Can't Wait

It's been 2 weeks since I last blog. Not i've been lazy.. Its just no time to do it.. Really busy with all the stuffs around me.

Finally had update mine & hubby's polices with my agent. Its been so long since I've get my polices updated. And now, I've done the necessary upgrade or update on the policies. Phew.. Not easy.. Have to ensure I've get a comfortable payout with an affordable premium. The so called "ai pi ai qi(in hokkien)" wahahahaha... Isn't this a typical auntie? OMG.. I've become an auntie le lah.. I was talking to mum yesterday abt the policies we have bought and guess what she says.. "Tomorrow I shall cook and put in some rat poison and she'll get the money" Hahaha, so cute of her..

Had a nice talk with mummy and she was talking abt luck for the next lunar year which is rabbit. She said that my luck will go down all the way to the bottom. When I heard this, I was like what the hell.. I've been in bad luck for the past few years. Guess this is life.. You will have the highest point and ofcos you will drop to the lowest point. Well, although mum said that my luck in not good next year, yet, I looking forward for the coming new year. Hope to have a restart in everything and to re-plan my target..

Hoping I can go for a short break before starting my new year. Still planning for it but seems its not getting anywhere.. Haiz... Alright going to sign off le.. Need to get back to my homework..

P/S : Having a rest is to start everything afresh.

人生 - LIFE

人生 - 人生本来就是喜奴无常。往往想要的都不能实现。 要求太多反而会伤的深，所以让自然走向你就不会伤的那么深。顺其自然是最好的办法。 想太多不就是让自己不开心，让自己烦脑。

有时后我在想，为什么我的身边的人为什么会那么的不开心。看到他们那么的不开心我会不自然的也跟着不开心。我很想帮助他们不过家家有本难念的经，只希望他们能开开心心的生活。虽然我不能帮你什么但是我经神上支持你哟！

说到这里，我也在想为什么人总是要等到失去了才知道后悔。可是都以不能挽回了。人生就是这样， 它不会等你去后悔，然后在让你拥有。不见了，就是不见了，要找回来也不能找了。机会流走了就没了，把握机会才是最好的办法，千万不要放手。幸福是自己找的，它不会自己来的。

I'm having hard times writing the above words. Hahahah.. It proves that I haven't been using Chinese words for a long long time. Think I should write more Chinese post to keep myself with the Chinese words.

My dear friend is facing her downs again. Can hardly help her to ease the pain, all I can do is too listen and talk her out. Hoping she will be strong again. Seeing or hearing her like this is a pain. Wonder when can I hear her true laugh again. Hoping the man she is with will support her and held her in his arms. Being in love, we have to learn to give and take. Love don't come so easily and once lost, it is lost forever. We have to learn to give and take, we have to learn each others problem and too we have to learn to listen each others problem. Why have doubt in each other when you love your the other part? Believe in each other is the key to the success of the fruitful love. Nobody can help you in this, only you yourself can do to the success of love.

At this time, I hope they will be find. Facing problem together and not run away. She is always doing things to protect him and yet He don't know what is she thinking about. He every time wants to talk out with her but He don't dares too as he worry She will be annoyed. Love is not like this. Understand what your other part want to help you and say what you need to say without hurting your other part.

End of the day, love is around you. All you need is held out your hand and to grab your chance.

因果报应

Have been thinking very long about this issue 因果报应 - Karma.. What is Karma all about? Let's see from Wikipedia to find out what exactly is Karma.

Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

The philosophical explanation of karma can differ slightly between traditions, but the general concept is basically the same. Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala. In religions that incorporate reincarnation, karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well. Click here for more info

Although I'm not so into religious, but still I believe in it. Trying not to do any misdeed or anything which will harm others in order to lessen my bad Karma. But why people around me are not single worried at all. Karma will come to us no matter when, be it present life or future lives. Sabotage helps nothing in your present life, but why are there still such people living in this earth and why do that to add on the bad karmas to your life.

There is a chinese phrase which says the whole thing 善有善报,恶有恶报. So watch out you back when you wanna do something bad to harm others. I hope those people around me and wanted to harm me think thrice. End of the day, who suffer the most, not me but YOU!