MY NEW JOB

Had been missing in action for the past few days since my last post.. Had been really busy after my holiday to Genting and since I started my new job.

Took 2 days of rest after coming back from Genting then started my new job. Probably, I've not given myself a proper mental prepare that's why I'm feeling lost. After 2 days of rest, I feel that I'm not having my rest enough. After so many years of working, I'm starting to feel restless in working. Although in a new work environment, still no feelings of excitement can be found in my heart or soul. Perhaps had been in comfort zone for too long. That spells the reason why I'm in lost of my life road.

Back to my new job. Lots of things to learn. I've to start from stretch again. The workload is quite heavy but still acceptable for me. What freaks me out is the working culture. Can you imgaine they go back to office almost every Saturday and they stay back in office till 7 or 8 sometimes even 9? Frankly speaking, I choose to change job is cos I wanted a 5 days work, but come to think I've to come back every Saturday really freaks me out. There are goods in this company too. They have their annual gathering for both Singapore and Malaysia. They have their family day too. I shall try to endure for the 3 months probhation and see if I can survive. I will not leave the company unless the management feels that I'm not suitable for this job.

Anyway, I've already planned my next steps. If the management accepts me, I will definitely work hard for it. But not expecting me to come back on Saturday or even stay back till 8. I will definitely work hard during my working hours as I want to play hard after my working hours. If they don't accept me, prolly, I will just stay away from full time job and work in my part time job for the time being. Rest for a while and wait for the economy get better then will start to find for a job. If not other wise, I might want to start my own venture with Princess Yvonne. Hahahaha.. Wish me luck ba!

Oh yah! Nearly forgotten abt my photos for my holiday. Please stay tune for my next post for my holiday photos ba.!! Till then, I will stay positive like I use to be and I will definitely get updates more on my new job status.

Feeling Sucks

Caution! This is a whining post. I need to release all my unhappiness here. I am feeling very bad. I'm being MALIGNED in office again and this is the 2nd time in less than 2 weeks.

Initially, I was thinking that its a brand new year and I should forget all the unhappiness in Year 2008 and have a fresh and good year of 2009. I have told myself to forgive and forget, ignore any nonsense given by the idiotic farking manager and don't make myself angry or sad. But but.... Its only less than a week in Year 2009, I'm back to square one again. Why is it always me? Why can't they understand more? Do they understand that working in a branch without much authority and trust is very hard to work. Worst of the worst, having to work with such a blardy kuku is farking irritating. If the problem lies with me, I should reflect my ownself but if the problem lies with everybody, don't the bosses should talk to that farker and ask him to reflect? Why are they still putting blame on me while he committed the fault?

Just now in office, I broke down. It's not cos I'm sad but cos I'm feeling very angry. Angry till one cry! Can you imagine that? Angry till cry! This feeling really sucks. Had spoken to Kitty over msn earlier, her words knocked my sense.

If you are always not feeling happy and don't like the place you work in, then so what if they pay you alot? Staying in a working environment which you don't like is as if you are living in hell.

Hence, I've came to a conclusion and I believe that everybody reading will know what is that. Oh! I too have to thank my lebi Princess Yvonne. She is there when I need to hear some familiar voice. Although she don't what happen, she just keep quiet and hear me out. She console me.. That's what I needed most. Pal, you are the best! *wink* Love ya! Opps.. Wondering the kong long will jealous mah? Hehehe..

Phew! Feeling much better now after pouring out.. Guess at times, I do need to vent out my anger and not making myself stress up.. You too need to do the same, having a relax time so you will not be stress wor!

My Another Email to Boss

After the last email to my lady boss a few months back. I am again writing another email to her. I had enough rubbish created by the farking idiot manager. He is getting from bad to worst. I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THE FARKING NONSENSE!!! I hope the email will stop him from feeding me the nonsense in future.

June,

There are several things I need to clarify, if not the issue will always be in my heart.

1) The thumb drive, I've tried to search for it at my side but to no avail. I remember passing it to him last year as he wanted to load photos to David and the thumb drive did not come back to me. I have actually ask him quite a no. of times but he would always brush the question away.

2) As for the photograph taking, the digital camera (canon) you have pass to me, I have been using it when he is not around. But I've told you that the battery is running low and finally that day when he went out to attend an on site case, the battery was flat. You told me that you will pass me the charger but I still haven't received till date. (Battery Model : AA typ.2700mah , NH-AA HR 15/51 1.2V , AA HR6 MIGNON) This is not the actual problem. I personally think that, if one person in the company have to go out of the office, shouldn't the person at least inform 1 person. I find it frustrated having to find one person and have to call the person ended up with no respond at all.

3) The case for S** 3220*. The car was tow in on 24/12/2008 10am. I believe you have told him to prepare estimate for 26/12/2008 survey. I also too on my part ask him to write the estimate asap. He did not do so and instead he idle around after lunch. He only pass the estimate to me @ 5.45pm without the labour part. At that time, I am already abt to leave office. So I told him to settle everything and make sure the estimate is on my table @ 26/12/2008 morning cos surveyor is coming to survey the vehicle. On Monday morning, the 1st thing I do is type the estimate and it was out on the tray @ 1100hrs. At abt 2 plus he ask me if your side got arrange for survey. Then when I say yes, he told me he thought we never arrange so he ask Surveyor Ong to leave. Later, he called you and David to inform this issue. The most angry thing is he told David I did not forward the email to him (arranging of survey) and he don't know the estimate is out. HOW IS IT POSSIBLE? He have been doing this thing for the past year and yet he suddenly don't know the estimate put at where. The question is he is the manager and do I need to spoon feed him for the things he frequently do?

I am a responsible person. If the job is delay by me, I will make sure I finish everything before I go back even if I have an appt. But I can't stand ppl delay my timing for their leisure. ( I cannot stand it anymore, he sleeps after lunch on that day that's why he delay the estimate writing. This is very fiery) If I have to be late for my appt cos of his delay, its unfair to me.


June, I am writing this email is not to complain abt anything. In fact for no. 3, I've already use to it as this is not the 1st time. Things are always being pass to me to do when I want to go home. This time round I want to clarify cos I don't want you and David to feel that I am those kind of irresponsible person. I feel sad if you and David thinks that way. Hope the above clearly clarifies the whole issue for the week and I hope you understand the frustration in me.

Thanks.

Rgds,
Berlin Lim (Ms)

The thought of resigning is coming strongly to me since the past 2 months. I can't stand the whole nonsense shit anymore. I am practically lost at that period. The thoughts ended when I received the present and email from my lady boss. It melted my heart and I sudden had the change of mind to stay strong and help her through it. But the thoughts of resigning came back to me again. Just a day only, the thoughts run back to me. All thanks to the farking idiot. I actually have a pretty mood yesterday but the issue he created really boils my lava. HOW CAN I POSSIBLY WORK WITH SUCH AN IDIOT ANYMORE??!! I can't and I don't wish. I had enough pressure for my work load and I don't want anymore unnecessary pressure from a nonsense people. Plus I don't work for him or under him. He is from technical side & I am from admin side. My direct boss is my lady boss. I wish something can be done before I can even wait till Chinese New Year.

How's My Own Life for 2008

In another 2 more weeks, we are heading to Year 2009. Time really flies, just a blink of eyes, a year have come to a near end. Once again, it's time to sit down and think hard for next year resolution or even recap our own life for year 2008. Since my previous post had mention about New Year Resolution, so I think I should not cover the subject. Hmmmm... Let's talk about my life for year 2008.

LOVE
Ups : Being with hubby for the year 2008 is smooth sailing path. Basically, I could say that the relationship in between us is getting stronger. I am always being loved and protected by him.. Hubby is always there to listen to my whining and at times even willing to let me vent my anger on him.. Our love had grown stronger as time past. Who says the longer a couple is together, the further the distant in between them will get. For us, we are just like any new couple. We still joke, talk anything and ofcos love to disturb each other.

Downs : Feeling rather lost when once, 4 of my friends gather around me saying I've taken my hubby for granted. The whole debate is about doing household chores. Hubby is not on my side and keep mum. At that point of time (attacked by 4 people), I control my tears, I explained and I tried to understand too. I felt heart broken when I know that hubby do mind I don't do household chores and is not there to support me.. The fact is he does everything by himself and ask me not to do it cos he don't want me to have backache. Ermm... Alright, everything is over, don't wish to bring the bad memories back.. Otherwise tears is passing by my eyes again.

Unforgettable : The holidays we had are really enjoyable. Having your love one beside you, walking through a place so new to you and yet not to worry of getting lost. Oh.. Nearly forgotten too.. The surprises that hubby gave me in the year 2008. He bought me a HP N95 (8GB) for Valentine's Day. He made me guess my pressie and brought me to my favourite Jap restaurant. When we reached the restaurant then he revealed my pressie to me.. The other unforgettable day is our 4 years wedding ann. We made each other to shop for the exchange gift in Ang Mo Kio Central with a budget of not more then $30.00. Having only a time limit of 1 hour, we both have to shop for each other's present separately. I still remember that I am running all over the entire building of Ang Mo Kio Hub. This is really fun. When we open the presents, we were giggling and then goes Hahahaha.. Both of us are "xin you ling xin". Our presents we bought exceed $30.00 but not more then $60.00 and was near to the same as each other. This is really sweet.. There are still many more surprises Hubby had given me but unable to list it, if not otherwise this post will really be a very long one.

Conclusion : To carry on this relationship. Hoping he will hold my hands till our hair turn grey and our skins crumpled. Love in between us will grow even stronger as time pass. Will try my very best to fulfil my duty as a wife and ofcos to support each other when trouble is looking up to us.

FAMILY
Ups : Nothing much happen except me & hubby moved out from my mum's house to our own love nest.. Having our own love nest is something we have been waiting for.. After moving out, the bond in between me and my mum gets better and she would try her best to cook our favourite food waiting for us to go back to her house for dinner. We would chat and joke after dinner. She show even more concern to us. The feeling is just ermmm.. Indescribable....

Downs : Still remember that me and my mum had a huge argument as she decided to sell her house and want to move into our home. Initial stage, I rejected and was very angry. Me and my mum even come to a stage whereby we did not even talk for near of 1 week. Then after hubby became our middle man and solve the problem, only then me and my mum is back to talking terms.

Unforgettable : Having a house warming with my mum, brother, sister & her family, brother & his family. We had steam boat as dinner and after that we gather around to watch movie and the kids will run around the house playing with Niki. This is the 1st time, everyone of us gather around for a dinner like this.

Conclusion : A peaceful family life is the success to your life. Cherish every members before you lose them. Reunion is the most important thing to do and I hope to have dinner in the coming New Year. Hmmm.. Shall go plan now when to do it..

FRIENDS
Ups : Nothing special on friends section except knowing a few new friends and too keep contacts with them. Have been spending quality time with few of my friends like Princess Yvonne, Karen, Rina, Victor and many other more.. Oh yes! I remember now, went out for prawning with Pingsters.. That was really a fun one, although I don't really know them.. Looking the way they were so happy when they had their prawns hooked up is so funny. Overall the outing is an enjoyable one. Then with the 1st time experience, I brought Rina & Victor there to prawn. Not a bad experience too..


Downs : Hmmm.. I do not have any extremely unhappy issue with friends in fact. I am that kinda forgive & forget person so I do no keep the bad things. Only thing that hit my mood is when Princess Yvonne was @ her most gloomy days. Trying to make her stand back to her own feet is not easy but will not give up my friend just like that. I am hoping that she can step out of her hermit crab shell one day.


Unforgettable : I am always happy with my friends around.. Hmm unforgettable ones will be like going KTV with friends from KFC.. We are like country pumpkin. We sing and dance in the room like nobody business. Going KTV with Princess Yvonne.. Talking nonsense and laugh like nobody business. Going East Coast Park or Pasir Ris Park for BBQ. Playing the Ultimate number game, the wackiest punishments like kissing the butt / belly button, dirty dance or even have the face draw with charcoal.


Conclusion : I need to spend even more quality time with my friends. I very much wanna catch up with my primary school mates and not forgetting my VBFF Esther. It's been a long time since I last meet her for coffee.. Shall plan 1 day for it.. "Hey Esther, when on earth will you be free for coffee." Then also BFF Princess Yvonne. I also want to go out with her more to places like prawning, picnic or even plan for chalet. But I hope she will be bring along her partner soon.. (I must help her ask too. "ANY TAKER FOR MY BFF!!!")

HEALTH
Ups : Getting healthy is always what I wanted and luckily for year 2008 no big issue happen. I am still in pink health so no worries....


Downs : There is a period of time that I am suffering from severe backache.. Had been lying on bed for 3 days... Being unable to move is very scary.. Imagine bedridden is nothing fun and enjoyable. Till now, the backache is still on and off but much better as compared to the previous time.


Unforgettable : 1st time in my life suffer from throat infection to the extend of losing the ability to speak. I am a very talkative person, can you imagine me being dumb... Gosh!! It really kill me.. I can't talk properly and people around me keep laughing at my high tone speech... Arrrgghhh.. But come to think now, it really sounds funny.


Conclusion : To keep my weight down so I can have a healthier life. To have my backache cure once and for all.

WORK
Ups : To speak the frank, I can't think or find any ups for my present job. Or probably, I would say at a period of time when my boss thought that I am planning to resign, so she treated me like a princess. Giving me the authority to settle my stuffs in my branch. But after a while, the "boss attitude" came back..

Downs : There are too much downs in my present job which I can even count with my 10 fingers and 10 toes. Practically, I am getting sick & tired of running the branch in this company. I have a farking irritated manager whom only know how to sleep during office hour, have breakfast during office hour. Not only that, this farking manager only know how to use his mouth to talk and yet do nothing. He is always busy but busy with what is a mystery to both me and my boss. The worst part is, my boss did nothing. Both boss & lady boss just kept quiet which I think that is really unfair. When problems occurred, arrows will usually be shot to me. Can you imagine technical issue somehow can become admin issue. There are alot of times I have told my lady boss regarding the issue of the farking manager being abusive of his powers. But still nothing was done. All she told me is, just treat him as a mentally ill patient. Do my job as it is and she will know how I clearly stand. The FACT is, when both boss and lady boss don't stand where I stand when things happen. In the end, I am the one who got arrowed with no reason. I had really enough of all the nonsense created by that farker..


Unforgettable : There was once my hubby was waiting in my office for me to knock off. Then out of a sudden, my boss came up to the office and start to rumble. I was shock and starred blanking @ him. After he stop rattling, I came back to my sense and tried to explain the whole issue. Guess what he say? "No need to explain okay. Got problem means got problem. It's your fault for not being oversee the whole case." I was like, WTF me again. It's the farker's fault. He interrupte me when I was talking to customer. Giving all the customer wrong information and later when customer complaints, boss push the responsibility to me. He told me I should stop him from attending to customer. "HEY BOSS!! Pls do note. He is already a near 40 farking bastard, he has both legs, arms, mouth and farking brain, how is it possible for me to stop him!" After boss told me off, he walk off from the office and left home. I was like heart broken @ the very point of time. Tears rush down, I was like how can I be treated in this way. IT'S UNFAIR!! Ofcos, hubby saw the whole issue and he ask me to resign and leave this god damn company. I was like stuck in the middle. I very much wanna leave but I can't leave until I found a good job.


Conclusion : I need to find another job. I need to leave this place once and for all. No more nonsense from the farking bastard. I had enough of all the nonsense. Shall start to hunt for a job after bonus. Guess bonus won't be much too.. I don't worth a single cents in this office. My 9 years of sacrificed don't worth a penny at all..


Alright, that's the end of my life review on Year 2008. Now sitting back and read through what I've written down knocks some sense to me. I am actually leading a pretty happy life which I can't complain off.. There are always ups and downs in life, if not otherwise, the whole life will be a stale water in a pale. So be proud of yourself and your own life. Nothing is more important than yourself. Love and pamper yourself more. Phew what a long post. Think shall end it here if not I think many of you guys are falling a sleep soon.. Tataz... XOXOX...

Is it My Shelf Life is up?

I have always been thinking that not only products have shelf life but too living beings. Take example for my job, still remember my first resignation was about 3 years ago and that's also the first time, I feel that my shelf life in my company had come to an end and therefore, I should leave the place to hunt for a new shelf life. But after about a year outside, I actually came back to the old office (which is my present office) as my lady boss had called me and ask me to help her. Since I feel her sincerity on asking me back (pls take note, not cos of monetary sincerity as I am still getting back the same pay before I leave the place). At that time, when she needed me the most, she told me in future if there is anything unhappy, I could bring out and tell them, rather then I just keep it until one fine day, I explode and leave the place again. Well, @ that time, I was actually dumb enough to believe. Someone ever told me "Hey dude, didn't you know a leopard won't changes its spots." Back then, I was like "Aiya, I believe her lah" (In my motto, I will always believe in ppl.)



NOW, right now, I am really feeling bad. All the sincerity that time seems lost. I can't find back the days where we have good talks whenever things happen. Ever since from the time, I borrowed money from them (which they offer to lend it for my house renovation when I wanted to loan from bank) everything seems to have change. My colleague Uncle Bee told me, If I borrowed the money from them, I will have to stay right at the bottom of their foot liao. I told him " NO lah, they won't be like tat de lah. Money and working is totally different issue. Some more it was them offer me de, not I approach them de wor.. How to reject their offer since, I do not need to pay for the interest fee" But now, I seriously regretted. It seems that, they thought that I had borrow the money from them and I can't leave the place and so they can do or say anything they want without using their ass to think first.



Many things actually happen ever since I borrow the money from them. Its all I keep in my heart but recently, it's getting from bad to worst and even hurting to my pride and my feelings. I had it exploded and came to a decision. Return the money to them and see the situation. If they are still giving me that type of stupid farking attitude, I will leave forever and never step back here again. If not, I will "tahan" until after bonus then leave.. Leave is for sure, its only a matter of when.



Well enough of whining and I believe lots of my friends will say "Blah, again office de lor.. Nothing much to say liao meh... Always got this problem den just leave the place for goodness sake lah.. Keep complaining also no use de mah.. Still have to "ren" since they are your bosses and you have no choice, you are taking their money and you have to oblige to them..." SO no that's why I "Lan Lan" have to whine here instead lor..

P/S : Now starting to hunt for job. So anyone wants to recommend or hire me.
A little description of my job scope here. Basically, I am in motor claims line. We help car owners to proceed t/party claims when they are involved in accident. My job is to attend to them, help them in E-filing, explain how the whole claims goes. How much chances they have in winning? Then next is to arrange insurance company to arrange surveyor to survey the damage vehicle (meaning, I have to type out the estimate too). Next I have to renew Driving Instructors insurance. Yup Yup, my company does insurance too. I have to send invoices to the owners for after renewing the policy. (So not only renew nia). I have to do some basic accounting stuffs too. Then next, I have to arrange manager or boss to meet up customer.(Machiam Secretary) Oh, not forgetting, I have to do invoicing to insurance company after vehicle repaired and followed by negotiate with them for settlement. After settlement, need to arrange owner to come back to sign the form to agree settlement and close the file accordingly after receiving the money.. Like bangala lei.. So employ me lah.. Leave me msg wor.. I sure reply de...

FEELING LOUSY FOR MISSING IT

Gosh!! Why must it clash with the company dinner? *Faint* I thought this year I would be able to make it to the Ping Anniversary Party but.. but... I guess I might have to give it a miss again. This year my boss have invited me to a company dinner as an appreciation.. So how I can give a miss wor.. Hmmmm... How how how howwwww...

I am still pondering if to give up the dinner with my boss or to give up Ping party or to go Ping party @ a later time or to go later for the dinner.. Hmmm... Anyone can help solve?? One hand boss (my future) another hand party time (my present).. hahahahaha..

Sighs another 2 more days to decide... *Sob sob* Why do I always have to decide?

Guys! You did us proud!

On the 18 & 19 June was the grand final for our KFC yearly National Champs Challenge. The whole competition is all about the serving of customer, the preparation of the food and not to be miss is the cooking of the main lead - CHICKEN!

This year the team from our store is mostly trained by Victor & Sherard. (Too bad Victor wasn't with us to see them play. He was in Tekong @ that time.. hehe) The coach for the team was Sze Mei. In the beginning, I was not very confident with this team formed. The players are either too arrogant, if not too easy to get mental block. And the worst part is, they can't seems to get together. In this competition, the most importantly needed is the TEAM WORK.. But seems that they are lacking of it together with the coach too. But things turn out to be a surprise to all of us.

On the 18th, I did not go and see their 1st play off. I need to work and unable to take leave on that day. But I promise to send them there for the next day play and thats why I was on leave on that day. Heard from lots of mouths from others and the players themselves, in short the play was SUCKS! But on the 19th, everything in them seems to came back to life. They played much more better than the previous day. After the whole play, I didn't really praised them but still yank at them for being too over confident and if no good result is being delivered, don't cry cos they deserved it.

When the result was announce on the later part of the night, our team did not managed to defend for our champion but we did have a few individuals award. Leo got a best cook awards out of 40 players and Rina got a best cashier awards out of 40 players too. Then 3 of our players are selected to represent Singapore in our next year Regional Challenge held in Bali. Yes! To compete with other country. Although we didn't managed to defend the champion as expected, but we still maintain our standard by having players being send out of country to play. Its more then enough. I am really proud of them. I am really happy.

Guys! You did us proud! Don't worry if we didn't managed to defend the champion this year. There is next year for us to grab it. Only we need to be extra hard working to take the champion back from them next year.. CHEERS!!!

Alright let the photos say our pass and now.

Our new KFC logo

Our last year team. (From left - Jerold, Shun Lai, Yuxiang, Rina & Leo. Center - Royce)

Photo too old liao.. Cos it was taken about 7 years back.. The very first champion team develope in TP. Then the defend carry on. (From left - Me, Seren, Jean, Poh Seng & Chee Wah)

The 2nd team form in the same year (from left - Karen, Devi, Kitty, Jean, Jega, Adrian (if I can still remember), Hubby, Jalaini & Jixiang.

Alright, that's all for now.. Shall try to upload the cheer video for you guys to see and ofcos if possible the CHAMPS CHALLENGE video.

I Promise!! I really will...

Alright.. I'm thinking I'm damn farking lazy recently. I have been "nuahing" around with my PSP on hand. It use to be "nuahing" around with my lappy on hand.. I think it's time for me to swap from PSP to my lappy.. Meaning more blogging and less gaming.

Have read Princessa's blog this morning and came across a post on Xiaxue's blog. Saying how she started blogging, how the blog's readership from 2,000 to 25,000 a day.. At this point of time after I read the post, I was thinking, how to increase my blog readership (hoping to be Xiaxue no. 2. Although, I know I forever won't have the chance. Reason? Simple, Ang Moh not as "fli flac" as hers..)? How to make my blog juicer? Should I follow Xiaxue's style with a little pinch of Princessa's style blend with Sparklette's style and mix well with Mr Brown's style? Nah! Definitely not.. If I really mix and blend all into one, its equal to junk.. Yup, I mean JUNK!! Not saying their styles are all junks but I need to have my own style isn't it.. I jolly well knows that I will never be Xiaxue no. 2 but I will at least try to blog everyday, if not otherwise at least 3 times a week..

Enough of my being no. 2. Now must let me write something else.. Not feeling very well recently (be it mentally or physically).. My heart seems to be a little not ease since my father-in-law came last week.. It seems like there is an imaginary line to divide me and hubby apart. At times, I do think if I am overboard, by telling hubby his dad should not do this and should not do that. But, its my new house wor, have follow my law mah.. I have to maintain the house cleanliness de mah... Imagine, smoking in the house with the ash dropping around. Imagine, urinate stains found on the toilet seat.. Imagine, after meal, the rice gain around the table and some even on the floor.. Com'on.. Me not going to clear all these shits.. That's why have to keep reminding hubby.. Then next is the stupid farking manager of mine. He is still giving me farking nonsense and this time round, it's getting from bad to worst.. I am now TELLING YOU. I AM GOING TO EXPLODE SOONER OR LATER!! You better watch out your ass before it gets burn up by me... AND I AM VERY SERIOUS. You are making me damn farking pissed.. There is no 2nd person in this world who can compete the most farking, disgusting, idiotic, mentally nerd shit. Yes! To me you are just a SHIT... And the "SHITTEST SHIT" in the world. (Pls pardon me for all my nonsense english.) Oh yah! A little word for him.

"Hey you farking bastard! If you happen to chance by my blog, or you always visit my humble blog and you are reading. I'm going to tell you. YES! I am challenging you.. I making me hit the top of my limit. If you are reading this and yet still don't know that this is refering to you! Then you are simple not worth me challenging you. You are just a rubbish shit."

Arrgghh, writing about this makes my blood boil.. I better stop writing about him.. Let me see.. Any other things to blog about.. Gosh! Now then I know that my life is such a boring one. Nothing special, no excitement too. Hmmm.. Think, I shall stop here ba.. Feeling much beta after whining and I should head back to work before I can't finish it again.

Tataz.. Oh.. I hate Monday bluez...