Am I Really Tired?

With each day passing by, the thoughts of resigning is getting stronger very single day.. I am still holding on to it (I seriously don't know for what particular reason. Prolly, I feel that I have owe them a favour.

Every single working day is like a roller coaster to me. My mood will be very nice in the morning but half way thru the morning before lunch, nonsense starts. Lady boss will start to talk sacarsticly or humiliate me with words like "use abit of your brain / cannot help our side here arh, you side so free but sounded like busy" The fact is she doesn't know what is going on my side, she would just spill out all the words. Worst part is she doesn't even give me the chance to tell her what the hell I am suffering in the office. I have to picks up the phone, attend customer over the phone and walk in customer at the same time. I have to type the estimate for the vehicle damaged, do insurance invoicing and renewals. How the fark can I be free as she tots.

No business, she vent her anger on me. Too busy, she too vent her anger on me.. I had enough!! I no need any appreciation from them but I just don't want to be her anger vent machine. I have send out a few application for new jobs. If I can find a suitable one, I will not hesitate to wait for the bonus, I will give her the letter with a 3 mths of notice..

Haiz.. My morning and the rest of the day is just ruin by one phone call from her.. I HATE THAT KINDA FARKING FEELING.. Day by day, I am changing into a zombie. How about you? Love your job? Love your environment? Love your bosses? Me? NOPE I am getting sick of it.. THEY ARE JUST PAIN IN THE ASS! (no more pain in the neck)