Hope She is getting better

Finally her sweet story had ended and it ended abruptly. I know she is now feeling very very pain and sad. I tried to do everything to make her back to her usual self and I knew that this needs a long time to heal cos I ever had this failure too. Feeling sad and pain with her is all I can do now. Going thru with her on the road she is facing now is to helps her up when she tumble. She has no one who she can truely turn to and I hope my present can ease her and bring her comfort.

After so much things that had happen to her, I feel the pain, I am sad, I feel angry for her but I can't do anything to help her. At times, I feel helpless. I can't even help my BFF in her problem. I am USELESS. I wanna everyone beside me to feel happy but I am making her painful when every time I visited her. At one time, I wanna shut myself away from her so she can calm her mood down and not keep thinking of that rascal. But I can't bring myself to do that. How can her BFF dump her when she is so much in need.

And yes!! Times does the healing. Time after time, she is getting better, though sometimes she is alittle emo. But I truely believe that she will go thru it and I believe with me and Princess around her, she will be able to. Oh yah! You guys must be thinking who is Princess ba... She is my daughter-in-law which is Yvonne's daughter. Hahaha.. We went to buy puppy together at Pasir Ris Pet farm. The breed that she chose is Maltese and mine is a Maltese too. So when Princess grow up, Niki will be her bf and they can start to breed, then we will become grannies by then.. Wahahahaha... *Knocks my head*

Hope she gets better everyday. I know she will return my Yvonne back to me.. =)

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She is overboard

Arrrghhh.. I am really feeling right to the bottom of my mood since Monday. It's really outrageous! No chance of explanation and worst still no chance of speaking up for myself.

What the fark have I done wrong? I delivered what my lady boss request wor. But why still pick a bone out of an egg? I am trying my best to settle all my stuff amicably but also spare a thought for me. I am OMS (one man show) in the branch office, I have to attend phone calls from nonsense customer, attend walk in customer, do my monthly renewals, do my daily work stuff, do filing, do invoicing, do account and still have to do stuffs from HQ. Haiz, I don't mind so many stuff on hand and to be frank I love it. But please be nice to me. I know take other's money is to help people solve their problem, but I am also an human being, I have feelings too. At times, words use by her cannot be withstand. I do very much wanna raise my voice at her but I can't. She is my boss after all.

Resignation once again come knocking on my brain door. Resignation wanna talk to my brain and ask brain to leave for good. But I can't. I am still in debt to her, but I won't promise I won't leave after paying her back the money. Brain is getting weaker and weaker. Brain needs a break from her, if not otherwise, brain will do things which is abrupt and just leave like this.

Hope things will get better and so do my mood. I wanna have a peaceful working environment without any harsh issues falling on me. Please, don't hurt my dignity. Alright, brace up Berlin. Tomorrow will be a better one..

Mini Renovation for my New home?

Me & hubby have the same thinking. We are thinking about our new love nest. The living room wall was rather plain and we are thinking that the lightings in our home is rather dim. (Although we requested for it but we also request for bright as in 2 in 1 but the brightness that the contractor gave is not enough.)

So I decided to use the power of Internet. I browse around to look for any interesting lightnings which can at the same time can decorate our love nest. And I found the Farreys. They offer wide varieties /range of lightnings. From Ambience Lighting, Fine Art Lamps, Outdoor lights and many more. Let me show you a few of the lightings. Don't be surprise if you find any one which is suitable to you.

Forecast Lightings

Minka Lavery

Hinkley Lightings

Well Well.. For those who have the intention to buy any lightings, are you already getting ready to purchase online.. I find it so nice.. They have many many more designs for you to choose from. Don't wait if you want to get one for your home.. Wei.. Why are you still here for? You should clicking on any of the link liao wor!!

Tataz.. I wanna carry on browse to see any of my favourite one.

I'm Scared...

I may look fierce and big in size but I will be afraid too. I am afraid of cockroach, I am afraid of any flying insect, I am afraid of dark, I am also afraid of injection.

And today, I am going face the fearful injection. The Typohid jab which my part time job requires. I hate it!! I always don't wish this day will come. I hate to go INJECTION. How I wish I have a clone now or even a twin to help me take this injection!!

Gosh!! In another 3 more hours, I am going to the clinic, watching the doctor poke in the needle into my arm then push the medicine into me.. *Faint*.. *Splashed water onto myself* Alright, a short post, gonna finish off my paperwork..

I feel hurt too

Haven't been updating my blog for the past week. I should say I'm rather busy with lotsa things. My mood for the past week is like high and low. Too many things had happen at one go which I very much hope I can help but I can't. I can't feel the pain of another, I can't feel the suffering of another. I do not know why the past week till now, I am feeling really down. Partly is cos all the things in my mind which I can't really solve and too my office.

Yes.. I am gonna whine about my office again. Ever since my return to office after my first attempt of resignation, I really regret that I did not listen to Lindy (my ex colleague). She told me my boss attitude will not change even if my boss know the actual reason for my leaving. She will change for a period but will come back to her usual self in no time. I chose to ignore what Lindy was trying to tell me and I regret now.. Back to the old job for about 2 years already. I find it more and more difficult to communicate with my boss. They seems to have lots of issue on me which me and my other colleagues don't find any wrong. It seems that whatever I do is wrong, or should I say nothing is right before. It's making my heart breaking seeing or feeling her tearing away my dignity. I am heartbroken to hear her saying me no brain, stupid, and many many more. Haiz.. I always tell myself, " Take people money is to help people settle their problem" But giving one too many jobs will turn the person off. I don't mind heavy workloads. But meanwhile giving me heavy workloads, don't you think that instead of telling me this and that no good why not tell me better words to make me feel good. I am worthless to the company although I am considered "Highly Paid" to her. My hard work doesn't contribute a single cents to the company at all. I don't worth a penny. Gosh! My tears are dropping, I feel my heart bleeding and is slowly killing me.

All these issues that I am facing now is like telling me, "Hey Berlin, You don't belong her anymore. You need to run away from this place forever and ever. You are not appreciated and why bother?" My final conclusion, I will leave for good in no time. I just want a happy working environment to work in. Even a small position, I also don't mind. I am really hurt now, I am really tired now. Whenever the phone ring, I feel that she is gonna called me and wreck happy at me then hang up the phone. Leaving me stone on the other side of the phone. I am scare of the phone now. I hope the phone will go mute for the time being.

I am finding ways now to bring my mood back to my usual self. I need to be happy. It's suffering to feeling sad and unhappy. I wanna cry to get back but I can't. I am a strong person in everybody's eye so I am not going to make them worry by breaking down. Don't worry, I will be strong enough to get through this phenomenon.

Shopping Spree - Shopwiki

Recently, I have been noticing that people around me loves to go online shopping. Be it from sunglasses, dress, bags or even pet items, all these can be found on net. One can easily access to the online shop and click on the items they need and just another click, they got their things. All they have to do is to wait for their purchased to being air freight to them. Easy right? So I decided to go into one of the online shop - SHOPWIKI.

In SHOPWIKI, they offer all sorts items that anyone in this world needs. Just key in the things that you wanna buy in the search area, then you will be able to buy it without leaving your home.

After visiting SHOPWIKI myself, I find that its not just a simple online shopping web but its sort of like a mega store. They have so many different kinds of stuffs which made me fickle minded in chosing which one to buy. Base on my sayings, I believe you are being moved. So what are you waiting for. Go visit SHOPWIKI now and get your favourite stuffs NOW!!! =)

To be frank, I can't believe that our planet had improve to such an extend that we can even go on shopping spree without leaving our house. Guess there should be more to come in future then.

The Waterfall at Home

Finally, my home water supply is back to normal. The HDB / Town Council technician actually came on Thursday to get it done up.

As known from them, the water supply pipe which supply water from the water pump is choke. CHOKE! By what? They wouldn't describe. Just brush away the topic by saying its some nails and construction stuff..

Right now, the water is just running like a waterfall. I even only need to on half of the tap to get enough supply of water. Hope this situation will last forever and not the water supply pipe gets choke again.

BTW, just a little information for those who reads my blog and is facing this problem. Your home water supply shouldn't be running like peeing. It is very usual to have a strong pressure of water. SO, if you are facing this problem too. Please proceed to your Town Council and get them to check your piping out. Probably its choke too..

Alright that should be all... Tataz.. =)

Staying In Kampong or in HDB

I am really very very very fustrated with the problem I am facing now for my flat. At times I am wondering why must all the bad things happen to me in my new flat. First is my renovation issue, then the aircon and now is the freaking water supply.

Look here, I pay the water and electrical fee promptly. I don't owe PUB any money but at times, I do not get my water supply. Even if there is water supply, the water pressure is like peeing. WTF!! How to wash my hair with the water pressure I am having now. With all the conditioner on my hair and I have to use at least 15-20 mins to wash cleanly.

Few days back ago. Oh... NO.. Not, it should be in fact few months back ago. Initially when we notice the water pressure issue, I thought that I could be because no one moved in yet so the people maybe did not turn on the supply fully or what ever so.. But now, when the flat around 80% full, the water supply is getting from bad to worst. Just 2 weeks ago at a Saturday afternoon, I went to bath and while my whole body was soapy, the water supply just went dripping and then nothing. And I have to wait in the toilet with all the soap and shampoo around for about 10mins. Worst part is, today, I already woke up late for work and was in hurry to brush and wash up. But the water supply is giving us problem again. Hubby flush the toilet after use and after that it was me wanted the flush the toilet. But there is no water coming out. I told probably the toilet bowl is refilling water so I proceed to brush my teeth. GOD DAMN! There is totally no water at all.. We waited and waited and waited. Like about 10 mins, we try again and this time round, its like peeing. Then we waited for another 10 mins, the water is slight more for brushing teeth but not for bathing. Out of no choice, I give bathing a miss. (I don't wish too).. Be it in the morning, afternoon or even midnight, there is bound to be a day either water supply is like peeing or no water at all.. I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS FARKING NONSENSE.

So I decided to complaint up to HDB. I called them & a lady picks up the phone. After hearing my complain, she pity me too. She immediately get a technician to call me. (so prompt service & I wanna compliment her here.) Few minutes later, a guy called me over my phone and fix an appointment with me to take a look at the water issue.

Technician : "Hello can I speak to Ms Berlin?"

Me : "Yup. Speaking here."

Technician : "Understand your complaint about the water. Can I go and see now?"

Me : "Now!.. But no one is at home"

Technician : "Then when can I come?"

Me : "How about tomorrow around 10 am?"

Technician : "Alright, I will be at your house around 10-10.30am"

Me: "But sir, the water problem is not every issue. It just happen when it feels like to happen"

Technician : "Is it the whole flat or just the bathroom? Have you open the pipe outside your
house to full blast?"

Me : "Yah yah, mu husband already open it to full blast but still no use. Anyway, I am not the one
complaint. My neighbours are all saying that the water supply is terrible"

Technician : "But Miss, so far only received your complaint"

Me : "Precisely, no one is taking action and I have to do it. Nobody knows where to call. I too got
to know from friend that I should call town council to lodge a complaint."

Technician : "But Miss, you called HDB and not town council."

Me (Abit flare up already) : "I can't find the town council no. so I choose to call HDB"

Technician : "Anyway, I will go take a look and will call you back, I will also help you to revert
back to town council if needed."

Me (cooled down abit) : "Thanks for your help."

So now, we shall wait and see. If I don't get the water, I shall video it down and find ways to complain. EVEN IF I HAVE TO GO ALL THE WAY THE THE RC MEMBER.

Movie Review - The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor

Last Friday went to Cathay Ang Mo Kio HUB with Hubby, Rina and Victor to catch the show (Although I am freaking tired and still have to work @ KFC the next day).

Cast: Brendan Fraser, Jet Li, Michelle Yeoh

Director: Rob CohenGenre:Action/ Adventure

Language: English

Release Date:31 July 2008

Running Time:113 minutes

Distributor:UIP

The blockbuster global Mummy franchise takes a spellbinding turn as the action shifts to Asia for the next chapter in the adventure series, The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor.

Brendan Fraser returns as explorer Rick OConnell to combat the resurrected Han Emperor (Jet Li) in an epic that races from the catacombs of ancient China high into the frigid Himalayas. Rick is joined in this all-new adventure by son Alex (newcomer Luke Ford), wife Evelyn (Maria Bello) and her brother, Jonathan (John Hannah). And this time, the OConnells must stop a mummy awoken from a 2,000-year-old curse who threatens to plunge the world into his merciless, unending service.

Doomed by a double-crossing sorceress (Michelle Yeoh) to spend eternity in suspended animation, Chinas ruthless Dragon Emperor and his 10,000 warriors have laid forgotten for eons, entombed in clay as a vast, silent terra cotta army. But when dashing adventurer Alex OConnell is tricked into awakening the ruler from eternal slumber, the reckless young archaeologist must seek the help of the only people who know more than he does about taking down the undead: his parents. As the monarch roars back to life, our heroes find his quest for world domination has only intensified over the millennia. Striding the Far East with unimaginable supernatural powers, the Emperor Mummy will rouse his legion as an unstoppable, otherworldly force...unless the OConnells can stop him first.

Now, in The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor, the trademark thrills and visually spectacular action of the Mummy series will be redefined for a new generation.

Errmmm.. I should say this show is not that kinda "VERY NICE" or "MUST WATCH SHOW". But I should say it's rather a break through with so many Chinese acting in English show.. Hahaha... At times I was wondering if I am watching a Chinese movie or English movie.. Anyhow, do watch the show if you have the time. With their funny dialogue and creatures, I think it's still worthwhile..

Movie Review - Money Not Enough 2

Haiyo!! Princess Fiona aka Xiaoweini aka Berlin is really an old woman wor.. How can I possible forget to blog about the movie I watch last Saturday.. How can? Hehehe..

Last Saturday went to see Money Not Enough 2 with hubby, Karen, Rina, Suria (Malay), Sherard, Alif (Malay) & May (Filipino). I should say it gets really funny at one part but it also gets so touching on another part. Hahaha.. Its either you laugh till your stomach burst or SobSob... You get your sleeves wet.

Cast: Jack Neo, Henry Thia, Mark Lee

Director: Jack Neo

Genre:Comedy/ Drama

Language: Mandarin

Release Date:31 July 2008

Running Time:126 minutes

Following the success of Money No Enough, Jack Neo is coming back with another season of Money No Enough 2. In this movie, Mark Lee, Marcus Chin and Henry Thia will act as siblings. It's all about how greeds can cause one's wealth to run dry up. And it's also about how filial we can be. I would say this time round Jack Neo did not do as good as the previous ones. Probably, I am expecting too much for part 2.. Anyhow, if you have the time, pls proceed to the cinema and watch this movie ba.

Funny ba.. Editted myself from an email send by my friends. Oops.. Hope I didn't violate any law.

Hotmail! Warning! Verify Your Account Now To Avoid It Closed ( VX2G99AAJ ) !!!

I have been receiving email from Windows Live Account Services . I do not know how true is this and thus, I decided to post this and hope everyone can let me know if this is a real email. I do not wanna gt myself in trouble if the mail is a fake one.

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Warning!!! Account owner that refuses to update his/her account after two weeks of receiving this warning will lose his or her account permanently.

So what you guys think about.. They will shut down my email wor.. But my email always so active de wor.. They should be able to check if mine was a stagnant ones..

This song specially deciated to my BFF

Yesterday, I was watching the Entertainment News (娛樂百分百) host by Show Luo Zhi Xiang & Xiao Gui. They were interviewing Elva Hsiao on her new ablum - 3 Face Elva. One of the songs she recommend was 两个人的寂寞. Its about 2 person who don't love each other already but still refuse to tell each other to break off due to that kinda "Use to it" feeling. But if the relation is gonna hold on to it due to that kinda of feeling & not cos of love.. Then no point being together le.. Be seperated will sometimes do good to ownself or even to the other part.

Gal, I hope you will be strong and I promise you this, I will not dump you as a friend. But you need to promise me too that you will stand up as soon as possible..

Plannings for today

Now only 9:30am, in the office and I am already planning my happening for tonight. TGIF.. I seriously have no mood staying in office since Monday. I don't for what reason too.. I have been wanting to go home from the moment I reach office. (pls note, I usually don't have that kinda feelings).

Planning to go NATAS fair with Karen today @ the Changi Expo. Yup Yup! Plan to go on holiday again. (last trip was last year wor..) This year, we are going to Korea. *Ayohasayo* Praying hard we can find a cheap package. Have been looking around this few days and most of the price is around $1700.00 for 8Days. The only difference is only the itinerary is different.

Seongsan Sunrise Peak

Teddy Bear Museum

Isn't it fun! I can't wait for November to come now.. hehehehe.. Anyone can advise where to go for Korea is more fun?