

One of the jetty stop.. Ours is the final one..

Finally reach the jetty

Finally reach our stop.. Nice one!

While walking to the main land, we took some corals on the float board.

Our ferry..

On the way to our coach to the chalet.

We took the "coach" lorry to the chalet. Was a fast ride which was abt 15 mins.

Me acting cute on the lorry.. Hahaha

Me & hubby acting cute..

Along the roadside to the chalet.

The place was rather ulu. It's really like kumpong. Nothing much to shop..

Finally reach the lobby

Karen waiting to check in..

Our Paparazzi.. Hahaha..

Taken from the lobby. Nice nice..

Me & the paparazzi Royce.

Nice view from the lobby

Our chalet

Hubby acting cute

from the top of our chalet room.

Hubby climbing up the coconut tree

Low tide

The gay couple.. So loving

me & hubby playing pool

Royce & Vincent playing arcade

Me playing arcade

Back to our room

2 rooms which is linked

Royce having his beauty sleep

Everybody is damn tired liao

Me ready for dinner time..

Our dinner place

First time dine in such a place.. But the food was nice.

Waiting for our food.

Don't think the eating place was easy to get wor.. We have to walk to the main gate of the resort then have to take taxi out for a 15 mins journey then reach de wor.. After the dinner, we went for a stroll around the place and headed back to the resort. We slept rather early on that very first day.

Our early morning look..

High tide photo.. Nice beach but not as nice as Redang Island.

The gay couple again...

Not really that nice beach

Opp is Renggis Island. The place where we are going for snookeling.

Vincent & Geling preparing for our banana boat trip

Royce & Vincent.. Another gay couple.. Their relationship is a little messy..

Getting up the banana boat is difficult.

Still trying hard to get on board

Finally get up..

Yeah! A photo before leaving.

Ready to set

Here we go..

Our first snookeling place

Me ready to start my snookeling

Royce so happy..

Fishes in the water.. Trying to find Nemo..

Nice coral actually

Hubby also so happy

Me & hubby

Geling

Vincent

Me, Geling & Karen

The 3 of us again

Another snookeling site.. The Coral is nice

Hubby is a little dizzy already

Fishes @ another spot

Hubby tired face

Me too tired and a little like suckling pig

That's Geling

Fishy at another spot again

Karen is "si sui"

Geling & Vincent after the snookelin trip

After the snookeling trip, we had a rest and went for our dinner at the same "restaurant" again. After that we headed straight back to the resort. We are all damn tired with the four hours snookeling. It's really not as easy as we thought. Initially, we intend to take the 8 hours trip but luckily we decided to give it a miss, otherwise we will be a dead log.. The snookeling trip is a little dizzy cos of the strong wave. A bumpy boat ride which makes me seasick even till now!

Preparing to go home

Royce waiting for the ferry to come.

Everybody waiting for the stupid ferry to come

That's Karen listening to the radio

It's me with my psp

We have waited hours for the ferry to come. All of us are so eager to go home. On the way back home in the ferry is another scary ride. The wave was so big and the ferry is like nearly capsized as according to Geling. I didn't see it cos I was trying to catch some sleep to avoid getting seasick with the swaying..

We reach home quite late as according to the time given by the tour company. Guess this would be my last time going to Tioman. First the coach is out, then the long ferry ride is out too.. Plus the water is not as clear as Redang. Given me the choice, I would rather go Redang Island more then Tioman. Though the bus journey is 11 hours but it was a comfortable one. And the most important thing is the ferry ride is less then 1 hour. I have serious motion sickness problem.

Think I will show you some of the Redang Island photos.

This is the Coral of Redang Island.. Isn't it beautiful

With the fishy

Look at the environment.. Its really beautiful. I swear!

Another shot under the water.

The place even is low tide.. Still beautiful

The sand is simply soft..

Look at the difference. Redang Island provide photo taking but not Tioman. Therefore we are unable to take photos underwater. Plus to be frank the water at Tioman is not as clear as Redang.

I am thinking of going to Lankawi as lots of people highly recommend there.. Prolly will arrange a trip next year ba.. Well again, our group planning for a trip to Perth. Need to start saving and hoping for a good bonus.. If not otherwise, I think we have to give it a miss le.. Hope to join in the fun next year. Guys pray for me yah... Hehehe..

Alright that should be all le.. Need to sign off.. Heading to bed again.. Damn tired.. and still a little dizzy..

A touching Story

2009-09-23T13:00:00.003+08:00

Its been few days since hubby returns back from KL.. Yup yup.. Had been lazy to blog again since hubby is back.. Hahaha.. Cos another person snatching for the turn to use lappy.

Was browsing on my facebook account and came across one of the post which touches deep into my heart. And I decided to post it on my blog to share it out..

Wonders why animals can have such a high value of loving one another which we human beings had not seen it thru. They can be our model to learn from. Come peeps! Let's learn to forgive & forget, Love each other and understand each other ba...

P/S : Loving you is always in my mind.. Nothing will change unless death do so..

It's Monday lor

2009-09-14T12:38:00.000+08:00

It's Monday today and I'm @ home.. Am on leave today so will not feel blue today yah.. Finally my blog setting is back to normal.. Phew.. Have all my functions back..

Again another do nothing day. Had did laundry and household chores.. I wanted hubby yo come back to a clean home.. Afterall he is outside working hard.. I know he definitely will "chiong" finish his work in order to come back home early.

Tomorrow my renovator will be here to take a look on my lightings problem. Actually, I wanted to get other electrician to help me out today but on second thoughts, I think I should wait for him cos all my lightings wiring is hidden and they are the only ones who knows where the wiring is running. I hope they'll do a good job and not only solve my problem now and not forever. 制标不制本。 Short post for this.. Wanna go rest for a while le.. Tataz..

A Lightness Night

2009-09-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

I'm staying in my darkness alone tonight. Just now I tried to on the light and I heard some buzzing sound so I quickly off it, in case any trip again or caught fire.

It's so dark without the lights. With only my lappy and TV lighting, I am still unable to see well.. So this triggers me to think how people in the kampong survive without lightings in the older days. Today, again whole day "nuahing" at home. Doing nothing but only watch TV, eat and sleep. Hahahah!!! Sounds like something yah.. Yes! You are right a piggy..

Don't know whathappen to my blog recently. The page for writing my post seems a little error. There is no spell check, no photo upload and other functions.. Is there anyone can tell me what happen or can tell me how to troubleshoot this problem.

Wonder hows my buddy doing now? Had read her blog and came to know that she finally fulfil part of her wish which is to teach dancing.. Well, she is teaching pole dance now. Let me tell you, her pole dance is marvellous.. If anyone wanna learn pls email to me so I can pass you guys her contact info. Came to know also that she is not feeling good. She seems upset by some issue. Hope she will be fine soon.

Tomorrow actually I am on leave but was thining if I should cancel my leave and go back to work. I am too bored at home. I need to start doing something. Alright, I shall go watch TV le.. Need to think properly to think if I want to go work..

Day 2 without Hubby

2009-09-13T12:53:00.000+08:00

Damn damn "sway".. Its really so so unlucky day for me. Yesterday had went market with mum to buy some stuffs to prepare my lunch. Mum will not be at home so I have to settle my lunch myself. Everything runs smoothly till night falls in.

While I was doing my nails, the lights suddenly went off. I tried to on the other lights but fail. I've ask my younger brother to help but he is another damn nerd like me.. Hahaha! Out of no choice, I have to call hubby for SOS. After some meddling, it is to no avail. He told me not to on the light in case the whole house trip.

Today, hubby called up in the morning to ensure everything is okie. He told me that he will be back home tomorrow evening. He had told his manager that he have to go home early cos things happen at home. As for the bus ticket, he have to pay for himself. Waste money cos of me again. But in anyway thank god that he is back in another day. Like I always say, a family without a man is hard to manage. Looking so much forward for hubby's return. Hope he will be save alone travelling back home.. He is such a dear to me..

P/S : Nothing in this world is so important like you to me. You are my THE ONE! LOVE YA!!

My 1st Day without Hubby

2009-09-12T12:42:00.000+08:00

Many people may think what is that so big deal about not having hubby around. Some may even think that's great cos I may have my own time for myself. For me, I have been with hubby for the past 10 years. After marriage life, we have not leave each other alone other then working. Probably, he have pampered me too much and thus I'm too rely on him.. Having to move around without him around is tough.

Well, 1st day without him already create myself too much problem. Yesterday, I went to work myself and I actually took the wrong train. Damn pig head right. I took the Northeast line to Dobhy Ghaut and transfer to the North line. I am suppose to take the train which move towards Woodlands, but I ended up in the train towards Marina Bay.. Damn "gong gong" lor. What to do.. Too long never take public transport lor.. Have to change back to the correct direction. After reaching office, my foot ache like hell. Another problem coming up.. Have to go back is another headache. Lucky for me to have a nice colleague Pui Tin. She went for dinner with me and then send me back to the correct bus station ensuring that I will not lost my way. I really thank god for giving a such a nice lady to be my friend and colleague.

Hubby called me around 10pm as promise. But he apologise to me once I pick up the phone. I was like so worried what have he done to make him say sorry? Hahahaha.. Actually it was because he went drinking with his managers which I told him not too.. He is just so funny.. We chatted for awhile and later hung up..

Its only first day and I notice that he is already part of my life. I can't imagine if down the road I were to lost him, what should I do.. Starting to miss him liao, can't wait for him to come back. Wondering what is he doing now and is he missing me too??

P/S: Love ya Dear!!!

It's Been Sometime

2009-09-08T19:00:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps! It's been sometime that I've been MIA from my blog.. Recently had been really busy with my office work. Need to clear the bad lots fast as one of my colleague is going for her maternity leave soon.

Hubby is going to KL for his business trip with both of his managers.. Sigh.. A little worried abt him being alone overseas especially with 2 other men who don't really behave. Guess have to check him out a little tight ba.. Having worry that he might injured himself while working, worry that he might not take his meals regularly and many many other worries. He is a big boy to me.. A big big dear boy to me..

Feeling guilty for the past few weeks. I've promise Yvonne that I will sure never miss her baptism but end up still I didn't attend. Feeling very bad and can't help but thinking if she will be disappointed with me as a bestie and yet did not attend. "GAL, So So So So Sorry... Pls forgive me for missing out." Hope you will forgive me wor...

Oh yah! I'm going holiday on October loh.. Tioman is the place I've always wanted to go. The beach, the sun and nvr to miss the snorkeling.. Counting down in another 3 more weeks to go. Alright gonna sign off now.. Shall be a short post.

P/S : Gal, sorry for making you disappointed. Hope to have time for a little catch up ba..

Not Feeling very good

2009-07-30T13:36:00.003+08:00

I have been down with my gastric problem since last last week.. I do not know what is the cause. It seems not getting any better even after seeing the doctor. Guess I have to go and see a specialist instead but I was a little redundant.

Have been feeling nauseas these few days and mood is not very good due to my menses. Whatever I eat just throw up. Basically I am now relying on the medication to stop the vomitting. If I don't take it, I will for sure throw up. See how bad is the situation. I'm still hoping for the recovery if not otherwise will have to go to my family clinic to see again. The doctor I'm seeing now seems not very good.

Too tired and lethagic to do anything. Even not my office work. Hope to recover fast by tomorrow cos I'm having a birthday celebration dinner with my mum and I don't want to spoil the whole thing. I'm also meeting my galfriend Princess Yvonne this Sunday for some Jap buffet. If things still not going well. I may have to cancel all the appointments and I know she gonna screw me up again. Hahahha...

Alright need to go back to work liao. Till then tataz..

Another Day to work

2009-07-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

It's Sunday today. Another day to working week again. Time passes really fast. I need a good rest I think.

Many things happen this weekend and I hope the nightmare will wake up soon. I am really tired in physical and emotion. May sound a little emo.. Yes! I am. Think its PMS. So emotionally that I've make a friendship turn a little sour. I apologise if she thinks that I'm bad mouthing her. "Sorry gal if it makes you feel bad and hope you just treat it as I'm whining for what I think."

Physically tired cos the stupid diarrea and the stupid vomitting. I hate the stupid stomach. So many germs that cause the problem. Had been sleeping throughout this whole day. But still tired which I do not know why.

Just had my dinner and writing this post. Think I need to head to my bed again. Good night everyone. Will get update again soon.

P/S : I hope my phone will ring soon. hahahaha.. My dear do call me. So many things wanna tell you wor.. Hehehehe..

Yes Or No? You Choose

2009-07-25T20:17:00.002+08:00

I can't remember if I have blog abt this incident before. Anyway, I shall briefly describe to refresh everybody memory. I went to one of the HongKong cafe named Street Cafe at Downtown East, The D Mall. We had 7 adults and 3 children went in for dinner. It was abt 9pm. They are closing @ 10 pm. So we ordered our food and we then waited for our food. Their service was really thumbs down. And when we ask for bill they told us that the credit card machine was down. No signs was being put up at that time. All of my friends were rather unhappy about it. So I decided to write in to complain to their main office.

I've called up the office and too send a few emails with their rep. I've too in my email state that I would not want to visit that particular branch anymore and hoping their other branches with provide better services.

Now, my friends are telling me to go to that branch to have dinner. So, If you were to be me, will you still wanna go since you have already state so clearly that you do not want to go. For me no, it's my word and I meant what I say. There is so many restaurant to eat but why there? Am I in a wrong if I firmly maintain my choice. Nope. I'm wrong again. My friends told me they won't recognized me so why I bother.. The children wanted to eat so we have to follow. Fine! I mean no means no. So I decided to go on my own way.

Maybe, I'm too sensitive. I feel their eyes telling me, why must I be so difficult and be the odd one out? I feel bad.. Deep in my heart, I feel heartbroken. I feel that why must I always be the one agreeing with what they say. Alright then, next time, if thinking I'm so difficult to get along, then leave me alone. Really upset now.. I hope that I'm really the sensitive one and everything I sense is not true..

It's not a happy weekends for me. 1st of all, sick then top up and final with all these rubbish.. Sick and tired of living in this cold and cruel world. I think, if hubby is not around with me, I would probably be giving up soon. Thus, I will treasure the love bond we have and hope / wish he will always be by my side...

I hate myself for being what I am, I love my hubby for being who he is.. Isn't this dilemma?

Dinner At Pariss International Seafood Buffet

2009-07-18T00:32:00.001+08:00

Burrrppp... I'm so freaking full now.. Just came back from dinner with my colleagues at Pariss International Seafood Buffet. Price a little steep but the food is up to standard. Fresh and lots of choices.

It was a nice dinner with them. Hahahah.. Never miss our laughter. I think we are the noisiest table in the restaurant. Hahahaha.. Imagine, we are in office wear and are laughing throughout.. Well, like what Shawn said, this is the time to see how I eat. I am a BIG eater yah! Non stop if having buffet... I believes that explain my size ba. Aiyah.. In short, I had a wonderful nite with them. We really clicks well.

First is the foods...

Food Counter

Teppanyaki Counter

Satay

Cake Corner

Pumpkin sauce crab

Chocolate moose

The food is really nice.. Can't stop loving it. Next is people..

My manager - Shawn (Gotcha)

A proper picture of him

My Boss - Sally (A nice lady)

My Senior Executive - Joseline

Siti

Catherine

Puitin & Siti

Group photo w/o Shawn as he haven't come yet

Finally a complete group photo but bad one taken by the waiter

Guys let me tell you. It's a good place. You may give it a try if you wanna something presentable.

Upset & Angry

2009-07-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

Today, I'm feeling upset and angry today plus a little pissed off in the office.. First it started off with finding files. Can you imagine when you need to find a file which don't belongs to your department and when you ask that particular department, they replied telling you they don't know. -_-" This is making me mad cos I have to run around to find one particular file. I always try not to believe that we are KS. But I can't help but beginning to admit it. It's really difficult to work with people like this. Struggling to accept the reality that I work among people like this and endure it throughout. Nevertheless, I will not give up just like that.

Then what happen next really upset me. One of my colleague was moving the metal shelf (they call it the compactor - don't know who to spell it) and the shelf is like stuck and gives out alot of the "cluck" sound. So I turn over to see what had happen and notice that the shelf was lock to stable but he didn't notice that. Out of goodwill, I tell him that he haven't unlock the shelf. Guess what is his reply. " Common lah! I've been working for so long here, still need you to teach me meh." 1st of all, my intention s not to teach him how to move the shelf but to inform him in case he didn't see it. 2ndly I saw him having hard time pushing the shelf so I just tell him to help him. Okay, I know I'm being KPO and I deserve that. So in future, I will just keep shut and work.

It really breaks my heart when this word came out from my own department colleague. Haiz.. But again, I will not give up just like that. I will hang on tight to survive thru this. Well, just dump this unhappy issue since its already after work. hmm.. Let's think of something happy.

Winnillicous is joining the Cenosis event. She will be representing the blogger to go on the slimming course. Yeah! for her. I wanted to join too but I know I will never be given the chance. Let's wish her well.. Can't wait to see her brand new look. So stay till to her blog for all the updates.

My Sunday

2009-07-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

Had just came back from Sis place. We had steamboat dinner and had a little game session. It was really fun to get together with family members. Just as expected, both my niece and nephew had a great time with Niki's companion. He is just to adorable. They had never stop disturbing him, making fun of him. But ofcos, he is deadly tired when he came home.

Before going to Sis house, me and hubby went prawning with Vincent and his 5 year old daughter. I don't know why I am so impatient in the afternoon time. Prolly I didn't had enough sleep. We went to Punggol Marina for prawning. The place is nice, it is a country club where you can find yatchs around and also fishing lovers. The catch rate there was actually not bad but must see timing. I find it easier to get the prawns around evening time with not much people gather around and prolly the prawns is hungry. Today I only managed to prawn 4 pcs with 3 hours. But hubby caught with his bare hands 4 pcs too.. My highest record there was about 20 pcs of prawn. Oh, not forgetting Vincent and his daughter.. This young little girl is good. This is her first time prawning but she had 2 prawns in less then 45 mins. How clever she is..

Absent minded, I forget to take photo for the steam boat and my prawns... *sob sob* Nevermind.. will have another chance to do that.. I wanna go play game liao.. Tata...

Weekend!

2009-07-12T03:05:00.000+08:00

It's been almost a week since my last post. Pretty lazy and tired recently, that's why didn't really wanna write anything. It's near 2am now and working day is just another 1 day more to go.. I'm getting to love this job.. Having all the great colleagues is nothing to be less.

Recently haven't been sleeping very well.. Think my isonmia friend is back to visit me again.. Argghhh.. I am so angry with myself! I very much wanted to sleep but I can't. It seems that I'm being disturb by some matters which I do not know what is that. Friends had been telling me that prolly I'm under stress. But I do not feel that way? I think Winnillicous is right, I need a break.. Still remember that when I was in my ex company, I would usually go for a short holiday once every 3 mths. So I think it's time for me to take a short break. Already had plan for a cruise trip this coming September. Hope nothing crops up to destroy my plan.

Tomorrow going to Sis house for a steam boat dinner. So long nvr see my niece and nephew le. I think they miss me too cos of Niki... But my dear boy is so ugly now. He had just went for his grooming and I've ask the shop to shave him up. He is so in a mess that I can't handle his coat. He just simply love to mess him coat on my bed.. Well me and hubby can't bear to scold him, he is too adorable to punish him.. It's been some time, I upload his picture.

His innocent look is irresistible

Still wanna take photo even is tired

The Happy Family..

After his shave.. Ugly mah?

Love his innocent look.. Like the Pussy Cat in Shrek movie.

Had brought mum to Pasir Ris to try on the fish spa. Was having fun seeing mum's face. It was her first time trying it. But she loves it..

Hubby's leg.. Look so many fishes biting his leg..

Mine.. Not much.. It proves that my feet is clean.. Wahahaha

Mum's leg lagy worst. Even more fishes than hubby's. Yuckss. She haven't been washing her leg for the past few years I suppose.

I think I shall end here.. I wanna go play my Texas Poker in FB le.. Bye Bye..

Updates!!!

2009-07-01T18:29:00.000+08:00

Finally, the KFC annual National Champs Challenge (NCC) is over. Though we only managed to grab the 2nd runner up title, but it is better than nothing. To be frank, this year, I only thought of just letting the players play for fun and gain experience from there. But who knows, the dark horse actually run out. Nevertheless, I would like to take the opportunity to thank them for their effort. Wish them well in Regional Champs Challenge.

After the NCC game, I went to their chalet for some relaxing moments. We went swimming and I've got myself badly sunburned. I mean it, really bad burn. Like a 3rd degree burnt.. My arms are in pain for nearly a week and is slowly getting better. I'm like a cooked lobster, reddish from head to toe.. Hahahah.. Anyone interested in this big lobster?

Work wise. Still the same but think these 2 days is extremely busy. Prolly cos Siti was on MC and we need to cover her job too.. Oh yah! Wanna congrats her here. She is 2 mths pregnant.. Hmmm... Looks like I have to buck up abit.. Need to chiong for my 1st baby liao.. Cannot lose out..

Next and I think it is seriously affecting me. Recently, I've been having weird dreams. I dreamt of him asking me to leave everything behind and go with him (shall not disclose who this "he" is.).. The worst part is, this dream had been following me for the past few days. What the hack is wrong with me? Other then this, I also dreamt that hubby refuse to let me buy the stuffs I want. Arggghh!! That is really bad. How can hubby stop me from buying things that I want. But in the actual fact, I know hubby will not treat me this way. He will give everything I want to me. He will grant my wish. I know he is the best to me.. That's why I know I won't leave him behind and follow others go. I will stay by his side and shower him with my love until the day he don't want me which I doubt so... I really wish the dream will never come back again. I need peace in my mind. I can't take the kinda stress anymore. I.. I.. I am lost in words now again. Forget about it.. Drop the subject.

Let me think of something fun. I'm planning for a holiday this September.. Going cruise with Mum and my friends. I need a enjoyable holiday man.. Can't wait for September to arrive. Plus, I haven't seen my dear girlfriend since her birthday till now. Wonder if she miss me anot. Shall arrange a day with her to KTV and sing our lungs out.. Need to sign off now..

Foul Mood

2009-06-25T22:37:00.000+08:00

Not in the right mood today. A little angry and pissed off. Had plan an off day to see their play and certain appt to meet up. But the feel is like I'm the un-invited one. Anyway no matter what, I will just act blur ba..

Had everything plan up but seems a little screwed up. No matter what, I will just do as my way. The feeling of being left out is not nice. At times do really want to give up but I do cherish this type of relationship. In short, my mood realy sour. Haven't been feeling good recently.

A friend of mine ever ask me. How can I still treat a friend who betray me a friend? This puzzle me too. 以得服人吧! But I don't actually think now. Infact now I'm really mad. I think I better stop here in anycase I put my anger in here. Will carry on when I'm feeling better.

Stress Level Going Up

2009-06-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

My stress level had gone up today but done worry, I can still managed it. I just need to whine abit on it.

Having working in my new office require alot patient. Especially towards her. (Shall not disclose who this her is. Make a guess yourself.) And too recently I notice that I'm begining to hate agencies. They are just bunch of *(%@&... They can be nice over the phone with you but they will shoot behind your back. I'd just kanna one today. Enough say of the work. I want to leave them behind once I leave office.

Reached home rather early today. Had my dinner and nap for awhile. Right now, sitting infront of my lappy writing post and playng game at the same time. Frankly speaking, I do not know what to write. I think I better stop here then writing nonsense.

Drowning In My Own Words

2009-06-22T15:13:00.002+08:00

I've been very very uneasy recently. I need to speak up.. I think I'm drowned by some of my words which I can voice out and can't even write here..

I need a listening ear.. You know who you are.. Call me when you free k..

Happy Belated Father's Day

2009-06-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

Its Father's Day yesterday, I hereby wishes all fathers a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! Wondering how's all the fathers in this world spend the day? Fot me, I went to KFC early in the wee morning for their NCC training. After the training, I went back home for a rest. Few of my staffs came to my house for moive, the "Pathology". The movie was rather slow, not as scary as I expected. After which, me and hubby we back to my father-in-law place to celebrate Father's Day..

Talking about father, I think of my dad.. I miss him.. I very much want to dream of him but seems to no avail. He passed away since was 19. At the age of 19, I was already holding up the burden of my family. Too be frank, I do feel tired and heavy to caary such a heavy burden. Well, I will stay strong and hold on till it..

Enough said of my dad, how's your week end today? I hope is a nice and enjoyable one. Tomorrow is another brand new week, please do sleep early and don't worry, cookie monster will eat up all your blues tomorrow.. Me going to sleep now, otherwise, I will be nodding my head infront of the PC.. Good night!

Wish My Buddy A Happy Marriage

2009-06-20T12:42:00.000+08:00

Today, I'm going for my buddy's wedding dinner. I wish him well and all the best in his marriage. Finally this buddy of mine is going to settle down and become a real man.. Wahahaha.. Opps, Larence pls don't get angry with me orh!!

Here is one of his wedding picture. Hope he don't get angry wor..

Isn't his wife pretty? He is so lucky to settle down with her.. Last but not least, congrats him for his marriage.. May god bless the marriage..

My Apology For My Absent

2009-06-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry for being MIA from my blog.. As mentioned in my earlier post, I've changed a new job and well I'm doing fine presently. Just a little tired out cos of the working hours and that's the main reason why I didn't blog ever since I started work..

Ermmm... I've actually lots of stuff to write but its just like I do not know where and how to start about it. Hmmm.. I think I shall start with my new job first. In the initial stage, I can't fit into their working culture. Having to stay back late and going back to office on Saturday makes me feel sick.. Well now, I'm like staying back late during the week days but definitely not on my precious Saturday. You may be wondering how come I'm willing to stay back late in the office? Hahahaha.. Well well, I love to stay back, work and chit chat with my lovely colleagues. Talking about my colleagues, they are as equal insane as me.. At times, we even crack dirty jokes or even we just talk nonsense jokes in the office. We click really well and what's the most important thing is all of us seems having the same characteristic though we may differ abit. Let me introduce my colleagues one by one to you guys..

First, my first contact person in the office is Ms PuiTin. She is the first person I get contact with in my first day of work. She is a very nice and soft spoken lady. She don't really speaks in the office. She will just bury her head in the work and work non-stop. But, with a little devil like me, I'm slowly influencing her. With my nonsense, my jokes and ofcos my talkative expertise. She is now becoming more open and starts to talk alittle. Next is the person who sits next to me and she is Siti. She is a cute married woman and she is a very nice lady. She is always available to help you out should you face any problem. But she can be a little grouchy at times. Hahahah.. I can't blame her lah, with so many unreasonable people in this earth, ofcos will get a little grouchy at times. The other one is Catherine. She is the most senior stuff among us. She used to be in the accounts department and had transferred to the claims department and have been working with the company for abt 10 years. She is a hot head woman, so don't pley pley.. She will get very angry if the phone she picks up irritates her. She will even hang up the phone if the caller is unreasonable. The other one lady is my senior executive. She is Joseline. Well well, she is exactly like me. We talk very loudly, laughs very loudly and talks nonsense. I have a assistant manager too. He is Shawn. Let me tell you, he is a very very nice gentle man. The most important thing is he loves his son and with very very very much. The last person is my Vice President of the department and she is my boss, Sally. She is a nice but stern lady. She may be at times very warm but at times she can be cold. In work, she is very strict. Well, that's all my colleagues in my department. A small group though, but very happening one. In short, I love them so much. That's all about my office ba. Nothing special to mention.

Next, as promise, I'm trying to load my photo, but it don't seems to be working. I shall give it a try again to see if my card readu can read again mah.. Think I shall stop here and write another post tomorrow ba.. So see ya!

An email from Colleague

2009-05-21T13:35:00.000+08:00

Today, I've received an email from one of my colleague and I find it so meaningful which I think I should share with you guys.

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked a stone & scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand & hit it many times, not realizing he was using an iron wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father.... with painful eyes he asked 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'

The man was very hurt and speechless, he went back to car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions...... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches ........... the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.

The next day that man committed suicide....

Anger and Love have NO LIMIT - choose the latter to have a beautiful & lovely life.... THINGS are meant to be USED and PEOPLE are to be LOVED, ..but the problem of today's world is that... People are USED. & Things are LOVED!!!

Don't you guys agreed of what the world is being now.. So horrible and heartless world.. Wonders if the nice and peaceful world will arrive one day. Always remember to love the ones who loves you. Be prepared to sacrifice for them and in return they will be by your side for lifetime.

Alright shall stop here then, lunch time is over and I need to bury myself into my work le.. Tatazzzz....

Sick Cat

2009-05-12T13:51:00.000+08:00

I thought I have already recovered from my gastric flu since 3 weeks back. But I am wrong. My stomach had become very sensitive recently.

Just last Sunday which was Mother's Day and so happen to be my niece Liza birthday. Sis Belinda invited us over to her house to celebrate Liza's birthday and mum's mother's day. She had prepare spaghetti (the Aglio Aglio and the tomato favoured). Errmm.. Not bad taste, just a little dry and the prawn seems like uncooked. YUP YUP!! UNCOOKED PRAWN! Now I am suffering from food poisoning I supposed.

What happened was, yesterday morning, I woke up and as usually brush up and change to office wear. Out of a sudden, while I was doing up my hair, I felt the whole world is spinning. I immediately sit on the toilet bowl and recover myself. Once the giddiness went off, I stand up and set to work. When I in office, the giddiness came back again. Feeling so uneasy and nauseous but still have to carry on working. I try not to take cos I won't be able to claim MC de. So I have to tahan tahan.. Back to the food poisoning. Till today, my stomach is still feeling cramp. I pray hard my stomach will recover soon. I hope I will not be like my dear Princess Yvonne, admit into hospital due to her severe food poisoning.

Alright that should end my post for here. Pls pray for me my friend.. Oh I still haven't upload my Genting trip photo. Shall do it asap!!

Have I recover?

2009-04-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

Last friday I went back to work and never guess it wrongly, my table was piled up with more works.. Now I know it, cannot take mc. Take MC or annual leaves equal to piles and piles of work.. Nevertheless, I finish work around 8 and headed home for more rest.. That day was a tough day for me. Fever strike me again after lunch and I'm feeling damn bad. Plus I vommited on that day. Haiz wonders when will all these sickness leave me alone.

Today, already Sunday. My fever had gone down, my diarrhea had slow down. But my blocking nose is not doing any good. Guess I could be suffering from Sinus. Will be seeing the doctor again if the blockage still don't ease. Prolly would get her suggestion, to use the nose spray.

Suppose to meet Princess Yvonne but today, she have a dinner with her boyfriend and his family members. Prolly will meet her up next week for prawning or a dinner ba.. I wanted to go Kushinbo but first of most I need my body to get recover before I can have my sumptous meal.. Wahahahaha. I had received one of my credit card bill and it was abt $390.00.. Out of the $390.00, $240.00 was my card annual fee.. Damn it! That was expensive.. How can I get it waive off? Or I have to cancel the card away. That's way too expensive le..

Tomorrow is a start of the brand new week and I hope everything runs well for me. I hope my fever will not come back again cos I think I suffering from flu bug again or my so called Sinus is back into action... Friends please do take care, especially Yvonne and Esther. Both of them are sick now..

"God, please do take care of them and watch over them for me!"

Sickly Chicken!

2009-04-23T10:59:00.000+08:00

I'm on MC today. After 1 year, I finally down with virus again. Taking mc during 3 months probation don't seem so good but no choice I really can't drag myself to work.

On Tuesday after lunch, I was like feeling very thirsty. I tried to drink more water but still at the end of the day, my throat is so sore. The moment I drink water or even swallow my saliva my throat pains too. Then at night, the fever came to me.

Yeasterday morning, my throat sore like hell and I was like my fever is getting from bad to worst. By afternoon, I'm having a running nose and watery eyes plus diarrhea. After work, I head home straight and take a rest hoping I will get better. But by 9 plus, my whole body is aching and I could feel the heat from my body. Finally, I can't take it anymore and I went to the clinic to see the doctor.

The doctor took my temperature and it reads 39.. Yes!!! 39 degrees. Doctor says if I delay further I might have to go hospital. The diagnose was probably gastric flu and the virus caused the fever. The virus too attached my throat, nose and eyes. And that explain why I'm having sore throat, running nose and watery red eyes. The other possibility was that I could have suffer Sinus too and probably the sinus had worsen and caused the fever, flu and watery eyes.

I was given few medications to take and hoping to cure this sick. If not otherwise, I have to back to her again. Doctor also said that the fever will not subside for the next 3 days. That's why I was given MC today. If till tomorrow still the same, doctor ask me to go back to her again to take MC again.

Lacteol Fort - For Acute Diarrhea & Gas
Librax / Chlorax - For treatment of abdomen wind / discomfort for irritable bowels
Cirrus (Zyrtec) - For allergic Rhinitis & Nasal congestion
Pacofen - For pain, fever & headache
Fucithalmic Eye Gel - For eyes infections

So many medicine to complete and hopefully I can recover fast. Wondering how to work tomorrow if my fever still persist and my eyes is still watery and red.. Haiz.. Alright gonna sign off now. Need to take good rest and hope the fever will go off..

The long week end just ended

2009-04-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

First of most, I need to wish every a belated Happy Easter Day. Hope you guys have lotsa chocolate easter eggs.. Alright, the long weekend just officially ended. And tomorrow need to start to work hard le wor. Prolly another battle to go cos the migrating of the system had just completed, so I believe there will be another lot of jobs to learn and do.

How was your holiday? Hope is a nice one. Mine? Duh... Simple one. Had gone prawning on Saturday night, then mahjong session till Friday morning 7 am. After mahjong session, had accompany mum to market for breakfast. Headed home after breakfast and then sleep all the way till night time. Basically, the whole Friday was a sleeping day for me and hubby. We slept the whole day. Then on Saturday, another lazy day for us. We stayed at home the whole day and sleep, watch tv, eat and sleep.. Hahahah. Such a big pig we are right!

Today, we went to pray my dad for the Chinese Ching Ming Festival. After that headed to Ang Mo Kio Market for late breakfast. Went home straight for a rest and a small talking session with mum. It's been time since we sit down and had a good chat. It just feel so warm when you know your mum is just still concern about you. Be it in work, personal life and especially when she knows I'm being stung badly by the mosqitoe last week when I go prawning @ Pasir Ris. She helped me to apply to medicated cream. Hahahah.. To be frank, the act makes me return back to my young times when I was in Primary school. I really miss those schooling days. Then abt evening time, we went for dinner with Royce, Karen, Vincent, Geling and the kids @ Changi Airport Fish & Co. Quite a nice and heavy dinner.. Till now, I'm still feeling bloated. Oh yah! We went for Swensen's Ice cream after the dinner too. So can you imagine how full I am now..

Nearly forgotten. Have you file you income tax already? Do you know the due date for the filing is on this coming Wednesday? Do remember to still submit your income tax even though your company is submitting your salary for you wor. Don't be like hubby kanna fine cos he did not submit on his end.

Alright its late liao. Need to clear up the mess and go sleep liao.. Oppss.. Still forget to download the photos.. Argghh!! Will try to do it tomorrow ba.. Night night!

Haunted or Not!

2009-04-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today, I just heard a breathe stopping "rumours". I was on a lift up to my office during lunch time after buying my lunch back to office. I press level 9 for the lift but seems no avail. I've tried for 3 times and finally it works. Then after having my lunch, I went down to the building and smoke. I then went back up after smoking. Again, I remember I press level 9 and stand aside of the lift as I saw some people coming into the lift. I then notice that they are my colleagues.

One of my colleague then say, the lift has got wind. Another colleague say "Just tell her that the lift was haunted." At that point of time, I was like stunned for a moment. Then they carried on saying that some of the colleagues saw a head dropping from the ventilation of the lift. I was like what the hell, please tell me you guys are just joking.

Initially, I was just thinking that it is just a rumour. But when I went back to office and while doing my work. I heard my another colleague saying the same thing. This time round, I know its not just a rumour and is for real. Few of them saw the same thing. Gosh! How am I going to take the lift back home! I need someone to accompany go home liao.. Better be prepare than be sorry.

People like my mum says, if you just ignore them, they will not disturb you. Treat it as a rumour and nothing will happen. Believe it or not is up to you. For me, I will try my very best to forget the whole rumours and live like nothing happen. Hahaha.. Sounds scary right. Hmm. Pray hard for me that nothing will happen to me..

Movie Review - Shinjuku Incident (NC16/Violence)

2009-04-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

Had went to watch Shinjuku Incident with Hubby, Rina and Victor.. Too be frank, it's not a very exciting show. I'm expecting lots of fighting scene with Jackie Chan's stunts but this time round, its more on the show and stunts are not much.. Quite a let down.

Cast: Jackie Chan, Naoto Takenaka, Daniel Wu

Director: Derek Yee

Genre:Action/ Drama

Language: Mandarin

Release Date:2 April 2009

Running Time:120 minutes

The Chinese migrant communities in Tokyo live shadowy lives. The Japanese neither acknowledge nor welcome them. They are shunned by the mainstream society, hounded by the yakuza, and go about their days under fear of being discovered and repatriated.

It is an alien world for Steelhead, an honest, hardworking tractor repairman from Heilongjian in northern China. Steelhead had decided to take the perilous journey to Tokyo after he lost contact with his girlfriend, who had arrived in the city earlier.

Trying to exist in the underbelly of Tokyo long enough to find Xiu Xiu, Steelhead has come to realize the migrants had to stand united if they wanted to go about their lives without fear of oppression by not only the Japanese underworld but also Chinese gangs.

In his search of a decent living, Steelhead unwittingly finds himself pit against the Japanese yakuza. Ironically he also discovers that Xiu Xiu has adopted a Japanese identity and married Eguchi, an ambitious up and coming yakuza chief.

Steelhead wins the respect of his friends by establishing a base for them and forms an uneasy alliance with Eguchi. When he helps Eguchi dispose of a rival, he is given the control of Shinjukus night establishments. But, uninterested in living a gangsters life, Steelhead finds a new love and takes the chance to start a tractor repair business outside Tokyo. However, his peace is shortlived when word gets to him that his former compatriots were now being used by Eguchi to front the yakuzas drug business.

Steelhead feels responsible for this turn of events and feels obligated to bring Eguchi down. He also has to bear in mind that if he goes after Eguchi, he would be destroying the newfound life of the woman he once loved.

If you like Jackie Chan and want to catch it, then go ahead. Although no much stunts but still a new try for Jackie Chan cos its the 1st time he becomes a ganster.

MY NEW JOB

2009-04-06T01:47:00.000+08:00

Had been missing in action for the past few days since my last post.. Had been really busy after my holiday to Genting and since I started my new job.

Took 2 days of rest after coming back from Genting then started my new job. Probably, I've not given myself a proper mental prepare that's why I'm feeling lost. After 2 days of rest, I feel that I'm not having my rest enough. After so many years of working, I'm starting to feel restless in working. Although in a new work environment, still no feelings of excitement can be found in my heart or soul. Perhaps had been in comfort zone for too long. That spells the reason why I'm in lost of my life road.

Back to my new job. Lots of things to learn. I've to start from stretch again. The workload is quite heavy but still acceptable for me. What freaks me out is the working culture. Can you imgaine they go back to office almost every Saturday and they stay back in office till 7 or 8 sometimes even 9? Frankly speaking, I choose to change job is cos I wanted a 5 days work, but come to think I've to come back every Saturday really freaks me out. There are goods in this company too. They have their annual gathering for both Singapore and Malaysia. They have their family day too. I shall try to endure for the 3 months probhation and see if I can survive. I will not leave the company unless the management feels that I'm not suitable for this job.

Anyway, I've already planned my next steps. If the management accepts me, I will definitely work hard for it. But not expecting me to come back on Saturday or even stay back till 8. I will definitely work hard during my working hours as I want to play hard after my working hours. If they don't accept me, prolly, I will just stay away from full time job and work in my part time job for the time being. Rest for a while and wait for the economy get better then will start to find for a job. If not other wise, I might want to start my own venture with Princess Yvonne. Hahahaha.. Wish me luck ba!

Oh yah! Nearly forgotten abt my photos for my holiday. Please stay tune for my next post for my holiday photos ba.!! Till then, I will stay positive like I use to be and I will definitely get updates more on my new job status.

VERY VERY LOUSY MOOD

2009-03-21T11:07:00.004+08:00

I AM NOT IN A VERY GOOD MOOD!!

I AM NOT IN A VERY VERY GOOD MOOD!!!

I AM NOT IN A VERY VERY VERY GOOD MOOD!!!!

She better get the fuck out of my mind.. Otherwise I let the spark off at her.. Trying to surpass the temper..

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2009-03-20T09:23:00.001+08:00

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Feelings Today

2009-03-17T16:00:00.000+08:00

Feeling Tired.
Feeling Lost.
Feeling Stress up.
Feeling Fustrated.
Feeling really down.

I could not feel my soul with me, I could not feel my heart beating. I wonder where have they gone to. It's been tired for me to see, feel or listen. I just wanted to do nothing and relax. I need to have my beauty sleep. I need to recover my insomnia. Having another 1 1/2 more weeks to go and endure. I'm looking forward for my 4 days trip to Genting. I can pamper myself from food and shopping.

烦恼
人为什么要有烦恼。人为什么要为生活而烦恼。
烦恼是让人们的思想拥有杂念。
烦恼是让人们不知所错。
烦恼是让人们往不好的方向前进。
抛开所有的烦恼可让人们放轻松。
抛开所有的烦恼可让人们望了压力。
所以如果可以的话，请抛开烦恼，活得自在，活得开心。

Hope everyone can throw away all the unhappiness and stay happy always. I am looking forward to my new life change ahead. Do bless me and wish me luck.

Just for a laugh - What a woman wants!

2009-03-17T10:38:00.000+08:00

I've received an email from my friend Michelle in my hotmail. She sent me the email with the subject - What a woman wants! After reading it, I find it funny and thought of sharing it with my friends (especially male friends who wants to know woman well)

Have a good laugh? At least I'm having a good one. So I believe all men should know what kinda creature a woman is.. Having to know your woman well helps you to handle situation easier. To pamper and endure a woman will be easier too if you know your woman well.. Alright.. That's for all.. Attention all MEN! Pls go and understand your woman NOW!... ;)

Korean Day 7

2009-03-14T01:59:00.001+08:00

Yes.. This is the last post for my Korea trip.. Finally, I've finish the post.. Hahahah..

7th Day - View from our last hotel in Korea

High Rise Bldg in the City

7th Day - 1st Int (1998 Olympics Stadium)

Our breakfast in a cruise

7th Day - 2nd day Int (Filming Site Taewang Sahin Gi)

Entrance of film site

One of the old house of the filming site

Props used in the film

Props in film

Houses build for the film

Group photo

Hubby & me

Trying to push the cart

Hubby & me fighting with the props

Scenery of Film site

Centre stage of film site

Another view of film site

Hubby @ the gate of the film site

Me @ the gate of film site

Me @ the center stage

Film Site

3 main characters of the film

Me & 3 main leads

Hubby & 3 main leads

Hubby on the hard ride horse

Me on the hard ride horse

Another pose on the horse

Jun (our camera man) & our tour group

Shawn (our Tour guide), Jun and us

Our last meal in Korea (Incheon Airport) Flying back to Singapore soon

Now you see it.. Now you don't.

Yeah! Finally finish.. More to come for my Genting trip this month end.. Hang on ya!

Korea Day 6

2009-03-14T00:54:00.000+08:00

Hohoho.. I've been dragging my next post for Korea again.. Guess should be finished by today ba.. (I really hope so) Don't wanna talk to much. Let the photos show it..

6th Day - 1st Int (Cheong Wa Dae - Seoul)

Representative Phoenix of Cheong Wa Dae

Tour Group photo

Exchanging Gift from Singapore to Korea President

Within the Exchange Gift Section (Be informed that we are not supposed to take photos But we did it unknowingly.)

Hubby & me

6th Day Lunch - Pork Rib Soup

Yummy Pork Rib Soup

6th Day - 2nd Int (Skin Care Lesson) The Face Shop

6th Day - 3rd Int (Namsangel Hanok Village)

View Of Namsangel Hanok Village

Traditional Kitchen of Namsangel Hanok Village

Me @ Namsangel Hanok Village

The Orn for Soy sauce

Traditional Fridge

Living Room of Traditional House

Hubby & Royce in front of the house

Bedroom of Traditional House

Leaving the House.. hahahaha

Traditional Wedding wear of Korea

Entrance of the Village

Tour group playing Korea childhood game

Chitchatting.. Hahahaha

My new Addias Bag

Night View of Namsangel Hanok Village

6th Day - 4th Int (Myeong Dong Fashion St)

Shopping Street of Myeong Dong Fashion St

More shops

Gathering in Myeong Dong Fashion St

S$1.20 High Ice Cream.. You definitely can't find this in Singapore

Shinsege Shopping Bldg

Central of Myeong Dong Shopping St

Hubby & Me

Another KFC in Seoul.. Hahaha.. Look at how loyal we are to KFC.

Another 1 more day for my Korea trip..

Movie Review - RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN

2009-03-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

Had been in stress ever since I've tendered. I've to rush to settle the bad lot account before I leave and I mean really bad lots. Imagine some cases are since 1996. So don't you guys think I should be given some time. Had a little argument with my lady boss. She thought the whole thingy is easy. But too be frank, I need to put in my 101% of concentration into it. I need to have sufficient time to settle all those cases.. Prolly I'm really slow in settling the case but I had promised to settle it before I leave the company for good. I've plan to bring back all the cases to settle at home. I really wanted to settle all the case before I'm being chase again by her and by the agent accountant. I do not want to have anymore outstanding before I leave. I want to let her have a peace of mind and hope she can handle even without me. Sigh. I must have think too much. How can a company cannot survive without me. I'm just a normal clerk. Even if I leave, the company can still run cos I'm just a clerk. Phew.. Guess I've been too bitchy recently, think I should stop whining already. Anyway its going to be over soon.

I've plan for a movie session after work. I've ask Victor to join me and hubby. Actually I had wanted to ask Rina to come along but she did not pick up my phone so too bad for her to miss the session. Browse through the website of Cathay to look for any movie which attracts me. Down with 2 choices Race To Witch Mountain or Marley & Me. Final decision with Victor, we are going with Race To Witch Mountain.

The show starts at 1940hrs but me and hubby was late for the show for abt 20 mins. All thanks to the parking in AMK Hub. Jam so badly that we are caught in the middle of underground parking. After parking our vehicle, we rush to the cinema. Guess what, I've met KKNN and Krisandro.. Hahaha.. Me and KKNN 真有缘.. This is the 2nd time I met her this week.. Back to the topic, we are late for 20 mins. Haiz.. We miss the first part of the show. But nvm, the show is really nice one. Watch it if you like action and adventure pack movie.

Rating: PG
Consumer advice: Action Violence
Genre: Action, Adventure
Language: English with Chinese subtitles
Director: Andy Fickman
Cast: Dwayne Johnson, AnnaSophia Robb, Carla Gugino, Ciaran Hinds, Alexander Ludwig, Tom Everett Scott, Christopher Marquette, Cheech Marin and Garry Marshall
Runtime: 100 min

For years, stories have circulated about a secret place in the middle of the Nevada desert, known for unexplained phenomena and strange sightings. It is called Witch Mountain, and when a Las Vegas cab driver (DWAYNE JOHNSON) finds two teens with supernatural powers in his cab, he suddenly finds himself in the middle of an adventure he can’t explain. When they discover that the only chance to save the world lies in unraveling the secrets of Witch Mountain, the race begins, as the government, mobsters and even extraterrestrials try to stop them. RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN is a fun and thrilling adventure featuring incredible special effects.

I personally thinks that this show should not be miss.. So remember to catch it if you have the time ya!

Officially counting down!

2009-03-11T18:05:00.002+08:00

Above is the countdown of my days left in CHM. To be frank, its not easy. Having to know that they are pricking bones out from the egg and yet you can't do anything to stop it. All I can do now is to endure the pain and hope time flies. With all the jobs that I have to rush to complete before I leave is really stressful.. Ever after I've tender, I'm feeling very stress and can't sleep well at night.

My body seems can't coordinate with my brain anymore. I feel like my body is going to give way soon. Hoping for my short trip to come soon before a fresh start of the new job. Guess probably I should head down to Polyclinic to get an MC from the doctor for my insomia due to stress. The sleepless night is really killing me. I don't know how long more I can endure with the lost of my beauty sleep..

People around me are all getting sick. Especially my dear Yvonne, she have been down with her flu bugs for a long time and recently she is getting from bad to worst. Due to flu virus attack her voice box, she finally lost the battle, she lost her voice!! Supposed to meet up last Sunday with her BF Adrain to go Changi Airport T3 to eat Popeye then go prawning de. But all thanks to her flu bugs, we have to cancel the whole plan. Wondering if we can make it this Sunday mah? Peeps, pls take very good care of yourself and don't fall sick till like Yvonne. She had bedridden for the past 1 week. Get well soon babe!

Short post for this. Will write another one soon.

Mini Gathering for Chong Shan Primary School

2009-03-11T13:05:00.000+08:00

Flashing back to the days where we are still young girls & boys having our school assembly, lessons in class and even our recess time. Still remember, I would usually go school early to have my favourite malay store food for my breakfast. Then I will "tabao" some tibits to class. I would usually sneakily eat the tibits in class when teacher is writing on the blackboard. Ofcos I will share all my tibits with my classmates too.. I am always the bad on who always influence my classmates to do bad things.. kekekeke... Then after class, we would usually stay back in school and play zero point at the canteen area. Ofcos there are many many more fun stuffs I did it in my primary school times and that included fighting for my girls or even friends.. DON'T GET THE IDEA THAT I'M AH LIAN.. ME NOT AH LIAN. Me just wanna protect my friend from anything.

Had a few gathering before but was at KTV so hardly got the time to talk. This time round is a dinner plus a chit chat @ the Crown Plaza Hotel @ Changi Terminal 3. Although I've to go disappear for 3 hours, they still chat till late night just to wait for me to join them after my friend 21st birthday BBQ celebration.

Let the photos to walk back my memories to school time ba..

Boys & Girls of Chong Shan Pri. Sch. Except the man right at the end with specs and also my hubby on the left.

The gals - From left me, Shufen, Mingli & Wanyi

The Gals again

The boys - From left Laiguo, Weiguang & Etphon

The group photo.

Group photo "Q 版''

The grass in the flowers..!!

Poor Laiguo.. Kanna squeeze by elephant..

Looking at the pictures, it seems that everybody still the same except me.. Had grown very horizontal and I LOOK FOR KING KONG IN THE PHOTOS. *sob sob*.. Hoping for another outing soon.. See ya my friends till then!

一天又过了

2009-03-02T02:04:00.002+08:00

这样的一天又过去了，没什么特别的事发生。处了做做和事老，想要帮忙反而好象是越帮越忙，真希望他们两儿会和好。也不知怎么的，我总感觉好想我太管家婆了。感情的事，旁观者是不已说太多。但是，我不想一个好的姻缘就这样放弃，真的很可惜。忙我之能帮到这儿，只希望他们能和好如出。这样才不会白费我的心思和我的电话费。哈哈！

原本想去钓虾的，就因为下午的一场大雨搞到我昏昏予睡，所以我就干脆留在家里好好的想受我的星期天。今天的心情不好，有点闷，就因为我拒绝了老板娘。总觉得好象对不起她，没帮到她什么反而给她烦脑。发了个简讯给她之后我就一直沉闷到现在。真希望明天可以比较好点儿，要不然就应向到我做工的情绪。

好了就别在想那么多了，要不然今晚又睡不了。我就快要去度假了，想到这我就不仅的兴奋起来。真是迫不期待那天快点到来。不要羡慕噢！哈哈哈哈！嗨哟，真的是不知道要写些什么，我现在以经在写废话了。请愿谅我的废话。我看啊因该是周公在呼唤我了。。

拜拜了，我看我真的是要去睡了。晚安了！！

人生 - LIFE

2009-03-01T15:02:00.000+08:00

人生 - 人生本来就是喜奴无常。往往想要的都不能实现。要求太多反而会伤的深，所以让自然走向你就不会伤的那么深。顺其自然是最好的办法。想太多不就是让自己不开心，让自己烦脑。

有时后我在想，为什么我的身边的人为什么会那么的不开心。看到他们那么的不开心我会不自然的也跟着不开心。我很想帮助他们不过家家有本难念的经，只希望他们能开开心心的生活。虽然我不能帮你什么但是我经神上支持你哟！

说到这里，我也在想为什么人总是要等到失去了才知道后悔。可是都以不能挽回了。人生就是这样，它不会等你去后悔，然后在让你拥有。不见了，就是不见了，要找回来也不能找了。机会流走了就没了，把握机会才是最好的办法，千万不要放手。幸福是自己找的，它不会自己来的。

I'm having hard times writing the above words. Hahahah.. It proves that I haven't been using Chinese words for a long long time. Think I should write more Chinese post to keep myself with the Chinese words.

My dear friend is facing her downs again. Can hardly help her to ease the pain, all I can do is too listen and talk her out. Hoping she will be strong again. Seeing or hearing her like this is a pain. Wonder when can I hear her true laugh again. Hoping the man she is with will support her and held her in his arms. Being in love, we have to learn to give and take. Love don't come so easily and once lost, it is lost forever. We have to learn to give and take, we have to learn each others problem and too we have to learn to listen each others problem. Why have doubt in each other when you love your the other part? Believe in each other is the key to the success of the fruitful love. Nobody can help you in this, only you yourself can do to the success of love.

At this time, I hope they will be find. Facing problem together and not run away. She is always doing things to protect him and yet He don't know what is she thinking about. He every time wants to talk out with her but He don't dares too as he worry She will be annoyed. Love is not like this. Understand what your other part want to help you and say what you need to say without hurting your other part.

End of the day, love is around you. All you need is held out your hand and to grab your chance.

Everything ends here

2009-02-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

Finally I have the courage to tender my resgination to her. Till now, my mood is like a roller coaster. One moment high up to the sky and next it drop to the bottom of the hell..

She called me just now and we had a chat. I told her I wanted to have an environment change and feel really bad. Infact, I treasure all the times while working there. I love the work but not the environment. Lotsa things had happen and is making my character starting to change. It is rather annoying as it is affecting my hubby too. Deep in my heart and my brain, I really don't bear to leave the place. Probably like what Princess Yvonne had said, I'm having this feeling cos I'm leaving my comfort zone. Initially, I don't want to admit it but till now after the tendering, I had to admit it. Yes, I can't bear to leave my comfort zone. Too be frank, who will want to leave their comfort zone and try out another one.

I very much want to let her know that I really appreciate the helps she have given me and her care and concern she had for me. It's hard to describe but I hope she understand my heart's word.

Since everything is gonna end here. I hope my next starting point will be a good one. Having to start everything all over again is not easy but I believe I can battle with it. I need you guys to cheer for me wor. Give me all the lucks you have wor..

Last but not least. I wish her, him and the company well. Hope everything sail smoothly for them. And not forgetting, from the bottom of my heart once again I would like to take this opportunity to thank them for whatever they had given me.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH

*Bowed*

因果报应

2009-02-26T13:20:00.000+08:00

Have been thinking very long about this issue 因果报应 - Karma.. What is Karma all about? Let's see from Wikipedia to find out what exactly is Karma.

Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

The philosophical explanation of karma can differ slightly between traditions, but the general concept is basically the same. Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala. In religions that incorporate reincarnation, karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well. Click here for more info

Although I'm not so into religious, but still I believe in it. Trying not to do any misdeed or anything which will harm others in order to lessen my bad Karma. But why people around me are not single worried at all. Karma will come to us no matter when, be it present life or future lives. Sabotage helps nothing in your present life, but why are there still such people living in this earth and why do that to add on the bad karmas to your life.

There is a chinese phrase which says the whole thing 善有善报,恶有恶报. So watch out you back when you wanna do something bad to harm others. I hope those people around me and wanted to harm me think thrice. End of the day, who suffer the most, not me but YOU!

Nightmares!

2009-02-26T12:29:00.001+08:00

Arrrggghhhh!!!! Nightmares, go away and stay away from me!!! *Yawnz*

This few nights, I've not been sleeping very well.. It's either the weather too warm for me to sleep soundly or nightmares will scare me up in tears. People always say, 日有所思, 夜有所梦. Recently many things had happen and I do not know where to start from, that's why I chose to forgo the stories to be written here. To me, things that happen to me is so scary, so I had nightmares at night.

Now I just hope that I can have a peaceful night rest since the weather is so nice recently and too since I've decided to ignore those low graded peeps. If things still not getting any better, probably I will have to head to my family doctor for some pills to help me.. Trying hard not to rely on the pills but if no choice, guess I have to do so..

Enough said, shall continue taking my lunch.. Will blog again tomorrow ba..

CONFUSE MIND

2009-02-25T09:54:00.001+08:00

Here I am struggling again. My mind in not in a clear state. Pls don't ask me what happen as I do not wish to disclose it now. Shall reveal it when the time is ripe. If you really wants to know, pls email me or msn me and ask me.

Many things had happened recently to me. I know that lots of people face the same problem too. Having so many "xiao ren" beside me is an headache. Imagine they gossip behind your back, sabo you or even push you into danger. I hate the thoughts of trustable person betraying me. Can you imagine that? WTF is going in this world. Sabotage others in order to gain your sweets.

Enough said of the above, as I worried I might just blast out everything. Just in short, I need to make decision which will concern my life and my behaviour. Hope I do the right one and not regret at the end of the day. Haven't been sleeping well recently and it all credit to Mr Haze. How to sleep well with your nose infection and skin irritation? Yup yup, these few weeks I'm suffering from nose infection and skin irritation. I can't breathe well and my body is itching everywhere.

Wanted to have a good rest and need to relax abit. Had already plan a short trip to Genting this end of Mar over the weekends. Hope the trip will help me relax abit. Also planning for a prawning session @ Punggol Marina, bring Niki & Princess go pet farm, have a sumptuous meal. Need to do 1 at a shot cos no money no talk.. Hahahahaha....

Shall end it shortly. Will update more when I have the time...

P/S : Friends, I hereby hope that you will keep everything you read in my blog, facebook or even Plurks update to your ownself. Should you have any queries, pls feel free to sms, email or even msn me to clarify. I am most willing to provide you with the answer. But pls don't tell anyone else as I do not wish to let those who don't know to know.. Understand? I hope you do.

Korea Day 5

2009-02-24T13:39:00.001+08:00

Another day in Korea. Hmm.. Day 5 in Korea and to the date of going home is nearing. Well let the pictures tell you everything.

5th Day - Hotel American Breakfast (Andong)

Our American Breakfast

5th Day (1st Int) Nambangan River (Andong)

View of Nambangan River

Me & Hubby with their 3 years Ginseng

Ginseng in Korea

5th Day (2nd Int) - Kimchi Factory (Yeoju)

Preparing to do Kimchi

Master teaching how to do Kimchi

Hubby & me after completing the Kimchi

My finished Kimchi

Hubby wanted to eat his finished Kimchi

Soak Ginseng

6 Years old soak Ginseng

Traditional Costume of Korea

My Emperor

Karen in Traditional Korean Costume

Group photos

Me in the traditional costume

Our 2nd Wedding photo taking.. Kekekeke

My Dear Emperor again

5th Day (3rd Int) - Local Fruit Orchard

Me plucking the apple

Hubby chicken pot face

5th Day (4th Int) - Everland

View of Everland

Tour group photo

Hubby & me @ Everland

On the sky cable

Ooppss. Dino found in Korea

Birds in Everland

Me the white tiger hat & glove

Roarrrrrr... Tigress.. Watch out!

Night View of Everland

Alright end of day 5 and more to come. Day 6 & 7...

Korea Day 4

2009-02-24T02:11:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the long long waiting.. I think I should not have it delay anymore. Here is the day 4 photo...

4th Day Breakfast in Hotel (Daegu)

Karen & her breakfast

Condos in Korea (Daegu)

Carpark of the Rest Station (Daegu)

Really cold

Me & Royce

4th Day (1st Int) Hawhoe Village (Andong)

So cold

Group photo in front of Tu Ti Gong & Tu Ti Po

Me @ Hawhoe Village

Hubby & Me

Area of the Village

What is this? Penis Wood Craft

Me & the Wood Craft

Hubby comparing with this big penis

Hubby still comparing

Tour Group viewing the Maple Tree

Maple Tree leaves

Plantation in Hawhoe Village

Entrance of a household

Me trying to reach the sunflower

Infront of a household

Chrysanthmum flowers

Field of Chrysanthemum

House in the village

Slave House in the Village

Playground of the village

Me playing the swing

Me & Karen playing Korea Seesaw

Group photo

Blossom Trail

Workers gathering the wheat

4th Day Lunch - Soysauce Chicken

Soysauce Chicken

Along the Road

View along the Road

4th Day (2nd Int)- Chunjuha Lake (Andong)

Our Cruise on Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

Me @ Chungjuha Lake

Hubby & Me

Me & hubby again @ another view

Me on Cruise

View of Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

Kare & Royce in the Cruise

Tour Group Photo

Another Group photo

4th Day (3rd Int) - Hotel Spa (Andong)

Me, Geling, Vincent, Royce & Karen

Trying to enjoy the Spa

Enjoying the Spa

Vincent loves the Spa massage

Royce enjoying the Spa massage

Karen enjoying the Spa Massage

Me, Karen & Royce

Geling & Vincent

Outside Hotel

Another view of the hotel

4th Day Dinner - Fish Soup Steamboat

Fish Soup Steamboat

Korea Cigratte Vending Machine

Phew finally finish downloading day 4 photos in Korea.. Still have another 4 days to go.. Will try to download it soon. So hang on ya.. ;P

Interesting Memo to Employee

2009-02-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

Today is rather a relax and stress free day to pass.. In another 10 mins, I'm officially off. But still have to work tomorrow. That is the worst part of my working life. Have to work on alternate Saturdays where you know your hubby is at home waiting for you. Anyhow, my mood today is still okay till now.. Today is another special day for Singaporeans too.. The BIG TOTO DAY.. I think the prize for today is 1 million. Have you got yours? Well me, ermmm, I didn't actually bought one until Winnilicious asked me and said that at least buy a chance for $0.50. Too be frank, I am always not that lucky and I know that the ticket will eventually be part of the rubbish in the bin. But in any case, I wish my friends and readers good luck and hope God of Fortune look up to your house and knock at your door.. *Hoping for one to knock my door too*...

Later will be going for sushi buffet @ Hougang Plaza with Princess Yvonne and hubby. It's gonna be another bloated dinner. Can't wait for her to come over to my office and head for dinner then..

Back to the topic I wanna blog about is regarding a post I came across and I've ask the owner of the blog for permission to copy over the post to mine as I really wanna share this interesting post to all my friends and readers. And it could be cos of this post, it brightens up my day. Oh! I can't forget to give credit to Winnilicious for the post. Here's the post..

To: All Staff,

As you know, the realities of the downturn have hit home and I am forced to introduce the following cost-cutting measures to help shore up our beloved company. I know you will understand that the pain is temporary and the gains will be there for all of us to reap when the company comes through these difficult times stronger… and ready to ride the next big
wave. So with immediate effect, all staff will be required to adhere to the following:

a. The cups on the two vending machines are to be recycled. Annabelle has already serialised them.

b. Sabbatical leave: Executives booked for New York will now go to Kukup in Johor Bahru instead. Senior executives can go further - up to Yong Peng.

c. Our chalet lease in Pulau Ubin has ended. However, as the management takes a keen interest in staff welfare, we have arranged with Francis (from Admin Dept) to rent out one of his rooms at Blk 923, Pasir Ris Drive. His flat was chosen for its proximity to the sea and you can still see Ubin from the window.

d. Entertainment claims: Staff will be required to go for a 30-min demonstration by Raj from Finance Dept, who will show you how to withdraw your credit card slowly from your wallet (58 secs), so that others at a business lunch will inadvertently beat you to it when the bill comes.

e. The Valentine's Day white chocolates (Deluxeur) which I gave out in January : Those of you who have yet to open the box, please return them (expiry date: Dec 2009).

f. Monthly Best Employee Award : The $1000 cash award will now be replaced by a box of Deluxeur white chocolates.

g. Annual Best Employee Award : The 14-day Disneyland/Hawaii tour and solid gold Rolex Oyster watch will be replaced by TWO boxes of Deluxeur white chocolates.

h. Medical: The Oxfordshire-Hopkins Medical Group will no more be on our panel. Annabelle will give you the address of Hong Tong Hong Medical Hall in Sungei Road. Bring you company pass for a 10% discount.

i. Country Club Memberships : Senior executives must return their membership cards to Annabelle, who will then register your name with Bishan Community Centre.

j. Transport Allowance : No reduction of rate! However, it will be paid on alternate months.

k. Gifts for clients : New choices. The Bohemian Crystal list will be replaced by the one from 7-eleven.

l. Annual Dinner & Dance : No change (March 20, yay!), but the venue is switched from The Ritz-Carlton to the void deck of Annabelle's flat in Ang Mo Kio Avenue 10.

m. Bonus : This time, staff welfare comes first! Instead of the usual amount, we raised it up to $2 million. Each employee will be given a Singapore Sweep ticket. The draw is on March 5.

From: Chief Financial Officer

Isn't it cute and funny.. I just resist laughing.. Hope you guys like it.. Hahahaha.. Once again thanks Winnilicious for this post.

trying hard to revive my spirit

2009-02-05T10:05:00.002+08:00

Like I said, I wanted to revive my spirit in blogging, hoping to gain more readers or to benefit my friends who read my blog.. But it seems not working out for me. The moment I reach home, I would pay my bed a visit. The visit would usually last for a least 3-4 hours. Which means, by the time I wake up, it is already 10 plus at night. I will then start sit infront of the TV, have my dinner or I would rather say my supper. Basically, I am either lazy to set up my lappy or I don't want to disturb hubby from his gaming session.

Still looking ways to revive my blogging spirit.. *thinks for abt an hour or so*... Well well, I've come to some conclusion which I hope I will be able to follow.

1) The moment I reach home, I will take get hubby to help me set up the Lappy. While waiting, I will go for my bath and prepare dinner.

2) Will blog the very moment I touch my Lappy then follow by Plurking or even Facebooking. (Usually, I will Plurk and facebook when I on my lappy)

3) Find intersting stuff to blog of. Like outing with friends, hubby or even Niki.. (starting to realise that I've not been blogging my food feasting, my dear Niki.)

4) Be more active in blogging website like Ping.sg

5) Last but not least, I need to have readers to read my blog too. I hope to have lotsa readers but I doubt so, my blog is not motivative, not interesting. It's just me and my own little world with all my whinings and my every bit of my life.

*Thinking hard for more*.. I think so far I can think of this few ways.. I hope to have it fulfil and revive my blogging spirit asap just like before.. Gonna Strive for the Best!

Featured Movie & Music - 陈孟奇/姚惠敏 --- 我们的爱

2009-02-02T15:02:00.001+08:00

Last Friday, went for a movie with Hubby, Rina and Victor.

Cast: Fann Wong, Christopher Lee

Director: Ekachai Uekrongtham

Genre:Drama/ Comedy

Language: Mandarin

Release Date:25 January 2009

Running Time:103 minutes

Distributor:GVP

A glorious, delightful and touching romantic comedy that unveils the truths behind the years most anticipated celebrity wedding, THE WEDDING GAME begins when Jack (Christopher Lee) publicly proposes to Vikki (Fann Wong) during the live telecast of a regional awards show. Surprised but happy, Vikki accepts much to the delight of the public who has been following and rooting for the two superstars much publicized romance.

What the public doesn't know is that the entire love affair is an elaborate and meticulously planned ruse designed to further the careers and fortunes of the two lovebirds by their ambitious managers May and Tom. In reality, Jack has disliked Vikki from the first day they met and vice versa!

But through it all, the two stars keep up with the charade. Both of them are sure they have nothing to lose not when theyve signed a pre-nuptial agreement to protect themselves and their fortunes.

Just when everything is going so well, an incident rattled some of the fans and the media. There is doubt now lingering about the authenticity of this love match.

I would rate this show 7 out of 10.. I had my laugh in the cinema while watching this show.. To be frank, I have not been laughing from the bottom of my heart.. This show makes me laugh.. Go and watch it yourself and judge the show youself ba.

Here is the MV for the song of the show.. Nice song too.. ;)

"Nui" Year New Post

2009-02-02T13:40:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey!! Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

Hope everybody "FA" this "Nui" Year..

This is the 1st post for this new year and I hereby pray prosperity for everyone and all wishes comes true..

Shall make this a really short one. Will write a more detailed post when I reach home..

P/S : Sorry for the delay in blogging.. Suddenly lost mood for blogging and too not having enough time to sit infront of the PC..

Feeling Sucks

2009-01-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

Caution! This is a whining post. I need to release all my unhappiness here. I am feeling very bad. I'm being MALIGNED in office again and this is the 2nd time in less than 2 weeks.

Initially, I was thinking that its a brand new year and I should forget all the unhappiness in Year 2008 and have a fresh and good year of 2009. I have told myself to forgive and forget, ignore any nonsense given by the idiotic farking manager and don't make myself angry or sad. But but.... Its only less than a week in Year 2009, I'm back to square one again. Why is it always me? Why can't they understand more? Do they understand that working in a branch without much authority and trust is very hard to work. Worst of the worst, having to work with such a blardy kuku is farking irritating. If the problem lies with me, I should reflect my ownself but if the problem lies with everybody, don't the bosses should talk to that farker and ask him to reflect? Why are they still putting blame on me while he committed the fault?

Just now in office, I broke down. It's not cos I'm sad but cos I'm feeling very angry. Angry till one cry! Can you imagine that? Angry till cry! This feeling really sucks. Had spoken to Kitty over msn earlier, her words knocked my sense.

If you are always not feeling happy and don't like the place you work in, then so what if they pay you alot? Staying in a working environment which you don't like is as if you are living in hell.

Hence, I've came to a conclusion and I believe that everybody reading will know what is that. Oh! I too have to thank my lebi Princess Yvonne. She is there when I need to hear some familiar voice. Although she don't what happen, she just keep quiet and hear me out. She console me.. That's what I needed most. Pal, you are the best! *wink* Love ya! Opps.. Wondering the kong long will jealous mah? Hehehe..

Phew! Feeling much better now after pouring out.. Guess at times, I do need to vent out my anger and not making myself stress up.. You too need to do the same, having a relax time so you will not be stress wor!

MY SUNDAY

2009-01-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

Ouch!! My whole body is aching like hell now.. Come to think, I find myself rather ridiculous. I have shop for nearly 10 hrs.. I ended up home with swollen ankles and serious backache.

I went to Jusco Tebrau Jaya with my hubby, Karen, Suling & my sister with her family. We reach Johore custom about 11am. The new custom is so nice. It is like a international airport. The building is big and ofcos comes with strong aircon. After we cleared the custome, as due to my sister wants to only shop @ City Plaza, we therefore split with my sister and her family. We first headed straight to have our brunch. We boarded a taxi and ask if there is any A&W around Johore. He said yes and started his engine. When we reach the place, we were so happy cos we can have our long lost meal. But the place was rather ulu.. The restaurant was beside a petrol kiosk name Patronas.

After having our brunch, we took cab and head towards Jusco. We reach there around 1 plus and there we started our shopping. Total spenditure for the day was :-

1) 1 pair sandal - $25.00
2) 1 pc Bra & 3 pcs panties (Wacoal) - $199.00
3) 1 pair of black coloured Freshkon lens - $50.00
4) 1 set DIY wall clock - $77.00
5) 2 tins of New Year Cookies - $30.00
6) 1 tin of New Moon Pacific Clams - $25.00

Total amt : $406.00 (In Ringgit)

I am still not able to buy my new year shoe and clothings.. Guess I need to hurry up before I'm late again. Shall cut this short, will update my Korea photos again soon.

Day 3 In Korea

2009-01-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

Yup yup photos for Day 3 in Korea photos are really. Lay back and enjoy it..

3rd Day Breakfast - Hotel Buffet Breakfast

Yummy yummy.. Must have a hearty breakfast for the day!

The fours enjoying the breakfast

Me & hubby in coach to Domestic Airport to Daegu

The exterior of Domestic Airport

We are so near to airplane

Vincent & Geling with the Airplane

Hubby & me with the Airplane

Royce with the Airplane

Karen with the Airplane

Bye Bye Jeju

Outside Pusan Domestic Airport

3rd Day 1st Destination - Persimmon Wine Tunnel (Daegu)

View of the Persimmon Trees

Everbody waiting to enter the tunnel

Railway of the Wine Tunnel

Worker plucking Persimmon for Wine

Posing with the Big Wine Bottle

Me wanted to pluck the Persimmon

Hubby turn to pluck the Persimmon

Hubby infront of the Tunnel

Our Persimmon Wine for tasting

Tour group tasting Persimmon wine with biscuit & cheese

Cheers! To be frank, the wine isn't nice..

Inside the Tunnel is wet & chilly

The Main Door of Wine Tunnel

3rd Day Lunch - Toufu soup (This is very nice.. Its their handmade toufu)

2nd Destination - Spa Valley (Too bad it is under renovation so there goes our spa treatment)

3rd Destination - Dongseongro Street Shopping (The Hello Kitty Shop)

The shopping street of Dongseongro Steet

3rd Day Dinner - Charcoal Grilled Black Pig Meal

Yum Yumm

Helping to suck away the smoke

Vincent, Geling & Karen BBQing

Shopfront of BBQ dinner

Daegu 24hrs KFC.. So it means we are having supper again.

Daegu is not really an interesting place but it's also the first time I've been to Winery. It's such a pity that they did not show us how they brewed the Persimmon wine. Afterall, it is a holiday so I get to enjoy it..

4th day of Korea is coming up soon too.. Hang on tight.

KOREA DAY 2

2009-01-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

Alright its time to upload the photos for Korea Day 2

2nd Day early Morning with another Teddy Bear @ LotteWorld Hotel

Exterior of the Hotel

Our coach outside hotel

2nd day Breakfast side dish

Main course of the Breakfast - Abalone Porridge

1st Destination - Teddy Bear Museum

It's Teddy Bear Museum

Me & Hubby @ Teddy Bear Museum

Welcome Signboard with Bear on top

Woah.. So many Teddy Bear..

Show case of Teddy Bear Town

Show case of Teddy Bear Titanic

Me & the Biggest Teddy Bear

The Charlie Angels with Big Bear

Waiting to make phone call

Me & my Teddy Bear Boyfriend

Hubby & his Teddy Bear Vintage car

Hubby sitting on Big Black Teddy Bear

Me & Hubby with the Big Black Teddy Bears

Me attending Teddy Bear Family's Birthday Party

Me helping Papa Teddy Bear to Roast the Pig

Me helping Buddy Teddy Bear to fish

Wah! Polar Bear found in Korea

Me & hubby infront of Safari Showcase

Me & hubby infront of the Big Teddy Bear Story Book

2nd Destination - Cheonjayeon Waterfall (The Fairy Bridge)

The Wishing Well in Cheongjayeon Waterfall

The so-called Waterfall in Cheongjayeon Waterfall

2nd day Lunch - Grilled Black pig Meat with the side dish

Grilled Black Pig Meat. It's Yummy! Trust me..

3rd Destination Songsan Sunrise Peak (Midhill View)

Seaside from midhill view

Everybody are tired of climbing Songsan Sunrise Peak (Half way up only)

Still long long way to the top of the Peak

Charlie Angels Surrender to the Peak

The Peak

4th Destination - Jeju HaenYeo Museum (Woman Divers) (Old time house of the Koreans)

Bedroom of the old house

Kitchen of the old house

Model of HaenYeos working

HaenYeos Worshipping the Sea God

Simple meal of HaenYeos

History of Rain coat

Model of village where HaenYeos stay

Models of HaenYeo gathering after diving for the seafoods

Model of what HaenYeo wear when they dive

Model of HaenYeos Diving

Model of HaenYeos Village school

Model of old HaenYeo's boat

2nd day Dinner - Black Pig Meat Steamboat

Dinner comes with stone rice

Me enjoying the steamboat

Vincent & Geling enjoying their dinner

Karen don't really like the dinner

Royce stoning after dinner

Our supper gathering in 2nd Hotel

Basically, the 2 days in Jeju our main course of meat is the black pig meat.. What they are famous of is their Honey and the black pig. Talking about black pig meat, they are so differnt from our normal pig. The meat are more tender and the fats of the meat are very "toi toi" unlike the normal pig, the fats tasted so oily.. I enjoy the stay @ Jeju and the place there is so sweet. If you have the chance, pls visit Jeju.

New Working Day @ Year 2009

2009-01-02T09:42:00.000+08:00

Well today is the 1st day of work for year 2009. This would be a rather short post as I am in the office secretly blogging.. *Pray I won't get caught*

Alright, how's everybody's first day @ work / study for Year 2009. Mine is still good till now.. So excited with having a new dairy to fill in, a new record book to record each and single accident vehicle, a new table planner and ofcos a new calender.

Chinese New Year is just around the corner, I have yet still received my bonus. Oh yah! I also haven't received my pay yet.. Argghhh.. I need to have my pay and bonus urgently, cos I need to buy my CNY stuff already..

Okie, shall end my nonsense post. Hope everybody have a good head start for the Year. Let's Rock Year 2009!!! =)

It's Year End! New Year Eve!

2008-12-31T10:25:00.002+08:00

Yeahh!! Finally it's year end and a brand new year for everybody is gonna come soon in another 13 plus more hours to go.. So any plans for you tonight.. Partying? Countdown? Or like me, prefer to stay at home to avoid the festive crowds. Staying at home to watch my favourite TV show, do manicure, upload my holiday photos. If there is anyone available can also play mahjong which I don't mind.

Remember one thing, if go party pls heel my advise

If Drink Don't Drive, If Drive then Don't Drink!

Alright enough chantings, let me do wish all my readers a

Happy New Year 2009!

P/S : Wish Adrain a Happy Birthday.. Hope you enjoy your date wif ur gal..

Korea Day 1

2008-12-28T01:10:00.000+08:00

Alright as promise, I am slowly uploading the photographs.. So be patient with me ya..

Bus Bay outside the Airport

Exit of Airport

Entrance of Airport

Our 1st meal (Seoul Incheon Airport)

Hubby & his Curry Pork Cutlet

My Fishball Noodle

On Coach to Gimpo Airport

At Gimpo Airport 1

At Gimpo Airport 2

In Domestic Flight To Jeju

Outside Jeju Aiport

Exterior of Jeju Airport

Heading to Coach

Our 1st Lunch - Fish (Jeju)

Other side of Side Dishes

Another side of Side Dishes

Jeju Special (Fish)

On Coach to 1st destination

1st destination - Yeongduam

Yeongduam Significant Rock (Dragon Head Rock)

Me & hubby @ Yeongduam (1)

Me & hubby @ Yeongduam (2)

Me & hubby @ Yeongduam (3)

Group Photo with Jeju Tu Di Gong & Tu Di Po
From left - Geling, Vincent,Royce, Karen, Me & Hubby

Me & hubby with Tu Di Gong

Me & hubby with Tu Di Po

2nd Destination - TopDong St (Shopping)

Along TopDong St

Me posing @ TopDong St

One of the Shop Front @ TopDong St

Vincent & Geling infront of a Shop @ TopDong St

Our 1st Fast Food Meal (MacDonald) @ TopDong St

3rd Destination - The Mysterious Road
Karen riding bicylce as an experience

Mini Eatery along Mysterious Road

My 1st toilet encounter @ Mysterious Road in Korea

Portrait of Fish which we took for our 1st Lunch @ Mysterious Road

Posing with 1 of the Jeju's Folk Tales Kiddos

Hubby posing with another Kiddos

Me with another Kiddos

Me, Karen & Royce in Coach heading to 4th destination

Vincent & Geling in Coach

4th Destination - Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore (Group Photo)
From Top - The man behind the Pink Winter wear is Vincent, Geling in pink winter wear, Karen, Royce, a little girl from our tour group and me.

It's so cold @ Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore

Water of Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore

Rock of Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore

Vincent & Geling @ Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore

Me posing stupidly @ Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore

Whole View of Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore

Me act cute @ Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore

Hubby @ Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore

The Eskimos in Jusangjieolri Coast Rock Seashore

Royce too feeling cold

Wanna fly

Oyster picked from Jusangjieolri Coasr Rock Seashore by Haenyeo

Biggest Seashell in Korea

Our 1st Dinner - Seafood Steamboat

Seafood Steamboat

Me & Hubby - 1st night Hotel (Jeju LotteWorld)

Teddybear (Taewang Sahin Gi - Korean Drama) within hotel of LotteWorld

In lift of Hotel

Another Teddybear Figures in Hotel

Hubby in his Winter wear

Me @ the Garden of Hotel

Finally complete loading day 1 in Korea.. Stil have another 7 days more to go.. Pls allow me to have some time..

Not Very Good!

2008-12-27T13:14:00.002+08:00

STOP FEEDING ME WITH NONSENSE!

STOP ASKING ME TO SPOONFEED YOU FARKER!

STOP BEING SO INNOCENT WHEN PEOPLE QUESTION YOU!

STOP STEPPING ON MY TAIL!

NOT IN GOOD MOOD NOW! STOP WHATEVER YOU PLAN TO ANGER ME, I WILL GIVE YOU A TIGHT SLAP IF YOU DO SO.. DARE ME IF YOU WANT TO TRY!

My Another Email to Boss

2008-12-27T13:07:00.001+08:00

After the last email to my lady boss a few months back. I am again writing another email to her. I had enough rubbish created by the farking idiot manager. He is getting from bad to worst. I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THE FARKING NONSENSE!!! I hope the email will stop him from feeding me the nonsense in future.

June,

There are several things I need to clarify, if not the issue will always be in my heart.

1) The thumb drive, I've tried to search for it at my side but to no avail. I remember passing it to him last year as he wanted to load photos to David and the thumb drive did not come back to me. I have actually ask him quite a no. of times but he would always brush the question away.

2) As for the photograph taking, the digital camera (canon) you have pass to me, I have been using it when he is not around. But I've told you that the battery is running low and finally that day when he went out to attend an on site case, the battery was flat. You told me that you will pass me the charger but I still haven't received till date. (Battery Model : AA typ.2700mah , NH-AA HR 15/51 1.2V , AA HR6 MIGNON) This is not the actual problem. I personally think that, if one person in the company have to go out of the office, shouldn't the person at least inform 1 person. I find it frustrated having to find one person and have to call the person ended up with no respond at all.

3) The case for S** 3220*. The car was tow in on 24/12/2008 10am. I believe you have told him to prepare estimate for 26/12/2008 survey. I also too on my part ask him to write the estimate asap. He did not do so and instead he idle around after lunch. He only pass the estimate to me @ 5.45pm without the labour part. At that time, I am already abt to leave office. So I told him to settle everything and make sure the estimate is on my table @ 26/12/2008 morning cos surveyor is coming to survey the vehicle. On Monday morning, the 1st thing I do is type the estimate and it was out on the tray @ 1100hrs. At abt 2 plus he ask me if your side got arrange for survey. Then when I say yes, he told me he thought we never arrange so he ask Surveyor Ong to leave. Later, he called you and David to inform this issue. The most angry thing is he told David I did not forward the email to him (arranging of survey) and he don't know the estimate is out. HOW IS IT POSSIBLE? He have been doing this thing for the past year and yet he suddenly don't know the estimate put at where. The question is he is the manager and do I need to spoon feed him for the things he frequently do?

I am a responsible person. If the job is delay by me, I will make sure I finish everything before I go back even if I have an appt. But I can't stand ppl delay my timing for their leisure. ( I cannot stand it anymore, he sleeps after lunch on that day that's why he delay the estimate writing. This is very fiery) If I have to be late for my appt cos of his delay, its unfair to me.

June, I am writing this email is not to complain abt anything. In fact for no. 3, I've already use to it as this is not the 1st time. Things are always being pass to me to do when I want to go home. This time round I want to clarify cos I don't want you and David to feel that I am those kind of irresponsible person. I feel sad if you and David thinks that way. Hope the above clearly clarifies the whole issue for the week and I hope you understand the frustration in me.

Thanks.

Rgds,
Berlin Lim (Ms)

The thought of resigning is coming strongly to me since the past 2 months. I can't stand the whole nonsense shit anymore. I am practically lost at that period. The thoughts ended when I received the present and email from my lady boss. It melted my heart and I sudden had the change of mind to stay strong and help her through it. But the thoughts of resigning came back to me again. Just a day only, the thoughts run back to me. All thanks to the farking idiot. I actually have a pretty mood yesterday but the issue he created really boils my lava. HOW CAN I POSSIBLY WORK WITH SUCH AN IDIOT ANYMORE??!! I can't and I don't wish. I had enough pressure for my work load and I don't want anymore unnecessary pressure from a nonsense people. Plus I don't work for him or under him. He is from technical side & I am from admin side. My direct boss is my lady boss. I wish something can be done before I can even wait till Chinese New Year.

Merry Belated Christmas

2008-12-27T10:10:00.000+08:00

It's already 2 days after Christmas. So have you recover from your partying and get ready for the coming count down? Have you got what you wanted this year? For me, I've received 3 pressie. One from hubby , one from my lady boss (a LV coin purse) and one from Karen (a keychain with Winnie the Pooh & my name on it).

My Christmas eve was a simple one. Had a steamboat dinner with hubby and watch TV together. Initially, I wanted to prepare Spaghetti with Cold Storage Roasted Chicken and top with log cake. But when we reach Cold Storage Supermarket, the queue for the Roasted chicken was freaking long. So we decided to give that a missed and thus also decide to change our main course to steam boat instead. We bought the instant soup and all the ingredients for our steam boat and head to Emi Cakes for the mini Log cakes. But but.. It was sold out. Out of no choice we got to get the normal version of chocolate log cakes.. Gosh! How are we supposed to finish it.

Upon reaching home, Hubby prepare to cook for the rice and soup base while I prepare to cut all the ingredients and marinate it. After dinner, we sat on the sofa and watch TV till I fall asleep.

Around 12am, Hubby woke me up saying that there is fire works. One of the bedroom in my house can view fireworks from Marina. I told him there is no fireworks on Christmas eve and I carry on with my sleep. Then he shake me again. This time with a box. I half open my eyes and he greeted me Merry Christmas. I was like caught in surprise. But I hug the pressie he gave me and slump back to bed. Then again he pull me up and ask me to open my gift. With my blurry eyes, I opened up the pressie and saw the T-Shirt.. It's the Polo Ralph Polo Tee that I wanted to buy for years. But cos of saving money for new house and our Korea trip I did not buy it.. (The design is the one with a big horse in front and a number @ the sleeve but this time hubby bought one is the latest design. It's with alot of horses in front and a number @ the side.) Although its not a very valuable pressie but I am so touch.. He actually made the effort to buy it and had it hide and surprise me when the clock strikes 12. Me.. What I bought for hubby? Ermmm.. In fact I still haven't get him his Christmas pressie yet.. But don't scold me yet. I wanted to bring him to Singtel shop to buy his mobile phone. I want to let him chose the model he like.

This is how I spend my Christmas with my beloved hubby. Although not as magical as Princess Yvonne and the pressie is not as valuable as hers but I believe that we are (as in me with hubby and Yvonne with dunno who) as happy.. Well its time for me to plan for New Year menu again. Tataz...

Christmas Eve

2008-12-24T10:43:00.004+08:00

I wish you a Merry Christmas
I wish you a Merry Christmas
I wish you a Merry Christmas
& a Happy New Year!!

Yippee!! Today is Christmas Eve.. So have you got ur presents ready for your love ones. For me, I have already given to my friends when I saw them. Then as for hubby, I am still thinking what to get for him. He is 24/7 around my side, how am I going to give him surprise..

Alright, remember to enjoy ur date tonight. Party hard.. But most importantly, "Drink Don't Drive, Drive Don't Drink."

MERRY CHRISTMAS

The Need of Well Equiped Kitchen

2008-12-23T16:10:00.001+08:00

Christmas is just around the corner. Just yesterday, me & hubby went to Rina's house for a simple dinner which is prepared by her and one of her helper "The 4B". Besides me and my hubby, there are another 5 more people preparing for Rina's food tasting.

What she had prepare for us for dinner were spaghetti, bake pasta in cheese, mushroom soup, chocolate fondue and lastly was the apple cheesecake. Ermm, I should say maybe cos she does not have a well equip kitchen, therefore the food which she had prepared is not up to standard. Well well, how can I criticised others while my cooking also almost the same as hers but I would say a little better then hers.. All I need all the kitchen appliances to be all align in my kitchen, I will be able to do a more more better job.

I have been looking around for a mini oven which I can actually bake mini cup cakes and also whipped up some bake rice / pasta for hubby to eat. I happen to stumble over such a website Shopwiki which sold all kinds of Kitchen appliances. From cook tops to ovens and even dishwasher..

The oven I wanted.

Microwave can be found too..

Visit Shopwiki - Kitchen Appliance Buying Guide now and search for your favourites. And with Christmas around the corner, look thru to see if you have anything to buy as Christmas gift for your love ones.

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