Such A Long Time

I've not been updating my blog for donkey years. And I think I should start doing it.. How can I leave my blog unattended... Wahahaha..

Tiger year is not a good year for me. And I'm glad that its going to be over soon. Ermmm, say like another 2 mths more to go. Life has been up and down. Especially in my working life. It don't seem to go the way I wanted it to be. Guess maybe its time for me to go to another stage of my life. From sweet to sour and maybe to bitter. It really hurts me alot. I hope this thunder storm will be over soon and hope the sun will shine after that.

Good that, there is one good thing that happen ard me. Yvonne finally got married. She finally found her Prince Charming. Glad that she had finally found the one and only one. Hope Ben will love and give her the tender love. Yvonne! I wish you have a blissful marriage..

Woot.. There are so many many things that I wanna pen down. But still I need to keep away for certain things. I do not wanna things to get worst..

Alright. I'm gonna go sleep le. Still feeling weak from my flu and cough. Even though after 2 days of MC, I'm still not getting any better, its getting worst I guess.

P/S : Mr Flu and Ms Cough, pls go away. Allow me to recover soon. The heart is still bleeding. I hope everything will change for good.

When a relationship turns sour

Phew.. Notice that I've been missing from my blog for a very long long time. Maybe I've nothing to write or maybe no feelings in me. The FACT is I'm lazy.. Always wanted to write something but always that lazy to even switch on my lappy..

Recently lotsa things happen around me. The one which affects me the most is between my bff and a Mr Nice Guy's relations. Yup.. They had ended their newly bloom love. Hearing from her makes me feel that I am to blame. I'm the one encouraging her to take the first step. I'm the one asking her to learn to appreciate and love the one before her. But guess its all wrong. I've made 2 different souls to be together and it ended sourly. I could not conclude who is on the right or wrong side when the relations ended. Afterall, I'm just a 3rd party standing outside seeing the outcast of the whole saga. All I know that when a love is gone, it will turn very sour and one may change into a devil in just a day.

Having to know lotsa things after chatting with her. Knowing that sometimes truth is cruel and words can be hurting. Even putting words into other's mouth is cruel too. Used to all these and nothing special to me. As long as everything is clear up, I'm still me. I always the truth will come to a light when the times ripe. There is no need to confront and god will know it They will punish those who just spout words which is not said. Lucky enough that this BFF of mine knows me well and will understand me. I always never know that I can be such a great influenence. But I'll very much wanna clear this up. Naggy is part of me and I will never ever force one to follow my view. I just share what I view and try to bring out situation for you to see. So decision is still yourself and never blame anyone after the decision is made. And this BFF of mine always refuse to listen, she'll always do it her way which ended up hurting herself (but there are times she had it her way!). "Orbi good! Don't listen to me lah! See lah!" ;) this is what I always tell her.. Nevertheless, I still can't believe that I'm a great influence (a person who always give lousy view and make OTHERS choose the wrong decision - To whom may think this way). Well I think I should keep mum and never ever share anymore my point of view to ppl that I don't really know. Haiz.. Having vent out this is really soothing. Anyway it had ended and nothing to do with me anymore. Who is right and who is wrong? I don't know. Maybe everyone has their own way of thinking.

Just hope both of them will be happy after parting each other. I hope she will be strong and move on happily. And I hope the man will find his "one" and live on. I hope too this saga ends well.. Coming back to see all the lovers around me. Love is just something so wonderful. Love can make some blind and too can make one turns into devil. So be smart in choosing ur love one and don't ended up as a devil..!!

P/S : Wishing all lovers will be happily ever after.