Thursday, June 25, 2009

Foul Mood

Not in the right mood today. A little angry and pissed off. Had plan an off day to see their play and certain appt to meet up. But the feel is like I'm the un-invited one. Anyway no matter what, I will just act blur ba..

Had everything plan up but seems a little screwed up. No matter what, I will just do as my way. The feeling of being left out is not nice. At times do really want to give up but I do cherish this type of relationship. In short, my mood realy sour. Haven't been feeling good recently.

A friend of mine ever ask me. How can I still treat a friend who betray me a friend? This puzzle me too. 以得服人吧! But I don't actually think now. Infact now I'm really mad. I think I better stop here in anycase I put my anger in here. Will carry on when I'm feeling better.


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Stress Level Going Up

My stress level had gone up today but done worry, I can still managed it. I just need to whine abit on it.

Having working in my new office require alot patient. Especially towards her. (Shall not disclose who this her is. Make a guess yourself.) And too recently I notice that I'm begining to hate agencies. They are just bunch of *(%@&... They can be nice over the phone with you but they will shoot behind your back. I'd just kanna one today. Enough say of the work. I want to leave them behind once I leave office.

Reached home rather early today. Had my dinner and nap for awhile. Right now, sitting infront of my lappy writing post and playng game at the same time. Frankly speaking, I do not know what to write. I think I better stop here then writing nonsense.


Monday, June 22, 2009

Drowning In My Own Words

I've been very very uneasy recently. I need to speak up.. I think I'm drowned by some of my words which I can voice out and can't even write here..

I need a listening ear.. You know who you are.. Call me when you free k..


Happy Belated Father's Day

Its Father's Day yesterday, I hereby wishes all fathers a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! Wondering how's all the fathers in this world spend the day? Fot me, I went to KFC early in the wee morning for their NCC training. After the training, I went back home for a rest. Few of my staffs came to my house for moive, the "Pathology". The movie was rather slow, not as scary as I expected. After which, me and hubby we back to my father-in-law place to celebrate Father's Day..

Talking about father, I think of my dad.. I miss him.. I very much want to dream of him but seems to no avail. He passed away since was 19. At the age of 19, I was already holding up the burden of my family. Too be frank, I do feel tired and heavy to caary such a heavy burden. Well, I will stay strong and hold on till it..

Enough said of my dad, how's your week end today? I hope is a nice and enjoyable one. Tomorrow is another brand new week, please do sleep early and don't worry, cookie monster will eat up all your blues tomorrow.. Me going to sleep now, otherwise, I will be nodding my head infront of the PC.. Good night!


Saturday, June 20, 2009

Wish My Buddy A Happy Marriage

Today, I'm going for my buddy's wedding dinner. I wish him well and all the best in his marriage. Finally this buddy of mine is going to settle down and become a real man.. Wahahaha.. Opps, Larence pls don't get angry with me orh!!

Here is one of his wedding picture. Hope he don't get angry wor..

Isn't his wife pretty? He is so lucky to settle down with her.. Last but not least, congrats him for his marriage.. May god bless the marriage..


Friday, June 19, 2009

My Apology For My Absent

Sorry for being MIA from my blog.. As mentioned in my earlier post, I've changed a new job and well I'm doing fine presently. Just a little tired out cos of the working hours and that's the main reason why I didn't blog ever since I started work..

Ermmm... I've actually lots of stuff to write but its just like I do not know where and how to start about it. Hmmm.. I think I shall start with my new job first. In the initial stage, I can't fit into their working culture. Having to stay back late and going back to office on Saturday makes me feel sick.. Well now, I'm like staying back late during the week days but definitely not on my precious Saturday. You may be wondering how come I'm willing to stay back late in the office? Hahahaha.. Well well, I love to stay back, work and chit chat with my lovely colleagues. Talking about my colleagues, they are as equal insane as me.. At times, we even crack dirty jokes or even we just talk nonsense jokes in the office. We click really well and what's the most important thing is all of us seems having the same characteristic though we may differ abit. Let me introduce my colleagues one by one to you guys..

First, my first contact person in the office is Ms PuiTin. She is the first person I get contact with in my first day of work. She is a very nice and soft spoken lady. She don't really speaks in the office. She will just bury her head in the work and work non-stop. But, with a little devil like me, I'm slowly influencing her. With my nonsense, my jokes and ofcos my talkative expertise. She is now becoming more open and starts to talk alittle. Next is the person who sits next to me and she is Siti. She is a cute married woman and she is a very nice lady. She is always available to help you out should you face any problem. But she can be a little grouchy at times. Hahahah.. I can't blame her lah, with so many unreasonable people in this earth, ofcos will get a little grouchy at times. The other one is Catherine. She is the most senior stuff among us. She used to be in the accounts department and had transferred to the claims department and have been working with the company for abt 10 years. She is a hot head woman, so don't pley pley.. She will get very angry if the phone she picks up irritates her. She will even hang up the phone if the caller is unreasonable. The other one lady is my senior executive. She is Joseline. Well well, she is exactly like me. We talk very loudly, laughs very loudly and talks nonsense. I have a assistant manager too. He is Shawn. Let me tell you, he is a very very nice gentle man. The most important thing is he loves his son and with very very very much. The last person is my Vice President of the department and she is my boss, Sally. She is a nice but stern lady. She may be at times very warm but at times she can be cold. In work, she is very strict. Well, that's all my colleagues in my department. A small group though, but very happening one. In short, I love them so much. That's all about my office ba. Nothing special to mention.

Next, as promise, I'm trying to load my photo, but it don't seems to be working. I shall give it a try again to see if my card readu can read again mah.. Think I shall stop here and write another post tomorrow ba.. So see ya!