Feeling Sucks

Caution! This is a whining post. I need to release all my unhappiness here. I am feeling very bad. I'm being MALIGNED in office again and this is the 2nd time in less than 2 weeks.

Initially, I was thinking that its a brand new year and I should forget all the unhappiness in Year 2008 and have a fresh and good year of 2009. I have told myself to forgive and forget, ignore any nonsense given by the idiotic farking manager and don't make myself angry or sad. But but.... Its only less than a week in Year 2009, I'm back to square one again. Why is it always me? Why can't they understand more? Do they understand that working in a branch without much authority and trust is very hard to work. Worst of the worst, having to work with such a blardy kuku is farking irritating. If the problem lies with me, I should reflect my ownself but if the problem lies with everybody, don't the bosses should talk to that farker and ask him to reflect? Why are they still putting blame on me while he committed the fault?

Just now in office, I broke down. It's not cos I'm sad but cos I'm feeling very angry. Angry till one cry! Can you imagine that? Angry till cry! This feeling really sucks. Had spoken to Kitty over msn earlier, her words knocked my sense.

If you are always not feeling happy and don't like the place you work in, then so what if they pay you alot? Staying in a working environment which you don't like is as if you are living in hell.

Hence, I've came to a conclusion and I believe that everybody reading will know what is that. Oh! I too have to thank my lebi Princess Yvonne. She is there when I need to hear some familiar voice. Although she don't what happen, she just keep quiet and hear me out. She console me.. That's what I needed most. Pal, you are the best! *wink* Love ya! Opps.. Wondering the kong long will jealous mah? Hehehe..

Phew! Feeling much better now after pouring out.. Guess at times, I do need to vent out my anger and not making myself stress up.. You too need to do the same, having a relax time so you will not be stress wor!

Privacy? You need it?

I was reading The New Paper yesterday during lunch time and I got the motivation to write this topic out. (Pardon me for my broken English / Singlish and its written purely under my own thoughts without the intention of affecting or outbreaking any riots)

Privacy.. This is the word we always used and most of us are yearning for.. (Especially those teenagers) But minority of us have the freedom to do whatever they want to. The news I read was regarding a Primary school teacher - Tina (not her real name) had to be withdraw out from a bikini competition organised by Wicked Weasel because of her profession. All she did was that she submitted photos of her own self with her hot bikini on. She do have a blog too but it had already been close down after this incident. Reason for dropping is because she is a teacher and as a role model to the students, parents and teachers thinks that what she did is inappropriate. Her explanation that this is her private lifestyle after school is not accepted by the public. Accusation was put on her that posing for such photos does insinuate more loose values. (Photos can be found in GutterUncensored.com).

Now my point of view is, Teachers are also human beings. They also have their likings and is it to say that if due to the profession they are holding on, they have to let go the rest of their likings? To me , taking photos with bikini is nothing, not as if they are naked? Come to think, recently, there have been lots of news regarding teacher having blog is being counselled and some even get sack.. Hmmm.. If I am not wrong, I have seen TV commercial advertising application needed for the occupation as a teacher. So if they are to pull too tight to such an extend that teachers can't have the own privacy of life eg. having own blogs, do you think there will still be new bloods going into the schools? Too me, by then, schools will be a boring ones with those "upright" teachers.. Now we are in the year of 2008 and down the road, there will be even more opened minded people. Is it to say, in future there will be no teacher to teach our next generation? I hope not, and I hope to see abit more liberal mind parents.

Whats your point of view then..?