Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Worst Week of the YEAR!

Yup yup.. Last week was the worst week of the year so far. I am very very very down since Friday till yesterday. Sorry to let all my friends worried about me. I just don't want to talk about it that time. Since its over already, I think I should at least give an explanation to my concern friends. (To be frank, till now, the my burning heart is still flaming.)

What happen last Friday was, I have been accused by my lady boss for something which I did not do. I have told the issue to her and she replied by saying "Nope, you did not say anything about it. You should use your brain, don't be so stupid lah" The words ran into my ears, pass through my heart and cut it then shot straight up to my brain and give it a hard know. I am utterly shattered by her words. She was the one who ask me to hold on first as she is busy to discuss the issue, the next moment when the timing is over, she just put the blame on me. I have been working in this company for the pass 10 years and this is wad I gain.. Sad, sad is the only word I can say for now.. My heart sank right to the bottom of my heart. Guess nothing can carry it back until I leave the office for good. I told myself, its okie, tomorrow will be a better day. Who knows! Saturday is another hard time to pass. Early in the morning, she brings up the whole topic again. When I tried to explain, she throw another word to me "Wrong is wrong, no need to explain, we need to admit we are wrong" I simply refuse this words to enter me, but it just force its way right into my heart and stab it. Yes, if I am in fault, I will admit it. Friends around me knows me well, if I did something wrong, I will definitely admit it. (Gan (3) Zuo (4) Gan (3) Dang (1)).. I am not a tortoise. But this time, I am not at fault at all.. How to admit fault when I am not at fault? I keep asking myself this question but till date still no conclusion. From then, my tears keep dropping, I simply can't concentrate on my work and thus spend my time waiting for log off. The thinking of staying in the office for the next seconds kills me. Once the clock strike 1330hrs, I pack my bag and leave the office even when the phone is ringing like someone calling 999 for help.. I DON'T GIVE IT A DAMN.

Then after reaching home, hoping to have a peace of mind and cool myself down, so I plan to bring NIKI for a basic grooming. I love to have hubby's and NIKI's accompany whenever I am down. After NIKI's grooming, feeling a bit better, I decided to meet up Yvonne. Initially supposed to meet her for shopping but due to my emo which I didn't wanna affect her, I decided to give it a miss. But after NIKI's grooming, I think I should meet Yvonne up for a dinner or so for repaying back the aeroplane I put on her. Near to 8 plus, I drove her to her KI TOH LOK gang for a BBQ. And meet up Jac, Xue Er, Elvin, Alex & Alan. They are a cute bundle of friends to mix with. Rather a more open friends and those which kept everything in the heart and planning for something evil to sabotage you. "Yvonne, glad that you have them as your friends, and thank you for recommending them to me. Got chance can join in you KI TOH LOK gang with hubby". After all these event feeling better till Sunday.

Who knows, Monday is another shit again. My manager told me on last Wednesday that she have not enough shift to plan the manager roaster when I requested to work on Public holiday 10am to 3pm. When she said she had not enough shift and ask me to work from 8am to 3 pm, I agreed as I don't want another manager to suffer cos of me. But when I ask the roaster on Monday, I came to know that she herself and her favourite mgr was off on that day. WTF is this, you are telling me you got not enough shift on that day and yet she plan herself and her favourite to off on that day.. What is the world coming too? Out of anger, I decided not to give her any roaster for the next week, guess wad she smsed me. "Berlin, you really cannot work meh. I really got not enough shift" I replied "Sorry, my boss is giving me the GST account to consolidate" (this is true, she is really giving me the account) then she smsed again "Really cannot help ar. If I got shift where got I ask you to contribute de.. Up to you lah, you see urself lah." I didn't replied her after that. I feel like telling her, every time you would tell me you have not enough shift and yet its either you work on mid shift or take AL or there are times, which we don't see you walking in if there is another manager working with you. I do not wish to bring out everything single things she had done here. In Chinese saying Wen (4) Xin (1) Wu (2) Kui (4), I don't care if she complain to "HIM". I won't give it a damn.

Till now, my burning heart is still flaming. I seriously considering to convert back to a staff rather then staying in this political management which we are always the sacrifices. But don't worry about me friends. I will be okie in no time. I just need to vent out all my anger nia.. Prolly need a food therapy soon. Anyone care to join me..???

P/S : If you are reading my blog and knows who I am referring too and if so happen it is referring to you, I apologise for my bluntness. But this is what is in my heart, I have the right to say and slash out here.. If not happy, don't read then.

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Monday, September 29, 2008

Random Photos!! (Finally I did it)

Alright, finally upload the some photos.. In fact I should have more photos to load up. But after browsing through it, I find some of the photos are few mths back liao.. Hahahaha.. So what I did, I deleted the photos away.. Hmm.. Guess Yvonne muz be yelling @ me now.. (Gal, pai seh ar, I lazy to upload so many at one shot, so I chose to delete the photos.)

Back to the photos.. Remember I mentioned before Yvonne's new buddy PRINCESS.. I've taken a few photos with her when I visited Yvonne @ Square 2 (yup yup, she brought her puppy to her shop)..

Look at her.. Isn't she cute.. Wahaahaha.. She look the same as NIKI when he was young.

She is so gorgeous.. Simply irresistible

Here is NIKI.. He is too tired after being chased by PRINCESS when I bring him to visit Yvonne

He seems a little pissed off with my N95 camera flash.. Wahahaha *Smirk*

Next is my outing with my KFC managers and staffs for one of my staff YuXiang's farewell. He is leaving for NS..

Yummy *Slurp* Our food BBQing wor.. Waiting and waiting and waiting.......

Enjoying our foods..

After our food, plannin for some games.

Our usual game, Zhong Ji Mi Ma.. Loser will have to use the charcoal and draw the face. So end up on 4 out of 9 player kanna..

Can't stop laughing after seeing each other's silly drawn face.

That's all folks.. End of all the photos.. I suppose I should be hard working to download the photo once I've taken it.. Had been lazy for the past few mths.. Too many functions to attend liao..

Errm.. Friends around me had been asking what happen to me on Friday and Saturday. Why am I so so freaking down for that day? Well, its all about office issue. I personally feels that the office sucks. I feel that my pride is totally tear down by my lady boss. I feel that I have been accuse of stuffs which I have not done. She don't give me the chance to explain why I did that, all she say "Wrong means wrong, no need to explain anymore.." with an add on "Use your brain lah, so stupid de meh.. Use your brain in future hor" Infact, I have use my brain but she refuse to give me the chance to make decision. I need to ask for her approval before doing anything. The fact is that she is busy with her own stuff and did not listen properly on my proposal and she push the responsibility when things happen.. Funny yah! Her late decision turns out to my fault and my no brain and my stupidity.. Enough, I have enough of all her insultations. I wanna return her the money and throw the resignation. I need my pride back, I want my confident back.

Actually Saturday was the worst day I ever had.. Totally no mood and had cried for several hours. (Find me stupid? Say me lousy. I just can't stand accusation.. I can't.. ) I decided to spend my time with NIKI instead of going out shopping with Yvonne. (Cancelled the appointment with her cos I do not wish to affect her with my mood). After bring NIKI for a nice trim cut and bath, I visited Yvonne. After which, She intro me to some of her friends at a BBQ session. Nice friends to mix with. But a little sad where Hubby wanna leave the place early as he was tired.

Yvonne, pai seh hor.. Did not stay late thought you friends are really fun.. Hope to invite you and them to Alan's Birthday BBQ @ Downtown East wor! Ke Yi Ma?

I think I should log off soon cos my eyes are shutting down real soon.. Don't even know what I am typing.. Not linking at all.. A lousy post I have written. But pls forgive me. Like the title say, its just a random post.. So I just type wad randomly came to me.. Good nite guys... Tataz!!

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Saturday, September 27, 2008

TEST FOR DEMENTIA (癡呆症)! Are you smart for it?

Early this morning, I received an email from my friend in my Hotmail. The title shows TEST FOR DEMENTIA (癡呆症) and out of curiosity, I open it up and have a try.. The result for mine? Haiz.. Shall let you know later in the end of the post ba.. Why not you give it a try and leave comment on how smart are you.. *Evil Smile*

Below are four (4) questions and a bonus question. You have to answer them instantly. You can't take your time, answer all of them immediately. Let's find out just how clever you really are.

*Don't play cheat!! Be honest to yourself*

First Question: 第一題

You are participating in a race. You overtake the second place person. What position are you in?
你參加賽跑,追過第 2 名,你是第幾名?

Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are wrong! If you overtake the second place person, and you take their place, you are second!
解答: 如果你的回答是第 1 名,你就錯了!你如果追過第 2名,你只是取代那人的位置,你是第 2 名。

To answer the second question, don't take as much time as you took for the first question.
回答第 2 題,你不能使用與回答第 1 題相同的時間。

Second Question : 第二題
If you are in a race, and you overtake the last person, then you are?

Answer : If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person?! You're not having a good time at this! Are you?
解答: 如果你的回答是倒數第 2 名,你又錯了!告訴我,你怎能追過最後一名?顯

Very tricky maths! Note: This must be done in your head only. Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it.

Third Question: 第三題

Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add another 1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000. now add 10. What is the total?
以 1000 加上 40 ,再加 1000 ,再加 30 ,再加 1000 ,現在加上 20 ,再加一次1000 ,現在加上 10,總數是什麼?

Answer : Did you get 5000? The correct answer is actually 4100. Don't believe it? Check with your calculator!
解答: 得到 5000 是嗎?正確答案是 4100 ,不相信,用計算機查證吧!

Today is definitely not your day. Maybe you will get the last question right?

Fourth Question: 第四題

Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono. What is the name of the fifth daughter?
Mary 的父親有 5 個女兒,第 1 個女兒 Nana , 第 2 個女兒 Nene , 第 3個女兒 Nini ,第 4 個女兒Nono ,第 5 個女兒的名字是什麼?

Answer : Nunu? NO! Of course not. Her name is Mary. Read the question again!
解答: 答案是 Nunu 嗎?不!絕對不是,她的名字是 Mary ,請再讀一次問題!

Okay, now the bonus round. You can partially redeem yourself with this one!

Bonus Question 加分題 :
There is a mute person who wants to buy a toothbrush. By imitating the action of brushing one's teeth he successfully expresses himself to the shopkeeper and the purchase is done. Now if there is a blind man who wishes to buy a pair of sunglasses, how should he express himself?

Answer : He just has to open his mouth and ask. He's blind, not mute - so simple.
解答: 他只要張開嘴問即可。他是瞎子,不是啞巴。就這麼簡單!

Alright.. Early in the morning, I have tried out the question and I only got 2 questions correct.. It only proves that my brain is not functioning in the morning.Or should I say my brain is not functioning at all.. Meaning to say, I am stupid.. Wahhahaah.. *tears rolling out from my eyes*

So how's yours.. Share out lah!!

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Who the is most Reckless Drivers?

Sorry to have MIA from my blog for the past few days.. I am actually chasing some HongKong Dramas like 溏心風暴, 溏心風暴之家好月圓, 尖子攻略, 當狗愛上貓, 疑情別戀 & others. That is the main reason why I have been blogging lesser and even if I blog, it would be in office. *Opps*(looking around to see anyone) Since no more new dramas for rental, I think I shall start to blog frequent again and not to miss out uploading my photos.. So hang on ya! I have tons and tons of photos to load.. But shall do it one by one just in case it lags my page.

Alright enough of said, now, I practically wanna write this particular issue which we Singaporeans have been discussing with. Who the is Most Dangerous Reckless Drivers in Singapore? If not for what yesterday happen, I would have not think of taking this as a topic to write a proper post for my own. When ever I hear or read from newspaper to radio to TV talk shows, people would say motorcyclists are the most reckless one. In my point of view, I beg a difference. As a rider and a driver myself and too a pillion of my hubby bike. I don't really think that riders are the most reckless in Singapore (which most people agrees). In FACT, I would say most of the cabbies are reckless. All thanks to their daily experience on the road making them feel that they know the road well and they know other drivers are just scare of them and would give way to them.. I would like to take this opportunity to tell them "Wrong, WROng, WRONG!!! You are not the king of road so no one will wants to give way to you!"

My dad use to be a taxi driver when he was alive. I know that my dad loves to speed but he is never the reckless type. He will ensure safety before he step the accelerator.. I know, speeding is also dangerous, but compared to those blue cabbies in big CC taxis who always chuck into lanes without using the a$$ to look at the blindspots for cars and even motorcycles, I think speeding is still okie.. What happen yesterday actually pissed me off and had force me to file a complain to the blue cabby company and I demand an explanation on that. (And I also believe that they will treat my email as shit)I just can't let the cabby go off like this. They need to pay for their act. And I seriously had enough of all the nonsenses given by them. Pls read the following for the whole course of what had happen.

Hubby was driving along Ang Mo Kio Ave 5 heading home around 1245am. A blue cab cut into our lane abruptly and upon seeing this, hubby slowed down and allow the taxi to cut in since we are not in a hurry to anywhere. But when he is travelling at a very slow speed after cutting into our lane, hubby decided to switch to the extreme right lane and move along till we reach Seng East Road. Both me and hubby saw this cabbie is trying to be funny again and this time round, hubby don't have the intention to give way to him anymore. So he followed next to the lorry in front of the cabbie and refuse to accelerate or slow down. And to our horror, this bar girl just signal and wanted to squeeze in between the lorry in front and our car which is on his right. Initially hubby high beam to warn him but the cabbie refuse to be safety and insist to squeeze in. Hubby out of no choice continuously honk and the taxi driver for abt 1 min and plus high beam him all the way. Den this stupid farker den realise that we are not going to give in to him and no choice, he went back to his lane and switch to the extreme left lane. Look, he could have switch to the left where there is no car, why does he need to cut from the right where he knew that we are travelling at the lane. Why? Thinking weekend car dunno how to drive well and can bully ar! Pls fark to one side and listen here. Hubby is a delivery driver and he is always on the road with his van. He even is a delivery rider for his part time job.. Don't ever dare to challenge him as a weekend plate. As for me, I am a fierce driver too. Don't ever wanna challenge a lady's guts. Some do have de wor!!

I simply don't understand why can't they just be more careful when they drive especially with passenger around. They are carrying others life in their hand. What if an accident occurred and a life is at a stake. Don't you think that it's too late to remorse. I dare not only say cabbies are reckless, some drivers (be it saloon car, vans , bus or ever truck) and some riders, they are reckless too. They too drive or ride impatiently. I really dunno what the world is coming. So many accidents reported on newspaper and on TV and yet these groups of reckless drivers are not taking things seriously, still thinking they are the King of the Road. *Haiz* (shakes head)

So remember from now onwards, pls do not only say m/cycles are a bunch of reckless riders only. Before pointing fingers and others, pls look at yourself first. *One finger pointing others and the rest of the 3 is pointing @ yourself* Shall end here before my blood boil up to the max..

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Thursday, September 18, 2008

I need to plan for it...

Tomorrow is our 4 years Wedding Anniversary. But till date, I still haven't plan for it.. Gosh! Hubby had been asking me where I wanna go for dinner tomorrow. I guess he very much eager to know whether if I am arranging any surprises for him. Another thing is, I haven't buy any pressie for him yet.. Siao liao.. Had been "nuahing" and my mind is not really up to think of any ideas..

Come to think, been with him for the past 10 years, he is the only one who can tolerate my nonsense, my hot temper. Wondering if he reads my blog mah? But if he does, I would like to thank him here for taking good care of me, helping me out whenever I need help. I would like to take the opportunity too to tell him, I LOVE YA DEAR!! Hope our love will be as strong as now and would last till our white hair.

Alright, now I need to go scratch my head to think where what should we do tomorrow.

P/S : Any suggestions?

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

What I am busying with since September?

Have been busy from the start of the month of September. With all the appointments on the weekends (even as till date), I am unable to load up all the photos I took with my N95. Not to say to blog any of the appts. I have decided, I shall get it done up by latest by this Sat..

Wondering what will I be busy with being a employee? Things I have been doing is like, visiting my BFF at her shop, help her to put up posters, re-decorate her shop to bring in biz. Went for BBQ with my KFC staffs as one of my staff Yuxiang is going NS soon.. Gonna miss him for sure. Miss his vulgarities, his burping and many more. Went for prawning with Rina and Victor. Went to do my hair with some extension and crystals with my BFF. That's all I can remember for now.

Gonna rush off soon. Shall get it update latest by Saturday.. Till then CYA!!


Friday, September 5, 2008

My Dream still not Fulfilled yet

From the age of 16 when I completed my 'N' levels and entered ITE College. I made a few dreams hoping I can fulfilled it before the end of my life.

Getting married, having a baby, drive my own car, stay in my own house, managing my own business are all the dreams I have made at that time. As time passed, there are a few of the wishes I have fulfilled but there are still some I have yet done it. Now at the stage of my live, I began to re-think or so called "re-wish" again. Having married to hubby now is the most right decision I've made. Next, I also owned a weekend car, although a weekend car, but better then those who don't have it. Anyway hubby own a bike which the main reason for us not to get a normal plate car. Well, I am staying with hubby and my family in our own house. Being the owner of the house is different from staying with parents. Imagine, they have no right to nag at you if your bedroom is messy. If you don't do the laundry for 2 days.. *lying on bed nuahing* For the rest, I am still trying hard to fulfil it. At this point of time, I think I need to re-think of my wish again.

1) Being a sexy mummy
2) Being my own boss
3) Upgrade the house to executive flat if better still a condo
4) Upgrade the car to normal plate and change to a SUV or MPV.
5) Keep a Sirebian Husky or more than 3 doggie
6) Have a maid to clean up the mess

Talking about setting up my own business, I was with BFF talking about my planning and she say that she would mind to join in the venture with me. I was surprise initially and ofcos happy. Cos I am dealingmanaging it with my BFF. I really hope my dreams to be a boss will come soon. Right now, my whole brain is how to set up the stuffs... *Slaps ownself to wake up* Shall disclose more when everything is plan and settled..

Alright dream bubble burst, gonna get back to work now.. Tataz

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Music Reviews - Songs from 溏心風暴

I have been watching furiously Hong Kong Drama.. Haha.. I am now watching both the drama of Heart of Greed and I have been hearing this 2 songs which I think I am falling into it..

One is My Love Will bring you Home

And the other one is Vincent

Hmmm.. I simply love this 2 songs at the moment. How about you?


Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Much better than Yesterday

Today, my mood is much better than yesterday. Hubby didn't send me to work wor.. What happen to him lei? Hahaha.. It's his annually reservist.. Don't understand why the government need him so much. It's either yearly or every half a year wor.. Probably cos he can't pass his IPPT and the officer made him come back every reservist to excerise ba.. Hehehe..

First time took bus to work from my new home to office. It's a tough job for me.. For those who don't know me well. I am always chauffered by my hubby anywhere 365 days a year. Basically even if I am going out with my friends without him, he will still either drive or ride me to the destination then he go home and later when I finished everything he would come back and fetch me again. How nice of him hor.. Still remember last year I wrote the same post on going to work alone and this year again, I am writing it.. Shall not pen down again on how I miss hubby but to pen down how could I miss the bus stop.

Took bus 43 from my house to the main road intending to take bus 88 to office. When the bus reach the main road, (remembering mum said to alight @ the first bus stop) I alighted immediately. I was shock when I raise my head to look @ the indiation of bus no. There is NO bus 88.. So I grumbled and hurried to the 2nd bus stop further down. Damn it!! Still don't have. No choice, I walk to the 3rd bus stop and only to find bus 88.. And guess wad! I saw bus no. 43 too.. *Faint* When bus no.88 arrive, I boarded the bus. When my office is nearing, I saw lotsa ppl alighting and I thought that is the bus stop so I followed to alight too. Guess what, I alighted too early again. This time round, I have to walk for 3 bus stop to reach my office. Damn it! And bus no.88 too stop infront of my office.. ARRRGGGHHH.. I am a farking idiot.. What a big stupid fool I am..

So now, I am in office still cooling down. While cooling down, I pick up a phone call and I heard her saying something which bang my day!! Shall disclose what the conversation is when everything is confirm.. To be updated.

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Monday, September 1, 2008


*Crying hard*.. I am really heart broken.. I think that no one will feel how I am feeling now.. I am on the verge of giving up... Yes! I surrendered to that bastard.

I am sick of wearing the battle suit to fight when I come to work.. I am here to work not to battle. Worst part is, no one knows what happen in office, just me and him. And my bosses trusted him so much. I am just a clerk in their eyes. I won't be able to do anything much to help them desipte working for so long. In fact, all the shits in my branch was cleared by me and yet no one knows. All bosses know is that he is doing everything nicely here. He is the man who can run the branch so well.. But they never even bother to see who is doing all these. Tell me how can a man sleeping in the office, having coffee during operating hours do any thing in helping the bosses.

*Still bleeding in my heart* Guess nothing much can stop the bleed from now. I am just speechless and just tired. I need a break so I surrender. I don't wanna to fight anymore. Sorry to say that I am useless. I want to have a peaceful day. Have been thinking the whole morning. I would repay the money back to my boss and bid goodbye to them and shall start afresh outside the world. Perhaps Eric aka Kok Hong was right, I am a hermit crab. I should be more expose to the world to find more reality outside. I should venture my own career out of my hard shell..

It's timeee......

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MMM = Mad Monday Morning

I am feeling really mad now.. Damn farking angry.. The anger is simply out of control.. If I were given a gun, I will shot him down with few shots.. If I were given bomb, I will bomb him up with all my bombs..

Early in the morning, give me all the nonsense. Have I done anything wrong? Why must talk to me in you farking attitude? Will giving you a tight slap wakes your farking idea? You thought I wanna know how everything goes with the case? You thought I very much love to check out what have you been doing with the case or you thought I wanna check if you are sleeping on the case? Let me say, I WOULDN'T GIVE YOU A DAMN. If not otherwise lady boss ask me, do you think I bother to talk to you about work. I CAN'T BE BOTHERED ABOUT YOU!! Stop making yourself like you are the saint, you are the boss. IN FACT PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT YOU ARE NOT MY FARKING BOSS. You are just a farking slacking manager which I don't look up on you. You are just as simply useless as me. Both of us can't help bosses much and in fact we are always giving stupid problem to them.. YOU BETTER FARKING GET YOUR ASS OUT OF YOUR SEAT AND FARKING DO YOU JOB PROPERLY.

Let me tell you. In fact, I do not wanna much talk to you on works. I do not want to see you in the office in fact. Whenever you are on leave, I am so freaking happy. I am able to work peacefully. Let me tell you this, NO ONE loves to work with you. YOU ARE A FARKING FREAK ORGE.. YOU ARE WORST THAN SHREK..

I very much wanna change my attitude towards you in work but you wouldn't allow me to do so.. I am trying hard not to quarrell with you but you wouldn't allow. You just love to let me raise my voice at you when I talk to you, you love me to throw my face at you. You are just pathetic.. Enough said of all these nonsense. LEAVE ME ALONE!!! %*(#&*()&(*

(Stupid of me writing this post. He is not even reading a single words.. Fark! I am just hopping mad with his farking attitude to me..)

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