Friday, February 27, 2009

Everything ends here

Finally I have the courage to tender my resgination to her. Till now, my mood is like a roller coaster. One moment high up to the sky and next it drop to the bottom of the hell..

She called me just now and we had a chat. I told her I wanted to have an environment change and feel really bad. Infact, I treasure all the times while working there. I love the work but not the environment. Lotsa things had happen and is making my character starting to change. It is rather annoying as it is affecting my hubby too. Deep in my heart and my brain, I really don't bear to leave the place. Probably like what Princess Yvonne had said, I'm having this feeling cos I'm leaving my comfort zone. Initially, I don't want to admit it but till now after the tendering, I had to admit it. Yes, I can't bear to leave my comfort zone. Too be frank, who will want to leave their comfort zone and try out another one.

I very much want to let her know that I really appreciate the helps she have given me and her care and concern she had for me. It's hard to describe but I hope she understand my heart's word.

Since everything is gonna end here. I hope my next starting point will be a good one. Having to start everything all over again is not easy but I believe I can battle with it. I need you guys to cheer for me wor. Give me all the lucks you have wor..

Last but not least. I wish her, him and the company well. Hope everything sail smoothly for them. And not forgetting, from the bottom of my heart once again I would like to take this opportunity to thank them for whatever they had given me.


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Thursday, February 26, 2009


Have been thinking very long about this issue 因果报应 - Karma.. What is Karma all about? Let's see from Wikipedia to find out what exactly is Karma.

Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

The philosophical explanation of karma can differ slightly between traditions, but the general concept is basically the same. Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala. In religions that incorporate reincarnation, karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well. Click here for more info

Although I'm not so into religious, but still I believe in it. Trying not to do any misdeed or anything which will harm others in order to lessen my bad Karma. But why people around me are not single worried at all. Karma will come to us no matter when, be it present life or future lives. Sabotage helps nothing in your present life, but why are there still such people living in this earth and why do that to add on the bad karmas to your life.

There is a chinese phrase which says the whole thing 善有善报,恶有恶报. So watch out you back when you wanna do something bad to harm others. I hope those people around me and wanted to harm me think thrice. End of the day, who suffer the most, not me but YOU!

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Arrrggghhhh!!!! Nightmares, go away and stay away from me!!! *Yawnz*

This few nights, I've not been sleeping very well.. It's either the weather too warm for me to sleep soundly or nightmares will scare me up in tears. People always say, 日有所思, 夜有所梦. Recently many things had happen and I do not know where to start from, that's why I chose to forgo the stories to be written here. To me, things that happen to me is so scary, so I had nightmares at night.

Now I just hope that I can have a peaceful night rest since the weather is so nice recently and too since I've decided to ignore those low graded peeps. If things still not getting any better, probably I will have to head to my family doctor for some pills to help me.. Trying hard not to rely on the pills but if no choice, guess I have to do so..

Enough said, shall continue taking my lunch.. Will blog again tomorrow ba..

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009


Here I am struggling again. My mind in not in a clear state. Pls don't ask me what happen as I do not wish to disclose it now. Shall reveal it when the time is ripe. If you really wants to know, pls email me or msn me and ask me.

Many things had happened recently to me. I know that lots of people face the same problem too. Having so many "xiao ren" beside me is an headache. Imagine they gossip behind your back, sabo you or even push you into danger. I hate the thoughts of trustable person betraying me. Can you imagine that? WTF is going in this world. Sabotage others in order to gain your sweets.

Enough said of the above, as I worried I might just blast out everything. Just in short, I need to make decision which will concern my life and my behaviour. Hope I do the right one and not regret at the end of the day. Haven't been sleeping well recently and it all credit to Mr Haze. How to sleep well with your nose infection and skin irritation? Yup yup, these few weeks I'm suffering from nose infection and skin irritation. I can't breathe well and my body is itching everywhere.

Wanted to have a good rest and need to relax abit. Had already plan a short trip to Genting this end of Mar over the weekends. Hope the trip will help me relax abit. Also planning for a prawning session @ Punggol Marina, bring Niki & Princess go pet farm, have a sumptuous meal. Need to do 1 at a shot cos no money no talk.. Hahahahaha....

Shall end it shortly. Will update more when I have the time...

P/S : Friends, I hereby hope that you will keep everything you read in my blog, facebook or even Plurks update to your ownself. Should you have any queries, pls feel free to sms, email or even msn me to clarify. I am most willing to provide you with the answer. But pls don't tell anyone else as I do not wish to let those who don't know to know.. Understand? I hope you do.

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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Korea Day 5

Another day in Korea. Hmm.. Day 5 in Korea and to the date of going home is nearing. Well let the pictures tell you everything.

5th Day - Hotel American Breakfast (Andong)

Our American Breakfast

5th Day (1st Int) Nambangan River (Andong)

View of Nambangan River

Me & Hubby with their 3 years Ginseng

Ginseng in Korea

5th Day (2nd Int) - Kimchi Factory (Yeoju)

Preparing to do Kimchi

Master teaching how to do Kimchi

Hubby & me after completing the Kimchi

My finished Kimchi

Hubby wanted to eat his finished Kimchi

Soak Ginseng

6 Years old soak Ginseng

Traditional Costume of Korea

My Emperor

Karen in Traditional Korean Costume

Group photos

Me in the traditional costume

Our 2nd Wedding photo taking.. Kekekeke

My Dear Emperor again

5th Day (3rd Int) - Local Fruit Orchard

Me plucking the apple

Hubby chicken pot face

5th Day (4th Int) - Everland

View of Everland

Tour group photo

Hubby & me @ Everland

On the sky cable

Ooppss. Dino found in Korea

Birds in Everland

Me the white tiger hat & glove

Roarrrrrr... Tigress.. Watch out!

Night View of Everland

Alright end of day 5 and more to come. Day 6 & 7...

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Korea Day 4

Sorry for the long long waiting.. I think I should not have it delay anymore. Here is the day 4 photo...

4th Day Breakfast in Hotel (Daegu)

Karen & her breakfast

Condos in Korea (Daegu)

Carpark of the Rest Station (Daegu)

Really cold

Me & Royce

4th Day (1st Int) Hawhoe Village (Andong)

So cold

Group photo in front of Tu Ti Gong & Tu Ti Po

Me @ Hawhoe Village

Hubby & Me

Area of the Village

What is this? Penis Wood Craft

Me & the Wood Craft

Hubby comparing with this big penis

Hubby still comparing

Tour Group viewing the Maple Tree

Maple Tree leaves

Plantation in Hawhoe Village

Entrance of a household

Me trying to reach the sunflower

Infront of a household

Chrysanthmum flowers

Field of Chrysanthemum

House in the village

Slave House in the Village

Playground of the village

Me playing the swing

Me & Karen playing Korea Seesaw

Group photo

Blossom Trail

Workers gathering the wheat

4th Day Lunch - Soysauce Chicken

Soysauce Chicken

Along the Road

View along the Road

4th Day (2nd Int)- Chunjuha Lake (Andong)

Our Cruise on Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

Me @ Chungjuha Lake

Hubby & Me

Me & hubby again @ another view

Me on Cruise

View of Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

View of Chungjuha Lake

Kare & Royce in the Cruise

Tour Group Photo

Another Group photo

4th Day (3rd Int) - Hotel Spa (Andong)

Me, Geling, Vincent, Royce & Karen

Trying to enjoy the Spa

Enjoying the Spa

Vincent loves the Spa massage

Royce enjoying the Spa massage

Karen enjoying the Spa Massage

Me, Karen & Royce

Geling & Vincent

Outside Hotel

Another view of the hotel

4th Day Dinner - Fish Soup Steamboat

Fish Soup Steamboat

Korea Cigratte Vending Machine

Phew finally finish downloading day 4 photos in Korea.. Still have another 4 days to go.. Will try to download it soon. So hang on ya.. ;P

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